I miss you…

It’s been 2 years since your passing, but every time i went back to our convo i can’t seem to let go. I miss you so much, i wish you were here with me.

Feeling bottled up?

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2025-08-14

Maybe that’s who I am

So, I rejected my crush after he conveyed his feeling to me. It’s funny how the result should have made me happy, yet it turned out to be something scary to me. I want him to receive the sincere love from me but I don’t know how to do that. I don’t know how to love anyone properly. It feels like all I can do is just let me live with this feeling alone and he can just ignore me. Because it’s always better to never get started rather than having to leave him in the future. I don’t want him to be hurt. At least, right now he can forget about me more easily. -t.o.
2025-08-14

Always

we ended just like that. you know, when i look back on the memories we have, both the good and bad, i just realized it was the most vibrant and most alive i’ve ever felt. You said i’m a mature girl. You’d believe that i would feel nothing right now, that I’d be moving on with life. And I too, think that i would be fine for now. Maybe i’d cry later, for days on end. I know that i’ll break down every night, reliving you in my head. I would try so hard not cry when I see you. Then when i look back at this later, I’d break down all over again. I love you a lot, always will. I guess this is it. Our story ends here. I’ll wish you the happiest in life, always. L
2025-08-14

4 years as a friends.

I know we can’t never be more than friends.But I still can’t cut myself off from you.I know you can’t love me as I love you.I know you are a good friend.you are a person.who always listens to all my stories.Always encourage everyone.you are the one who always shares your fun with everyone. And you are the only one I love, you and you are my friend.It’s not wrong to love someone, but it’s wrong to love someone you should not love.Sorry for always bothering you.I will try. Thanks for help me all everything.I wish you. #Dear Phalla

2025-08-14

crushing

I spend most of my morning thinking about you. My thoughts take me back to the moments when we first met. I remembered how those smiles of yours have captured my heart. I still recall the conversations we had, the laughs we shared, and every other thing that included you in there. Sometimes, I would daydream about you, and I get butterflies. I spend most of my evening wondering if we get to talk. I always wanted to talk to you but was too afraid to approach you. And whenever you texted me, my day just got better. I hope that our paths will cross one day because I want to see you again.

2025-08-14

365 days of your absence.

I’m the owner of #KJ0010 To my best friend who passed away way too young, I have a thing to tell you that I’ll finished my M.S next year, the dream we once had. I delicate all my achievements to you. Thank you for being in my life for the 6 years you were. Thank you for loving me unconditionally. For pushing me. It's true what they say… the good die young. For what? Nobody will ever know the answer to that. Your last text were “ I’ll be the the star, the ones that brighter than the rest”. That day forever changed my life. I did not know that was going to be the last time I would talk to you. I wish I could've stopped this from happening. I keep going through everything in my head trying to think of ways I could've prevented this from happening, but I know I couldn't have. I wish I had the superpower to turn back time. I may carry guilt for the reason you aren’t here. You were, and still are, so loved by many. Sethika, Even though you are not here anymore, you will always be in my heart. You were such a special person. I wish you could see all the things i saw in you. You’ll be forever young and beautiful; P.S I don’t end this story with a period, but a semicolon instead, in hopes that one day we may reunite and our adventures together can start again. In another life, I would be your sister and I’ll be the older ones;

2025-08-14

Love is temporary, but my loyalty is eternal.

We've been dating for over a year. We promised each other at the time that if we broke up, we would be single for 5yrs. Unfortunately, we broke up. She had a new boyfriend a month after we broke up, and she did whatever she could to show me that she had gotten a better man than I am now. But she had no idea, however, that she had already broken a promise. I've been single for about 5 yrs, and the end of 2022 will officially be 5 years. Being single doesnt mean I cant get myself for a girlfriend. Because the promises we made to each other were genuine to me. After all, don't make promises if you can't keep them. :'3
2025-08-14

ស្រមោលខ្មៅ...

វាប្រហែលជាស្រមោលមួយដែលខ្ញុំពិបាកនឹងយកឈ្នះបំផុត។ ខ្ញុំធ្លាប់មានស្នេហាមួយដែលអ្នករាល់គ្នាមើលមកហាក់ដូចល្អឥតខ្ចោះ ប្រហែលគ្មានថ្ងៃបែកគ្នានោះឡើយ។ ពេលវេលា ៦ឆ្នាំហាក់កន្លងផុតទៅយ៉ាងលឿន សៀវភៅមួយនោះត្រូវបានបាត់ខ្លឹមសារត្រឹមវណ្ណ:គ្រួសារ។ ខ្ញុំជាកូនអ្នកមធ្យមដែលមិនដែលខ្វះព្រឹកល្ងាច ហើយក៏មិនដែលត្រូវខ្វាយខ្វល់ពីបញ្ហាហិរញ្ញវត្ថុ តែត្រូវបានគាត់ប្រាប់ថាគ្រួសារគាត់មិនពេញចិត្តខ្ញុំព្រោះខ្ញុំគ្មានផ្ទះ គ្មានលុយ គ្មានឡាន គ្មានមុខរបរ។ ខ្ញុំទទួលស្គាល់ថាការមិនពេញចិត្តនេះគឺត្រូវព្រោះអ្វីដែលខ្ញុំមានពេលនោះជារបស់គ្រួសារទាំងអស់ ខ្ញុំទើបតែចាប់ផ្តើមរៀនឆ្នាំទី២ប៉ុណ្ណោះ។ ខ្ញុំបានប្រែក្លាយជាមនុស្សម្នាក់ដែលងប់ងល់នឹងការរកស៊ីបំផុតដើម្បីអោយខ្លួនសមនឹងគេ។ តែខ្ញុំហាក់ដូចជាកាន់តែអស់សង្បឹមនឹងបន្តទៅទៀត ព្រោះអ្នកមានដែលគេរកសុទ្ធតែជាកូនអ្នកលក់ឡានធំៗនៅក្នុងស្រុក។ ក្រោយខ្ញុំមានអ្វីគ្រប់យ៉ាងទាំងមុខរបរនិងហិរញ្ញវត្ថុ ក៏សម្រេចមានទំនាក់ទំនងជាមួយនារីម្នាក់សាមញ្ញនិងល្អខ្លាំងសម្រាប់ខ្ញុំ ប៉ុន្តែសៀវភៅមួយនេះត្រូវបានបញ្ចប់ត្រឹមគ្រួសារម្តងទៀតព្រោះខ្ញុំអាយុប្អូនគាត់។ ក្រោយមកខ្ញុំបានជួបនារីម្នាក់ទៀតដែលល្អនិងសាកសមនឹងខ្ញុំ។ គាត់ជាមនុស្សម្នាក់ដែលធ្វើអោយខ្ញុំមានអារម្មណ៌ស្ងប់និងសុវត្ថិភាពពេលមានវត្តមានគាត់នៅជិត។ គាត់ជាបុគ្គលម្នាក់ដែលខ្ញុំចង់មើលថែនិងផ្តល់ភាពកក់ក្តៅដែលគាត់ត្រូវការ។ ខ្ញុំនឹងគាត់តបសារគ្នារាល់ថ្ងៃក្នុងនាមជាមិត្ត ខ្ញុំគិតថានាងបានដឹងពីចិត្តរបស់ខ្ញុំចំពោះនាង ប៉ុន្តែខ្ញុំនៅតែមិនអាចស្មានយល់ពីនាងបាន។ ត្រឹមខ្លាចមិនហ៊ានបោះជំហានទៅមុខព្រោះតែខ្លាចការបដិសេធម្តងទៀត ខ្ញុំបានព្យាយាមម្តងហើយម្តងទៀតប៉ុន្តែនៅតែមិនអាចដើរចេញពីភាពភ័យខ្លាចនៃស្រមោលខ្មៅ។ តើខ្ញុំគួរធ្វើបែបណាដើម្បីជំនះភាពភ័យខ្លាចមួយនេះ?

2025-08-14

My first real love

Hey, I hope this message reach out to you in any ways. Ahh I seriously don’t know where to start. I remember the first time we met though screens. At first I thought you were just joking around. I never thought that I would fall for you that hard. It took us a week of talking stage and we started dating. To be honest, I had never felt that kind of heartwarming love from any guys I met out there. You were the first person who make me feel alive and know exactly that true love does exist. I know I’m the one to blame. I took you for granted, not knowing that you’ll soon lose interest in me. You did gave me signs. But I ignored it. You reassure me everyday that you love me, you care for me. But I didn’t believe that because I thought you still have feelings for your ex. I love it when you call me “ Babe “. I can still hear you calling me that. Day by day I tried to forget you. Besides all the good memories we had together always hit me up. I was stupid for not keeping our love last. I was stupid for not acknowledging the signs that you have given me. At the end of the day all I got was sorrow. You remember there was a song called strange by celeste? It goes like “ Isn’t strange how people can change, from strangers to friends, friends into lovers and strangers again.. “. 13-11-2021 was the day we decided to walk different path. I don’t blame you for catching feelings for her. It was my fault for making you falling for her. If I was good to you, you wouldn’t have fallen for her. I’m sorry I wasn’t at my best version back then. But no I won’t blame you. And again I had never thought that you would walk away from my life. You were the only person who make me shine bright like a star. Right now, you’re not here anymore. I miss you every second, every minute, every hour and everyday. Hoping that you’ll come back. But I know that you won’t. It has been almost 5 months now and I’m still in love with you. Although we can’t turn back time, however I wish you’ll find someone who is loving and will love you unconditionally. All the best!