365 days of your absence.

I’m the owner of #KJ0010 To my best friend who passed away way too young, I have a thing to tell you that I’ll finished my M.S next year, the dream we once had. I delicate all my achievements to you. Thank you for being in my life for the 6 years you were. Thank you for loving me unconditionally. For pushing me. It's true what they say… the good die young. For what? Nobody will ever know the answer to that. Your last text were “ I’ll be the the star, the ones that brighter than the rest”. That day forever changed my life. I did not know that was going to be the last time I would talk to you. I wish I could've stopped this from happening. I keep going through everything in my head trying to think of ways I could've prevented this from happening, but I know I couldn't have. I wish I had the superpower to turn back time. I may carry guilt for the reason you aren’t here. You were, and still are, so loved by many. Sethika, Even though you are not here anymore, you will always be in my heart. You were such a special person. I wish you could see all the things i saw in you. You’ll be forever young and beautiful; P.S I don’t end this story with a period, but a semicolon instead, in hopes that one day we may reunite and our adventures together can start again. In another life, I would be your sister and I’ll be the older ones;

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silent…

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I almost do-- Taylor swift

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Stop being a fool

Why would some men still post and share things related to the women when they clearly no intention to be back with her or love her anymore? Was it to grab her attention? Was it an act? Was it just to make sure she won't move on from h even when he no longer want her? Or was he just trying to make sure she still in love with him so he can hold his head up high and his silly pride? Or he can go brag to his friends how she still care and hurt because of everything he did? Or he simply just miss the idea of having her love him so much? No matter what it is, men will be men, if they want you, you will see them by your side, not from their stupid stories or posts. Stop thinking of all the possibilities. Stop thinking that he wants you back, he clearly doesn't. Stop falling into his traps once again. Turn around and leave. Stop imagining fake sceneries inside your head. You don't love him, you just love your idea of him and the unreal perfect future you wish you will have with him. If you can't change a man, change the man. He's not worth your time. Go hunt for the better guys.
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Lies

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