I saw your post. Should you commit suicide? you failed as a son and boyfriend . Not just him anyone that felt like that. First I want to say you are lovable you have your own worth that's not everyone can see it . Person who values you will see you worth . However I know we want the affection especially from our closeness like family I was also the same . When I begin to stop ask for that instead love myself, value myself , in the end we only have ourself . I want to tell you that live on for your dream or travel to any place that you never before . If you don't have dream you will discover one . Secondly Learn to forgive who blamed you for your existence when you start learning forgiveness and want nth back . You will start to heal yourself . Remember you have your own value . Fight for yourself love yourself more . You never reward yourself then do it . Give yourself a rest . Thirdly, we are not perfect . We have our own imperfections . Learn from the past ,the mistakes, the trauma ,the misery. And forgive yourself accept those thing, learn it and improve yourself . For anyone who hurts you . You have two choices either keep distancing or be normal you still be yourself doing good deed just be yourself even you realise they never be in good term with you( they might take time to realise it ) But still it is better to distance yourself from them and give yourself growth. I think everyone know commit suicide is not solutions but sometimes we can't fight anymore we are tired emotionally , spiritually, physically . That's why you need to rest . You should forgive them and maybe distance yourself after you start to focus on yourself to heal . Love yourself š¤. Afterall you only have yourself in the end . You was born alone you will die alone your sadness carry is alone . If you have no friends to share your story with . Write it down to book all the feeling,anger ,happy how is your day ? Planning things ahead . Maybe you should try to learn new things like arts, music discover yourself. One more thing read book or feed your brain with any knowledge if you are into any major feed yourself with it to build yourself . When you are busy with yourself you will eventually not care about other anymore . All your attention shift on yourself . Last but not least again .keep moving forward . You are so awesome human being . Please take care of yourself more and love yourselfą§(ļ¼¾ ć° ļ¼¾)ąØ. From me Viramoon. sorry for my grammer . I'm still working on it.
i love you but the fear of not being good enough is keeping me from staying by your side. i wish i didnāt have the insecurities that i do, i wish i felt more confident, i wish i didnāt have to be afraid everyday about being less than perfect, i wish i wasnāt out of your league.
One of the hardest things that Iām doing right now is letting go of a person whom I never thought I would do. Itās the best for myself to be able to heal. I wrote my stories here probably a few times of how I love that person but in the end weāre just friends. I still have feelings for her and I donāt think I would ever lose those feelings, but the thing is Iām moving forward. I donāt stay in the same old place with the wonderful/painful memories. Honestly, sheās the first person that Iāve loved this much and I even told her that. Still, I need to accept the fact that itās not gonna work and our connection can only be ābest friendā. She told me that she met someone and she kinda loves that him too. So yeah. Sometimes you miss the memories and the times that you had spent with them but not the person themselves.
Works hard or love hard?
So, a few months ago, my girlfriend's granddad passed away. And now, her grandma, who's getting up there in age, has been losing her short term memory. It's really sad because she's still torn up about losing her husband of 60 years. What makes everything even worse is that every morning when she wakes up, she forgets that he's gone. She makes him breakfast and brings it to his study, but he's not there. So, she ends up wandering around the whole house, going from room to room looking for him. Eventually, she calls up one of her kids to ask where he is, and they have to tell her what happened all over again. And then she cries for the rest of the day like it just happened.
If it were you, will you go to help ur ex if she/he ask you for a help even she/he alr had someone else ?
You have no idea how much I miss you right now and how badly I wanna text to you. But donāt worry I wonāt disturb you anymore. Thank for those moment you made me feel like im the one but you have somebody else.
Now, I understand what is mean BFF. Since from 2019-2021, I had 2 friends ( Girls ) as my BFF . I love them as the persons that I can share every story with them and trust them that they not gonna tell to other peoples. Back to 2019-2021 , we are really close to each other. We went out to eat something, we call on phone tigger , talk about our problem , listen to each other . It seem like we are really Love each other. You know I put two of them as my beloved one . I always think them first . I want to make their birthday special. And I thought, they will love me as I love them. Because my action never change for someone that I love and call them BFF . BUT since 2022 , both of them are far away from me . We are not close friends as before . I donāt know why , why they do that action to me back . I really sad , mad , cry and hurt because of their action. I really unexpected š. + For Person A : From 2019-2021, all the time I chatted to her, she always replayed me on time or late just around 1h -2h -3h or more than 4-5h . But since from 2022 when I chatted to her , she replied me in 1-2 days . Sometimes in 20h . Sometimes in 10h . She so changed. All the time I asked her to go out with me eat something. She always busy. First I thought that , maybe right now she are more busy with her study in university. But her action keep doing again and hsuan until today . I thought that she is my BFF . But right no . Because she never asked or chatted to me go to eat out . But she can go with other friends. Yessss , she have new friends. So their New fri is important than me so far . I chatted to her ask her to go out 20 times . She never chatted to me and me to go out even 1 times . I am the one who chat to her , because I want to keep in touch and our relationship friend forever. But her action it seem like she so cool that everyone like her , be good with her and always get good luck and gift from other people . And right now when end conversations or though that chat is not important. They just read my notifications messenger and not seen my chat till I chatted to them again . Your action so Perfect my friend. + For Person B : she also the same as person A . Since 2022 , she never read all my chat and seen my chat . But she can post story and share news or status on FB . But she couldnāt reply my chat or seen my chat since our conversation is not really end . I donāt that she totally forgot or she totally busy so much . But at least you have a Icon on app that show you which your chat you havenāt seen . I donāt know what she think who am I . Her action so me that I am not important friend anymore, because she have many friends that care and stay with her all the times . I am her BFF nearly 7-8 year but she never post a story with me or tag me . Sometimes she never mention from me when I tags her . But she can post story with her new fri in university. She can mention her friend when they tag her . But she never did that with me . So This is how we call BFF ? . Dear to my both Friends. That for teach me how to understand words BFF and thank for let me show how good and bad you are with me . You didnāt respect with and see how I love both of you . I hope you enjoy with your new friends and have a good relationship till last . #thanktotheownerofpageknongjitforleTmesharemystoryThathurtmesomuchfrommyBFFš. #thankbeforehandadmidforpostthis.
Hi, actually I donāt know where to start it such a long story and complex mind to describe it out. I confess here today just want to seek for the answer : ā AM I ACTUALLY A FAKE FRIEND HERE ā Iām a girl who has a circle of friends, but only 2 I count as the dearest to me since I can trust them. But thereās also another one friend who I luv as well it just that we had so many things thatās not compatible with each other and I donāt share her my secret. Letās called her Angel. Even though I never tell her my secret but I swear I never want to hurt or dislike her in anyway. But the thing is that she counts me as her closest friend, she told me. But I donāt quite understand her and I feel bad for that as well. Why I donāt trust her?! Actually we know each other 14yrs already. Sheās that type of person who talked about how she feel mad and upset about a person and within a minute she see them she smile and wave Hi as nothing happened. And yes, as the listener I feel guilt. And thatās one of the things Iām scare to trust her. Btw Angel is also such a sweet person tho, she always made gift to our classmates. But the things is sheās an over thinker and always upset. She upset because I hang out with one of my friends without her. But actually she always hang out with her friends as well and I never say anything. Sheās also that type of person who would say ā Iām not a talker, Iām a thinkerā but every time she always share about sad stuff and friends things with such a caption that made me think she talked about me or other friends by writing the caption with ā They this They thatā ( I donāt just pick the shoes and wear it as Cinderella here donāt get me wrong she just throw it towards me) I myself never like to put myself in such a complicating situation. But she just share another post with the caption as if she always happy for me and I never happy for her. As if Iām a fake friend here. And I cmt on her post like the response is just as ā I know u talked abt me ā and u guess what after the beef at the cmt she text me and ask me to hang out with her like nothing happened. Thatās all, actually I feel like Iām also in the wrong here myself. It would be such a pleasure if u guy can give me some advice