From gech,

I’m really happy to see all my friends and people around me are slowly but gradually figuring their life out; while I’m still here, imagine myself dying every way possible. What a GREAT life! #kayyy_4993

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2025-08-14

Missed Connection

You found me when I had already been found. We were 9,118km or at least 28hr of flight apart, but you still asked me “What’s the name of my city?” so you could save it to your World Clock. Your city was mine too a few years ago, and you sometimes forgot that. You opened up yourself to me with an expiration date. For 3 days, getting to you know lifted me up. The 4 days following that, I hit rock bottom as I was searching for the closure that you never left me with. I wished you “Have a good life!” like I was ready to give you up. I lied, and Chungking Express lied. How can people say that missed connections don’t hurt so long when it’s been more than 7 months and I still miss you?
2025-08-14

The universe

An advice to KJO484 (Regret,Love). I'm just a stranger here, but if in your case, I'm probably the "you" you mentioned. Let's me give u this small advice, Leave him/her alone if you still dont know what to do with your feeling toward them. You mention your regret losing them and that you still love him/her, my dear, this is too late. If you knew their worth earlier, thing wouldn't be this way. I am not blaming you or anything but I'm pretty sure him/her is in a good place right now. If you still "dont know what to do", dear, do him/her a favor and not interrupt their peace. Your uncertainty will only bring the worst. If one day in the future, your heart remain the same and they too, universe will pull you together. Who know.

2025-08-14

Wait

ខ្ញុំមានរឿងក្នុងចិត្តមួយមកនិយាយខ្ញុំមានអារម្មណ៍ខុស បន្ទាប់ពីខ្ញុំបានធ្វើទង្វើអាក្រក់ដាក់អ្នកជាច្រើនប៉នែ្តមិនមែនខ្ញុំមិនស្រលាញ់អ្នកទេខ្ញុំស្រលាញ់អ្នកស្ទើរលេបទៅហើយប៉ុន្តែដោយសារតែខ្ញុំខ្លាចបាត់បង់អ្នកទើបខ្ញុំធ្វើបែបនេះព្រោះពេលនោះខ្ញុំមិនទាន់ស្គាល់អ្វីទៅដែលហៅថាការស្រលាញ់ខ្ញុំដឹងត្រឹមថាការស្រលាញ់គឺការប្រច័ន្ឌហួងហែងគ្នាទើបហៅថាក្ដីស្រលាញ់ប៉ន្តែបន្ទាប់ពីខ្ញុំបាត់បង់អ្នកទើបខ្ញុំដឹងថាការប្រច័ន្ឌហួងហែងគ្មានបានអ្វីក្រៅពីរឿងឈ្លោះប្រកែកគ្នានោះទេការដែរស្រលាញ់ពិតគឺជាការទុកចិត្តគ្នាទៅវិញទៅមកការដែរដឹងសុខទុក្ខគ្នាទៅវិញទៅមកការដែរយល់ពីគ្នា... ខ្ញុំទើបតែយល់ថានេះហើយគឺជាការផ្ដល់សេចក្ដីស្រលាញ់ឲ្យគ្នាពេញលេញ។ ខ្ញុំគ្រាន់តែមកសុំទោសនៅរាល់កំហុសដែលខ្ញុំបានធ្វើខុសដាក់អ្នក😊។ បន្ទាប់ពីពួកយើងបែកគ្នាហើយខ្ញុំនៅតែមានអ្នកក្នុងបេះដូងខ្ញុំជាប់ជានិច្ចនៅតែគិតនៅតែខ្វល់ខ្វាយប៉ន្តែមិនអីទេប្រហែលអ្នកបានជួបអ្នកថ្មីនោះគេល្អជាងខ្ញុំហើយ😊។ បន្ទាប់ពីខ្ញុំឃើញអ្នកនិងសង្សារថ្មីអ្នកសប្បាយខ្ញុំក៏មានអារម្មណ៍ថាសប្បាយដែរប៉ុន្ដែបើថ្ងៃណាមួយគេធ្វើបាបត្រូវចាំថាខ្ញុំនៅទីនេះនៅចាំលើកទឹកចិត្តអ្នកជានិច្ច។
2025-08-14

The reason that I will never know

I once had a close friend who’s now a stranger!Well, been a long time since you left me. We used to do lots of things together, walk to school, have meals, watch movies, ….but one day you just left me, ignored me, you act like you haven't known me and I didn't why! I decided to text you,I ask you what wrong with you? Did I do sth wrong?Why did you ignore?I apologize for all my mistakes even I don’t know what did I do wrong. You said I didn't do anything wrong and there're no reason it's your decision to leave. I can't stop so I have to let you go.Since the day you've changed till now I keep asking myself what’s your reason , why did you decide to leave me!It’s weird how time changes things.I will never get angry with you .I hope you are doing well....!
2025-08-14

reply to #KJ0376

after seeing this post, i can sense immediately it's maybe from you! it doesn't mean that, after i got gf i ignored u or take this friendship for granted! you know, you should look from different perspectives, u should communicate or ask me directly because there're thing that u don't really know. i still care about you and checking up on u, but not everyone has energy to communicate all the time. we can't be that stable everyday, too! i still valued u and the friendship but please understand my side as well! i don't even reply my gf that fast too! even my few years of friendship, i didn't text withthem that much too! im so tired with my life lately, please understand that I need time for some break as well!
2025-08-14

Before I give up

Well, this confession gonna sound stupid to some of you, yet, I hope I can keep my memory here. I am madly in love with a person I met in middle 2021 but I have never confessed nor shown any signs to him at all for I knew I’m not his type. I first met him through a volunteer platform which help me to spent my awesome six months working together with him. I am hopelessly falling in love knowing that I will never get a response from him. There was a time I gather all my strength and used drunk as an excuse to directly talked to him about how I felt yet before I could even talk, I found out he already has eyes on somebody. Thank to that I did not lose him until today. We barely talked now as our project is already ended - honestly I am still into him but I give up now. I am too hopeless to even think about him so I decided to leave a note here and hope this would find him well or rest well in my memory. Thanks ~
2025-08-14

Tired of relationship

ខ្ញុំនិងមិត្តស្រីរបស់ខ្ញុំបានស្គាល់គ្នាជិត៤ឆ្នាំហើយ។ ពួកយើងកម្រឈ្លោះទាស់ទែង និងមិនដែលមានភាពមិនស្មោះត្រង់នឹងគ្នាឡើយតែមួយរយៈនេះ (ប្រហែល១ឆ្នាំ) ខ្ញុំមានអារម្មណ៏ថាទំនាក់ទំនងរបស់យើងឃ្លាតឆ្ងាយពីគ្នា និងមានអារម្មណ៏ថាហត់នឿយ ហើយពេលខ្លះក៏មានអារម្មណ៏ថាស្នេហានេះសោះកក្រោះមិនដូចពេលមុន។ ខ្ញុំបានឲគ្រប់យ៉ាងដែលខ្ញុំមានឲនាងអស់ហើយ អ្វីដែលខ្ញុំចង់បានគឺការយកចិត្តទុកដាក់ពីនាងដូចគ្រាមុនតែប៉ុណ្ណោះ។
2025-08-14

A man I appreciate for the past five years, ...

... but could never have. We met around the end of 2016. Our first interaction is still somewhat feels recent to me. I bet you don’t know, but you always have a special place in my heart ever since the first day we met. Knowing you is a true blessing for me. We met in high school and then continued to go on same university. At first, I didn’t really like you that much. But, strangely enough, you’re always there whenever I face problems. You helped me, you supportEd me. You were just being you, the kind and supportive you. It was me that took it the other way around. You know, I grown up with no many affection or love. So, when anyone do me good, I get attached easily. However, all of this liking you alone thing is hard for me. It’s been five years already. I think I’ve got enough now. I should move on. That’s why I changed shift to have space from you. Because, I don’t think I can move on if I just sit there and see you almost everyday like that. It’s been months since we last met. Even though you’ve never contacted me; from time to time, I still think of you and try to talk to you. I can’t say that I’m completely moved on from you. But, I can say I’m doing well in moving on. So here is a short message for you: be happy and healthy. Goodbye, my five-years love:) #myfatThor