Am I falling in love with him ?

I've first known him when we were studying French in the same class, we're also studying at the same university and we haven't contacted or talked to each other. One day while the teacher called him and he didn't reply , that's the reason that I chatted to him by Telegram to inform him that " Madame call u xd , why didn't u reply ? ". After that , we were in touch with each other ask and chatted to each other, I also ask for his FB account. Moreover, I also chatted with him by Messenger and talked to each other for several topics but not so frequency or everytime. I've known that he's a quiet person because of his character and his FB account and I really knew that kind of this person! We always share something to each other and ask about each other's daily life. In addition, we absolutely would like to share some informations of scholarships, subjects or exercises. I think I was so surprised because we want to take the same major and have the same plan ! But I haven't known myself that when I chatted with him , I am so warmly heart and feel so good even if he chatted to me not the long text ! At first I didn't know about this feeling because I've just known him as classmate and schoolmate and we haven't met each other before by this pandemic situation ( school was closed since the first day of started day of school ). Finally, I've just realized that I have a mood on him ( crush on him ) but I haven't shown this to him because I think I could lose this friendship ):

Feeling bottled up?

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My favorite songs

We left your house around 5pm. The sky started to rain. It's our first time riding a motorbike in the rain together. I wore your white hoodie hugging you from behind under the heavy rain. It was one of the best feelings ever. I would get emotional while staying under the rain but staying with you made me forget all those traumas. “I love you” you said it under the rain. I love it. I wish this moment would last longer. We went on Spotify and listened to heavy metal music because it's your fav genre but I skipped rock music. It was Bad Romance by Lady Gaga. We sang along. The next song was Good 4 U by Olivia Rodrigo. These two are my favorites. Little did I know, my story became exactly like my favorite songs. You gave up on me. I don't wanna lose you, never.

Well?

B*tch, bye. But thanks for everything and the memories tgt but I hope I never see you again.

អ្នកជិតដិត

ខ្ញុំព្រមនិងទទួលយកគ្រប់យ៉ាងជាអ្នកព្រោះខ្ញុំស្រលាញ់អ្នក ខ្ញុំព្រមទទួលយកទំនាក់ទំនងនេះព្រោះខ្ញុំដឹងថាមានតែនៅក្រោមឋានៈនេះទេីបខ្ញុំអាចនៅក្បែរអ្នក យកចិត្តទុកដាក់នឹងអ្នក បារម្ភពីអ្នក នឹងសង្ឃឹមថាថ្ងៃណាមួយពួកយេីងអាចរីកចម្រេីនលេីសពីពាក្យនេះ ខ្ញុំដឹងថាខ្លួនឯងល្ងង់ ប៉ុន្តែខ្ញុំសុខចិត្តល្ងង់ដេីម្បីនៅក្បែរអ្នក ការស្រលាញ់មួយនេះវាមានន័យណាស់សម្រាប់ខ្ញុំ ព្រោះខ្ញុំគ្រាន់តែចង់នៅជិតអ្នក ឃេីញអ្នកជោគជ័យ គាំទ្រអ្នក នឹងមេីលថែអ្នកក៏ខ្ញុំសប្បាយចិត្ត ទោះលទ្ធផលបែបណាក៏ខ្ញុំសប្បាយចិត្តនឹងទទួលយក You're my priority #boii

សង្ឃឹមថាអ្នកនឹងត្រឡប់មកវិញ

មួយជាតិនេះ មនុស្សស្រីណាក៏ប៉ងចង់រៀបការទៅ ចូលគ្រួសារមួយដែលគេស្រឡាញ់យើងដូចកូនបង្កើតដែរ… អ្វីៗក៏ដោយអូនខំធ្វើល្អអស់ហើយ រំពឹងថាបើប៉ាម៉ាក់បងមិនស្រឡាញ់អូនទេ ក៏គាត់អាចព្រមទទួលយើងដែរ .. តែប្រហែលអូនគ្មានវាសនាបាននៅជាមួយបងទេ, អូនបានត្រឹមតែរួមដំណើរជាមួយបងហើយចាំមើលបងរៀបការជាមួយអ្នកផ្សេង ព្រោះគ្រួសារបងមិនអាចទទួលយកអូនទេ.. អូនឃើញគូគេផ្សេង គេអាចពុះពារនៅជាមួយគ្នាបាន ចុះម៉េចបានបងសុខចិត្តបោះបង់អូន.. បងមានចាំអនុស្សាវរីយ៍យើងអត់ ចុះអ្វីដែលយើងនិយាយគ្នា អ្វីដែលយើងសន្យា.. ម៉េចបានវាគ្មានន័យទៀតចឹង.. អូនឈឺណាស់រាល់ថ្ងៃ បងមានអាណិតអូនអត់ អូនធ្លាប់តែប៉ងចង់នៅជាមួយបងរហូត តែឥលូវដូចគេយកអ្វីៗគ្រប់យ៉ាងពីអូនចឹង .. តើឲអូនដើរទៅផ្លូវណា.. អូនសល់អីទៀតបង.. បងជួយអូនផង..

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How does it feels to be dating for almost a year now but you never opened up about this relationship proudly even on stories. Maybe I’m the source of the embarrassment? Or I’m just one of the choices?

Those days

One day, we were mentally and physically inseparable, and today, you are trying to avoid me. All the good days we spent together, I hope you still remember those days like I do. The days we shared our personal feelings and daily lives’ activities. I hope those days wouldn’t be forgotten in just a short period of time. If I were to be granted one wish, I wish those days happened once again. Even though what comes after hurt both of us and could potentially hurt people we are with, those days were the best days I could ever ask for.

Last night was a blur. -M

The heart beat i felt in my dream last night it feel so real. Like it was too good to be true. I know i ain't gonna experience it with u irl. But at least if the multiverse actually exist i know one of my alternate self is having good time with u.

Do broken people deserve love?

I went over to a camping trip sometimes ago and I felt in love with this one girl. We still meet each other sometimes. She was spectacular, the most amazing person I've ever known. She was compassionate, kind and understood me more than anybody ever did. She has shaken the my wall I've built up to never love anyone too much so I can never hurt. I want our relationship to develop further but I'm not sure about myself. I'm just a broken person, depressed, wasted. I don't want to fix this issue by having another person to fix me because that's not the right way to do. Any advices?