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How does it feels to be dating for almost a year now but you never opened up about this relationship proudly even on stories. Maybe I’m the source of the embarrassment? Or I’m just one of the choices?

Feeling bottled up?

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❤️‍🔥“B” - T

I think you don’t even know that “B” is the nickname I put for you, it’s like 3 in 1 “Babe, Bong and your name”. Now you’re just “Bong” like everyone else, you’re not my “B” anymore. You know I actually notice how you started to lose interest. I’m a person who always stay quiet so when I see that you act like that I started to detach myself but still it hurts, it hurts so bad when you finally decided to ask me for a breakup. I prepared for it for months but when it really happened, I still can’t quite grasp the situation. Honestly, I’m so jealous of other couples they share with each other everything while you.. you’re so closed off. Whenever I ask about sth you always divert the topic or just ignore the questions. FYI, when I asked i alr know the answer. (“FBI friends” I have them too 🤷🏻‍♀️) I act like I didn’t notice tho cus I hate arguing. Well, whatever I hope you’re happy. And I hope you’d at least give your next girl the bare minimum. Please treat her well. Don’t let her beg for your time and attention like I had to do. React on her posts, post her, take her out, you know the simple little gestures. From: T 🥰

May this be the end - I can't do this anymore !

Too tired to keep pushing every girl i met away, just because i still hope we can re-write our own ending. I guess i kept my promised, unless she find a guy i would be allow to open up to a new beginning. finally the curse is over. (in the mean time- Go and watch " I Don't Love you By Gray" ) #🔥🐼 | (adios)

No Reason to Stay 🥑

Is spending time with me exhausting? What? You said it's because you tired from work, that's why you act like this? I mean you know, I'm super busy at work and I'm really burnt out too. But still, I carved out time to spend it with you, and I want our time together to be special, you know! and I bring you here because I wanted us to reconnect, and... do you seriously think I came here to just shop? I want us talking and walking together... but you always want to go eat~ is it because you're hungry or are you just trying to kill time? You don't want to do anything with me anymore, do you? 😞 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g6qdzjTSgH0

Someone in heaven

Hey guy!!😑I don't know what in my mind but I still miss you someday😢.I miss our text, our memories in our text😢 I can't tell anyone and I just keep it in my mind😓 I really want to read our old chat but you don't keep it for me 😐You delete all our memories.You left me 3-4years ago but I can't delete you in my mind.I wish we'll meet in another life.😢 #H♥

Pain

Since you left I never had a good day. I changed. The pain change me. I let the pain control me. I keep compare myself to others. I can't make myself happy. I lose interest in everything. I tried to find someone to replace you. But I just can't get over you. My heart still want you. But ik I have no more chance. I couldn't even have a second chance. I'm trying to love myself. But why is it so hard? I never been like that before. I want myself back. I regret that we used to date each other. But I never regret the time that we used to spend together. I missed you. But I don't want to miss. I want to forget you. I just wish I could end up my pain. It's really annoying. I'm still love you as always.

"Our Beloved Summer" vs. Our Story

I never relate to anything as much as this drama. It's literally the story of us except they could meet again after 5 years while we couldn't even after more than 5 years.Ung's character is pretty much similar to yours and he reminds me so much of you. It pains me to see him suffered from the breakup and how it changed his life as I realize you had suffered this much too after I coldly left you. Watching Ung feels as if I'm watching you and it hits me hard. I wonder if you're doing better now; and whether or not you still overthink and having trouble sleeping.I wonder if you hate me as much that you could have thrown salt and sprayed water at me if we met. Even if our path will never be crossed again, I'll still be happy for your happiness. I hope you never doubt yourself again, just live well and be happy.

Single?..

Isn't it really hard to find and choose a right person? I find it so difficult to being in a healthy relationship. Going from one to another, make it look like i had lots of partner and សាវា so i choose to stay single. Treating myself love, care and attention which no one can give me. I find peace♡

Situationship

I know we probably won’t talk anymore but I want you to know that I’ve a lots of things to tell you but I always left it unsaid because every times I wanted to tell you, you would act like i annoyed you. Every times we talks , there’s always been things left unsaid; day by day,I realized that we’ve lost interest in each other and the things I’ve left unsaid doesn’t matters much. I know I probably don’t cross your mind anymore but I hope someday, you see something that reminds you of me and our memories that we’ve shared. I can’t bear the feelings that you gets irritated with me and I don’t even know what did I do wrong. Lastly, no matter how things between us ends, thanks for being there once.🫂