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នឹកគេ... បើទោះជាដឹងថាគេគ្មានថ្ងៃវិលវិ
មួយជាតិនេះ មនុស្សស្រីណាក៏ប៉ងចង់រៀបការទៅ ចូលគ្រួសារមួយដែលគេស្រឡាញ់យើងដូចកូនបង្កើតដែរ… អ្វីៗក៏ដោយអូនខំធ្វើល្អអស់ហើយ រំពឹងថាបើប៉ាម៉ាក់បងមិនស្រឡាញ់អូនទេ ក៏គាត់អាចព្រមទទួលយើងដែរ .. តែប្រហែលអូនគ្មានវាសនាបាននៅជាមួយបងទេ, អូនបានត្រឹមតែរួមដំណើរជាមួយបងហើយចាំមើលបងរៀបការជាមួយអ្នកផ្សេង ព្រោះគ្រួសារបងមិនអាចទទួលយកអូនទេ.. អូនឃើញគូគេផ្សេង គេអាចពុះពារនៅជាមួយគ្នាបាន ចុះម៉េចបានបងសុខចិត្តបោះបង់អូន.. បងមានចាំអនុស្សាវរីយ៍យើងអត់ ចុះអ្វីដែលយើងនិយាយគ្នា អ្វីដែលយើងសន្យា.. ម៉េចបានវាគ្មានន័យទៀតចឹង.. អូនឈឺណាស់រាល់ថ្ងៃ បងមានអាណិតអូនអត់ អូនធ្លាប់តែប៉ងចង់នៅជាមួយបងរហូត តែឥលូវដូចគេយកអ្វីៗគ្រប់យ៉ាងពីអូនចឹង .. តើឲអូនដើរទៅផ្លូវណា.. អូនសល់អីទៀតបង.. បងជួយអូនផង..
នឹកគេ... បើទោះជាដឹងថាគេគ្មានថ្ងៃវិលវិ
I know we no longer belong to each other, but I miss you, always have missed you, and always will miss you. I don’t know why it is so easy for you to move on, to forget about us, but I don’t want to be like you. I want to keep our memories in my head as long as possible , I won’t try to forget about us, because those are the memories I adore the most. I wish you had cared a little more about my feelings, if you did, maybe we wouldn’t be strangers today. You always blamed me when we argued, calling me childish , never once reflected on your actions . Never knew how much you hurt me, or maybe you did know, you just chose to not care. Because, after all , maybe I’m not that special to you. I love you a lot , a lot that I’d take you back the second you tell me you miss me. To the person I wish loved me more , #R
Perhaps power is letting go of the grips of the past and standing empty handed in the future. It all come down to the last person i think of at night. That’s my heart is. The people that are quick to walk away are the one who never intended to stay. All we have to decide is what to do with the time that given us. And then we decided to distance between us define our love. And once my bestfri said “my standard is not to ask anyone to stay , If they want to leave , let them . Even we broken but im still support u behind ur back if u success one day. Maybe in the future we cross each other path and grow a little more so we can be tgt again , im hopefully. Anyway im more me now like im matured. I love myself more than before. I can say im better. I know my value. Im stronger. I did everything for myself and for u. So friendly reminder: Dont give all your love to only one person because u should love urself first before others , if u won’t, u will hurt in the end.
Number 11 becomes my fav cos it’s the time I keep checking if you’re still awake like I am, if you are thinking of me like I am; it shows that I still care for you even before or after that 11 number, or maybe it’s just an excuse that I make to lie to myself that only when the short and long hand of the clock point to 11 is the time I think about you, when actually I’m thinking about you every hour which I can barely say the word hour cos every second seems so long let alone an hour, when actually I’m waiting for the time to arrive at 11 again so that I can lie to myself again that I only think of you at this 11:11. #lovefailed
It’s hard to “just be friends with someone you fell in love”…#S🪴
I don’t know how to put this into words, but once I grow up I started to realize that the dreams I once had in my childhood ( whom I wish myself to be in a certain way) isn’t come true at all. If putting words anonymously could help me cope up with the pain and all of the stress I have then I would do it ten times a day…. From the person who loves to share stories with others to someone who find it hard to open up, started to hate herself, and start to question her capability. I woke up daily with the feeling of “ that’s fine another day have come and there would be thing u need to face” but do I want to end my life? The answer is “NO” I used to have those thoughts. Despite the stress and panic attack I experienced daily I still fight with it , I still give myself a reason to go on… because not everyone is happy. So if you’re reading till this, I would want you to know that of course life is tough you might think that you’re the only one experience it but believe me either the person you know or the one who you don’t, everyone have the same story and sadness that they need to cope with, need to fight… so don’t give up!! Fighting for life, start to live your life even though it’s painful…. Cheer up!!!!
To that person who I met online, I have no idea whether you will see this or not, but in case you get to read this, please know that this message is for you. I'm not brave enough to tell you directly, that's why I will just leave it here. It took me awhile to find out if I really like you or just a flash feeling I happen to have. I do like you and I fail to find a specific reason for it. Don't ask me for the reason because there is no such reason for liking someone. I clearly know that you don't have the same feeling as I do, that's why every time I got the chance to tell you, I simply said that they're all just the jokes. You have no idea that telling what's on my mind is one of my biggest insecurity but this time, I just want to be honest with my feeling for once. Even though we never met IRL, but I really appreciate your presence and I am so grateful to know you even though I don't know much about you. Thank you for being one of the nicest person I've known and helped me through my struggling day. I am lack in so many things, so I don't expect you to like me back. In case you know who I am, please don't be uncomfortable with me after reading this and I hope everything remains the same. I will try to move on silently and promise that I will never do or say such things that will cross our boundary. - From a girl who has social anxiety
Bae, I wish one day you can figure out that you can find a lot of stars that is bright as the moon but you’ll never seen the moon that is never give up on you in every the dark night. So thus, Take a good care of someone who truly when everything is still fine. Don’t leave them behind until they’re no longer love you, don’t be regret over the thing that you did. I bet once they left, They’d definitely never get back to somewhere that is full of pain. Can you remember there was a person who always beg and fight just for your attention? I guess, you obviously think that they just want the attention but the reality is they only want to spend sometime with you. You’ll never understand how hard it is trying to chase after theirs lover.