From s1 u used to loved 💖

No Reason to Stay 🥑

Is spending time with me exhausting? What? You said it's because you tired from work, that's why you act like this? I mean you know, I'm super busy at work and I'm really burnt out too. But still, I carved out time to spend it with you, and I want our time together to be special, you know! and I bring you here because I wanted us to reconnect, and... do you seriously think I came here to just shop? I want us talking and walking together... but you always want to go eat~ is it because you're hungry or are you just trying to kill time? You don't want to do anything with me anymore, do you? 😞 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g6qdzjTSgH0

Where I stand

Day by day, I started to know where I stand in everyone’s life. I’m that friend who is there when they need something. I’m that daughter who is responsible for every big and little things inside and outside the household. I’m that granddaughter who is just a female. I’m that sister who doesn’t deserve the respect. I’m that niece who got compared with the cousins’ parents and got hated by my own cousins. I’m that girlfriend who loves too much and also being a little too much that sometimes it suffocates him. Every eyes and words that look and say to me, make me feel small worthless. Whenever i try to explain what happen and both me, I got shouted back, not listening to me, first they comfort and still act the same. It’s hard coming home everyday and get the cold look from everyone and no one in the house actually talking to you. I have to repeat myself over 3 times to get the answer or someone attention. The only time I get someone to care enough for my well-being or existence is when I commit suicide.

Friendship

I don’t know what to say about this and I maybe think negative on her or what just tell ? She always heak ke me nv muk ke ( pm pseng pseng) Tae nh kor ot tob tor tv her vinh dea tus rg she kit tah Eng tha trov tan she ot sur me tha Rg men ot . Hz one day she heak ke me Rg secret Thom me Tae me men khg klang te kron orn jit why she do like that ? I admit that Rg ng men ten dea she yy Tae men trov tan os and nh explain Sleng reang klang dea and she jab derm yy tha Mii ng lv pas lg ban hz cuz pi mun nh ot dea tob vinh term lerk nis te dea nh hean tob cuz hous hat pek . Hz jab tan pi ngai ng she kor jab derm yy akk yy klang jreang mun hz nh kor jab derm distance pi her cuz I love her so much but she yy jab derm yy derm tha me ng mean ss leng der muy pm tang Kapit me kron ot jg chlous knea muy her te and my gp leng sv yy muy me Dh mun dea but now I’m move on without telling this story with another . I have only her and now she do like that to me . It hurt so much and nh ot jg yy rg orn jit tv brab her cuz klach chlous knea klang jreang ng cuz ke kan Jerng her jren jreang nh tan dea ke ot sur me why I distance from this gp . Sorry write tan yum jg reang bak mer tic aii bong .

2025-08-14

I’m sorry

Hmmm That’s my last text Sorry i knew that I’ve hurt u million times Sorry we can’t be back tgt Sorry cause my guilt are too big I can’t let u forgive me easily. Sorry that I made your day become the worst after your whole tiring both physically and mentally Sorry that I turned u down again and again Sorry that I can’t hold u long enough Sorry that I disappointed u Sorry I’m too selfish that I always want to be ur friend again Sorry I’m too selfish that I don’t want to be with u but I also don’t want u to be with someone else !!!! Billion sorry that I wanted to tell u but I can’t. I still love u however I have done enough to deal with my imaginable problem and I can’t share it with u. I can’t hold u any longer. Sorry my mental issue gonna hit me up again if I stay in relationship. Sorry that I made u become a drunk, stress, toxic person for the last 3 months. I’m sorry even we back tgt we still not the same since I’ve changed. I’m not the girl that u love anymore. Still Loving u was like a dream, a dream that i would never want to wake up Anyway hope u and her get along tgt. I hope that she will give u all the love that u deserve to receive. Hope that she treat u right. Hope that she’s the one that u’ve been searching for. ❤️💛

I'm still sorry! Our fake relationship is impossible to be real...

I know u have feeling on me, but don't know begin when. We both talk like a sweet couple, u call me bby I call u bby too. But u know! Everytime I did I feel embarrassed. Honestly, I'm not sure about that. When u confessed I always pretend not to know and changed our talking topic. Another thing that I can't accept u is bec I clearly don't have feeling on u. Everytime I think about u but never seen u. Maybe I still love #R, cuz he always exist in my dream when I think about u. I'm still thinking and asked myself " what should I do?? ". Now I got the answer, maybe I should let u go n end up our fake relationship. I'm sorry! I never want to hurt u. Maybe someone waiting for u, so let begin with her not me. #P

lost interest

hello everyone im here to ask for your opinion me and my girlfriend slanh knea ban 5month and we broke up a few days ago she told me and her bestfriend that she lost interest in everything and lose feeling for me too. but i dont really want to lose her so i decided to wait for her and wait till im mature enough for her too. but do u think there is a chance that she could fall for me again? do u think it is a right decision? can u guy give me some advice ? since i love her so much i dont want to give up.