I hate u!
You make me go to heaven and down to hell in just a split second, now i have to hate u, thatβs what my brain told me but my heart already fall for u! Iβll take my heart back . From me ur strangers with secret!
ααααΆαααααα»ααα·ααααααΆαααα·ααααααα»α αααα·ααααααα»ααα·ααααααΆαα α αΎααααααααααΆαααααα»α αααα»ααααα½ααα·ααααααα»αααΎαααα»αααΆαααααα ααΉαα’αα?? She said : ααΉαααα’αΈααΎααΆαα·αααΆααααααΆααααααααΆααααα’αΆαα·α ααΆααα·αααααα·ααααα’αααα αΌαβ¦ αα½ααα·ααααααα»αα αΎα αααα»ααααααααΆα α α·αααααΎαα α·αααααααΆααΆαα½αααααΆαααααα»ααα·α αα·αααΆααααα’ααααα ααα α·ααααα»αααΆαααα·ααααα»α αααα·ααΆαααΏααααα½ααΆααα αααα·αααααα·ααααα’ααααΎα ααααΆααααΆααααα ααααΎαααααΆααααΉαααΎαααααα»ααααα :3 ααΎαααΆααααααααΆααΆα1α’αΆαα·ααα ααααααΆααα ααααααΎααΆαα·ααααα·ααααα»ααα·αααααααααα·αα ααααΎααααα»ααα·ααΆαα α·ααααααααΆααα ( me : α’αΆαααΆαααα style 99 αααααα αΎα) αααα»αααααΆ αα·ααααααααΈαα αααααΆαααα·ααααααα»αααΆα αΈ?? He said : α’αααα αααα·ααΆαααααΆααααΆααααααΆααααααΉαααΆααααααΎα αΉαααΎααααΈα ααα’αααααα»αααα’ αα»αα’αααα·ααΆαα α·ααααααααΆααα and he said : ααΎαααΉαααααΆααααααααΆααα αΉα αααα»ααα·αααααααα ααΆαααΏα αα·αα’αΈαα ( me : α αααΆααααΆαα ) αααααΆαααα αααα»αααααααααΆααα αα·αααΆαααα»ααααΆααα αααα»αααααΊααΆααααΆααααααΆαα½ααα·ααααααα»ααα·α αααααΆαα·ααααααααααΆαααααα»αααΆααΆαα·αααΆααααααΆααααααΆαααααα»ααα·ααα ( me : ααα’ααααΆααααααΎαααΆαα·ααααα·αααααΆ αααα»ααα·αααΆααααααΆαα α αΎαααααΌααααααααπ αααα»ααα·αα ααΎα’αααα·αααααΆααααα»αα ααααααΉαααα»ααααααα»αααααΆαααα ) αααα»αααα½αααααΆααααΆαααα»α αααααααααααααα»α ααααΆαα α·ααααααααΏαα»αα α·αααααα»αααααΌα ααΎα αα·αααΆααααα’ ααΆααααααααααααααΆα αα·αααΆααα·αααΆα’ααααααααα»ααααα½ααα·ααααααα»α α αΎααααααΎα αα·αα’αΆαααααααααα»ααα½αααααααααα αα»αααααΎααΆαααα·ααααααα»αααΌα αααα’ααα αααα’αααααααΎααΆαααααα»α ααααααα’αααααΆαααΌα ααααα αΎα α’αααααααΆα αααΆααααααα αΆ αα·α αα·αααααΆααα½ααααα»απ I forgive ya but we donβt needa keep in touchβ¦respectfully.
You make me go to heaven and down to hell in just a split second, now i have to hate u, thatβs what my brain told me but my heart already fall for u! Iβll take my heart back . From me ur strangers with secret!
Sometimes I questioned your mind. Youβre in one healthy relationship, yet you canβt be loyal. Howβs it that you can do this so easily? How would you expect me to react to your text with others, you replied their story with such enthusiasm, asking how theyβre doing, what theyβre doing? You kept on telling me how you donβt mess around with other. So what is this? Work related again? Or were you being friendly although you said youβre friends? I thought I was special. Iβm so disappointed in you . #S
I saw your post. Should you commit suicide? you failed as a son and boyfriend . Not just him anyone that felt like that. First I want to say you are lovable you have your own worth that's not everyone can see it . Person who values you will see you worth . However I know we want the affection especially from our closeness like family I was also the same . When I begin to stop ask for that instead love myself, value myself , in the end we only have ourself . I want to tell you that live on for your dream or travel to any place that you never before . If you don't have dream you will discover one . Secondly Learn to forgive who blamed you for your existence when you start learning forgiveness and want nth back . You will start to heal yourself . Remember you have your own value . Fight for yourself love yourself more . You never reward yourself then do it . Give yourself a rest . Thirdly, we are not perfect . We have our own imperfections . Learn from the past ,the mistakes, the trauma ,the misery. And forgive yourself accept those thing, learn it and improve yourself . For anyone who hurts you . You have two choices either keep distancing or be normal you still be yourself doing good deed just be yourself even you realise they never be in good term with you( they might take time to realise it ) But still it is better to distance yourself from them and give yourself growth. I think everyone know commit suicide is not solutions but sometimes we can't fight anymore we are tired emotionally , spiritually, physically . That's why you need to rest . You should forgive them and maybe distance yourself after you start to focus on yourself to heal . Love yourself π€. Afterall you only have yourself in the end . You was born alone you will die alone your sadness carry is alone . If you have no friends to share your story with . Write it down to book all the feeling,anger ,happy how is your day ? Planning things ahead . Maybe you should try to learn new things like arts, music discover yourself. One more thing read book or feed your brain with any knowledge if you are into any major feed yourself with it to build yourself . When you are busy with yourself you will eventually not care about other anymore . All your attention shift on yourself . Last but not least again .keep moving forward . You are so awesome human being . Please take care of yourself more and love yourselfΰ§(οΌΎ γ° οΌΎ)ΰ¨. From me Viramoon. sorry for my grammer . I'm still working on it.
Where have been to for so long??? I am not okay here. I feel like I am all alone. Hug me tight please.
These several years not a single day where i wish we would end up tgt but the more i hold on to u the more i realized i never meant to be in ur life so i give up
So we both end up about 4years ago because you said you didnβt love me but I still remember how we talk to each other play game together share my story to you every day. And I never see you for long time ago and today we met again we talk again and I kinda feel like I still like you but not like how I used to love you more than myself before.
Why don't you just say it if you no longer want to talk. It hurts me but Itβs probably easier for either of us and you have to leave me alone and waiting for your replies for hours or even days. Itβs so exhausted to question my own worth. Just spill it out and letβs move on.
One of my male colleagues and I are so close, but the closest thing I mentioned was that I'm the oneΒ who's trying to get close to him. I think I like him a lot, but I'm not daring to tell him. I don't want to ruin the relationship between us. It was good enough for me to have him during my stressful times, happy times, busy times, and anytime I needed him. I'm so grateful. Even if in the future you're not mine, I believe you will be a good husband to your future wife like how you're treating me these days. I'm a bit jealous of whoeverΒ deserves you, but if you're happy, I'm happy too. Day by day, my day becomes more and more colorful and shines since I have you by my side. You're so good for my mental health. It was so boringΒ when you were complaining about this and that, but it is so empty without those complaints.Β I want you,Β the person who is giving me these good feelings, to feel them as well; to feel loved by someone; to feel treated well;Β and to be my lover, so I don't have to worry about your future wife. Thank you for being there for me during my hard times. I really appreciated every moment I had with you.