:( - Knong Jit

Wishes

The tough days I went through by myself, the darkness nights I cried without anyone knowing, the unexplainable thoughts I unable to solve, the overthinking idiot and the mentally tiring soul, I don’t freaking know how long I can deal with it anymore. I wish I could give myself the loves and comfort the way I always have for others. I wish I could put myself as my first priority AT LEAST FOR ONCE, but the freaking soft me can never do that. I wish I could speak my mind and express how I feel inside but the thought of people will leave me is frightening me. Sometimes all I need is comfort, but how can I expect people to comfort me when I can’t even do it to myself? I wish I could control the emotion I have against myself, but nahhh the stupid me don’t know how to do that. Maybe I’m the problematic one…

Hello bong I just saw your story. Well I also submit confessions too in this month. I’m not sure if you see it. I’m not sure about the title but it is something about friend that known for 4 years already. Thank you

2025-08-14

#Biggest mistake...!!

ព្រេាះតែការសម្រេចចិត្តមួយឆាវដ៏ល្ងីល្ងើរបស់ខ្ញុំ ធ្វើឲ្យខ្ញុំស្ទើរតែបាត់បង់មនុស្សម្នាក់ដែលគេបារម្ភពីខ្ញុំ ល្អនឹងខ្ញុំគ្រប់ពេល។សុំទេាសដែលខ្ញុំធ្លាប់ធ្វើឲ្យអ្នកឈឺចាប់!ខ្ញុំពិតជាស្អប់ខ្លួនឯងណាស់!ខ្ញុំដឹងថាពេលនេះពួកយើងត្រឡប់មកក្នុងrelationshipវិញក៏ពិត តែអ្នកមិនដូចមុនទេ...។ ហាហា៎!អ្វីដែលខ្ញុំធ្វើ ខ្ញុំទទួលចឹងហើយ😆!ខ្ញុំគ្រាន់តែចង់ប៉ះប៉ូវនូវអ្វីដែលខ្ញុំធ្លាប់ធ្វើខុសដាក់អ្នកហើយនឹងរក្សាrelationshipមួយនេះឲ្យល្អប្រសើរ។រៀនយល់ពីគ្នាឲ្យច្រើនជាងមុន...! #ផ្ដាំទៅកាន់អ្នកទាំងអស់គ្នាថា ពេលមានមនុស្សល្អនៅក្បែរខ្លួនត្រូវចេះថែរក្សាឲ្យល្អ កុំចាំដល់ពេលបាត់បង់ទើបស្ដាយក្រេាយ ទើបមានវិប្បដិសារី មិនថាទំនាក់ទំនងក្នុងគ្រួសារ មិត្តភាព ស្នេហា...។ទេាះជាត្រឡប់មកវិញពេលខ្លះក៏មិនប្រាកដថាអាចដូចដើមដែរ ចឹងពេលមានគួរថែឲ្យល្អ។ ម្យ៉ាងទៀតគួររៀនសូត្រពីកំហុសហើយកែប្រែអ្វីដែរខ្លួនធ្លាប់ធ្វើខុស។ នៅមានច្រើនទៀត ប៉ុន្តែសុំសរសេរតែប៉ុណ្ណឹងបានហើយ។

Fear

Nothing to share in here, just wanted to ask have you ever chatted with someone and that person suddenly show the type of disgusting, unacceptable personality… so you decided to ghosted him in a friendly way( just short and late reply to give him the hint and stop texting you) but at the same time you feel scare of him. What does it means?

អារម្មណ៍ពេលនេះ

It's hard to get through the night without thinking about you. It would've been easier to just go back to where we left and let the alcohol speak for myself again. I really wanna talk to you again, so much but I know if i texted you you might not gonna reply, guess you hate me so much now. It hurts me so much imagine u hate me u forgot about me and how you can easily moved on but I’ll just have to accept the fact. We didnt end well but im glad im glad that you gave a chance between us and made up with all these wonderful joyful memories. Thank you for the efforts you put into this relationship and I wish you all the best. ❤️

How to say ''no''?

Sometimes it becomes pressure for me that I always need to say ''Yes'' to everything that my friends ask for. It's doesn't mean that I don't want to help them or whatever, but I feel really bad about it. They keep wanting me do whatever they want, I mean if they want that I HAVE TO do that for them, they always want me to do like that all the time, even I say ''I can't''. On the other hand, I still cannot say ''NO'' to them as well, whenever I say ''NO'' to them I always feel wrong but at the same time I feel pressure as well. I feel like sometimes they don't respect my decision. I swear I want to be a selfish person sometimes, I don't want to be a tool for anyone that can be using all the time like that, but I don't know HOW TO SAY NO. Tell me if i'm wrong.

You said we were “Soulmate”❤️‍🔥

When things got too caught up, I disappeared, I shut down that just how I am, that’s how I cope with stress. So sorry, I think this time I shut down too long didn’t I? I didn’t talk for months instead of hours. Actually, during those months I hope that u would comfort me but u never once message me during those months and all these thoughts that were all up in my head like “you don’t love me anymore” start to come up and it’s true. When I finally open up again, when I feel better and talk again You already decided to abandon me. It’s hurtful but it’s understandable so I respect your decision. Hope that’s the best decision you’ve ever made. Hope you are happy. Some people are blessings, some are lessons so Thank you for the lesson. 🥰

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