It was not right how I thought I could control my feelings since I was traumatized by how I was treated... It was not right how I thought my emotions could be detached if I belived so... It was not right how you just became a part of me, my emotion, my life without me knowing... It was not right how it could affect me this much just by not getting your text... I mean since when have you become this important to me? For some reasons, I think we have the mutual feelings, but it is just not right for us to be together because we are traumatized by our experiences, is it? Or has it been one-sided? I just feel confused and I fear that it would take too much time to move on... becuase you are always on my mind now. Us being able to talk again or not, I am not sure. What I am sure is that talking to you was one best experience. I enjoy it and I hope you feel the same. :)
I might be clingy, childish, and crazy sometimes. I have two personalities - a boy and a man- I know I demand your attention sometimes because All I want is to be with you- I know You love me and vice versa. I trust you and I donβt wanna lose you. Anyway we are trying to make this work and I love you to the moon and back β€οΈ
Befor we us are best friends, but everything has changed. When I rejected your love.I want everything as before, why not? Why run away from me? Why not talk to me.Why pretend not to know me? Why change school? Why? Why can not we be as good friends as before? 4 years of friendship is not less, why did you choose this way? I want to say thanks very much for everything,I hope you know. Iβm Sorry Boyπ¦
I should let them go, right?
Hey, itβs been many years since Iβm trying to move on. I know my feeling isnβt mutual and thatβs fine. But thereβs always moment when I always picture us in my head. Loving you is a guilty feeling and yet I still want you to be mine. Itβs hurt when I know you love someone else. Itβs hurt when Iβm trying to move on while at the same time I want to experience us together however I canβt have you because you are someone I would feel guilt to haveβ¦.. but I love you , love you till the point where I donβt want anyone else but you , till the point where seeing you happy also make me happy. I love you na , and I donβt know when I could move one but Iβm pretty much sure that it would take years but itβs okay loving you is beautiful even though it hurts me.
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I think the older I get, the more comfortable Iβm getting with me being on my own. Most of the time I spend time with the same people. Itβs not like I donβt like getting to know new people, at all actually, but I think I just donβt want people to be disappointed once they really get to know me, because I think to most people, my life would look pretty boring to be honest.
α’αΆααααααααααΌααααααα‘αΆααααΊααα’ ααα’αΆααααααααααααα‘αΆααααααΊα’αΆαααααααα½αααααααααααααααααααα αααααΆααααααααααΆα ααΆαααΆαααα ααΆαα α½αα αα αααααα ααααΆα’αΆααααααααα’ αα½αααααααααααΈα’αΆαααααααααααααΌααααααα‘αΆααα αααα»ααααααΆα αα·ααααα α·αααααΆαα½αααΆααααα‘αΆααααααααα»ααααααα²ααααΆαα ααΆααααα‘αΆαααα·αααααΆααα αΎαααααΆααααα α αααΆααααΆαα α ααα²ααα’ααΆαααααα»αααΆαααΆαα ααΆααααααΆααααα»α αα½αααΎααααα‘αΆααααααΆ ααΎαααααααΆαα αΌααα α αααα»αααΆαα’αΆααααααααΆαααα½αα―αααααΆα αααααααΆααααα‘αΆαααα·ααααααααααΈαα»αα²ααααα»αααααααΆαααααα’ααααΈα α·ααα αα·αα αΆαααΆα αααΆααααΆαα αα·αα ααα αΆααααααα αα·ααΆαα αααΎαα αΎα ααααααΆααααα ααααααΆααα’αααααΆααα’ααααααΆααΆ αααα»ααα½αααΈαα·α αα½αααΆαααΎαα α·αααααα½αα’αΆαααααααααα‘αΆαααα αα»αααααΆαα’ααααααααΆααΎαααααααααΉαααααα αΆα’αΈ αααααα’αΆαααααααααααΆα’αΆαααααααα·ααα ααΆααααααααΆααααα α To be loved is one thing. To be able to give that feeling to someone else is another. It's neither an embarrassment or a punishment. It's a feeling that should be cherished. I hope you all will be able to find someone who loves you and especially, find the feeling of loving someone truly. Love has no limits <3
If Iβm honest, Iβd say it hurts me too. Itβs like something is stuck inside my chest that I donβt even know how to get it out. It hurts even worse when I ended it and you didnβt even bother to ask for explanation as if you were waiting for me to leave all along.