Wealth or love?

I can say that i’m a girl who comes from one of the most honorable family. i have everything but love...? All i want is a man who loves me as who i am and not take me for granted, not take me for advantage especially not loving me for my money? All the boys that came into my life only saw my status, they thought it was cool to have me as an ex. And for those who have a crush on me, always say “ you’re like a moon and i’m just a rabbit” why cant you see me as a normal person? We’re all equal? I just want a love that lasts, i just want a good man to stick by my side through thick and thin, forget about the status and wealth. I’ve always been unlucky in love and friendship. I just want a pure bond, i never see myself above everyone, and i’m willing to take down my wealth if it’s a wall that part us.

Feeling bottled up?

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Love at first sight

អ្នកផឹកឡើងក្អូត អោយគេជូនទៅផ្ទះ? ចេញមុខមកភ្លាម I went to have a drink with group of guys (workmates), so did he, with his buddies too. Our table was around few steps each… His small eyes with thick glasses with his សំពោង hair really catches my eyes. I can help to join his table and asked his name yet I didn’t have confidence to share my social contact. After few bottoms up, I came back to my table. He keep raised his glass and cheer with me from other side. Finally my table was over, my workmates left the shop-I wasn’t ready to say goodbye then I joined his table. He kept asking me លើកដាច់ រួចគាត់ក៏ក្អួត ហើយយើងគិតលុយ។ ខ្ញុំផ្ញើរម៉ូតូទុកនៅហាង រួចជិះម៉ូតូជូនគាត់ទៅផ្ទះ។ តាមផ្លូវ គាត់ប្រាប់ខ្ញុំថា គាត់មានសង្សារហើយ។ សូមអរគុណ សូមជម្រាបលា។

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Suicidal thought

It comes again...that thought and why its keep whisper in my ear and keeping running in my brain telling me i should die so everything will be fine? Why is it me? Why am i being like this?

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Same shit different day.

17.July.2022 Asking myself the same thing every single day "should I move on?" But everytime I see your notification pop up on my screen it always lit up the glimpse of hope inside me that one day we will be together.

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Hope you're getting well with your new life

I don't know why i still love you even you cheated on me. Am i insane?

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Behind this Cheerful person.

Under the mask of this cheerful person, there a thousand of things that no one could see! She's been hiding and just keeping thing to herself because she don't want to bother others and afraid that no one will listen to her. She has been asking for help but no one can see it because people only notice the cheerful her, while inside there million of pieces that been broken. She feel so helpless and mentally drained. She hate herself for being so cheerful and bright even thought thing is not okay for her.

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Until then

Hey. How have you been? I hope you are doing well. Ever since the day you returned my book and we stopped talking, on some days when I’m alone by myself, I could feel a sense of emptiness within my soul because I lost a great friend. An amazing life partner. Someone who genuinely tried to be there for me. Someone who tried to get to know me, understand me, and never judged. Someone who used to make silly jokes and laughed hysterically with me. Now whenever I go, I keep looking for you. Whenever I see the car you drive, it reminds me of you. Whenever I drive past the places we used to go, it gives me a hint of warmth and bittersweet memories. Right now I’m sitting at one of our favorite places by myself, reminiscing about us back in the days. I don’t know why I’m doing this. I guess it’s because I can only miss you from afar. Maybe its because both of us deserve closure before everything ended, but we never got one. Maybe it’s because I regret making hasty decisions of cutting you off and ignoring your existence. As much as I want to send you a text, I could never get myself to do it. I guess it’s too late and I shouldn’t ruin your efforts of moving on from me. Nevertheless, I wish you all the best in life and I hope you accomplish everything you want to do. Maybe one day, we’ll get to meet again and talk it out. Until then, I will still long for your presence. Until then, please continue to be a beautiful soul that you’ve always been.

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Let you go

It's not my wish but I gotta let go cuz I'm not as great as I was before I wannna see you smile not feeling like a bored and I'm sure I'm not capable of doing that anymore. #LM