TATTOO

You said my name would be your first tatt, either on the right or left or on your chest. Now I wonder what it look like. Is it replaced by your new person’s name or is it just another broken promise?

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2025-08-14

If everyone have the same story

I don’t know how to put this into words, but once I grow up I started to realize that the dreams I once had in my childhood ( whom I wish myself to be in a certain way) isn’t come true at all. If putting words anonymously could help me cope up with the pain and all of the stress I have then I would do it ten times a day…. From the person who loves to share stories with others to someone who find it hard to open up, started to hate herself, and start to question her capability. I woke up daily with the feeling of “ that’s fine another day have come and there would be thing u need to face” but do I want to end my life? The answer is “NO” I used to have those thoughts. Despite the stress and panic attack I experienced daily I still fight with it , I still give myself a reason to go on… because not everyone is happy. So if you’re reading till this, I would want you to know that of course life is tough you might think that you’re the only one experience it but believe me either the person you know or the one who you don’t, everyone have the same story and sadness that they need to cope with, need to fight… so don’t give up!! Fighting for life, start to live your life even though it’s painful…. Cheer up!!!!

2025-08-14

How to say ''no''?

Sometimes it becomes pressure for me that I always need to say ''Yes'' to everything that my friends ask for. It's doesn't mean that I don't want to help them or whatever, but I feel really bad about it. They keep wanting me do whatever they want, I mean if they want that I HAVE TO do that for them, they always want me to do like that all the time, even I say ''I can't''. On the other hand, I still cannot say ''NO'' to them as well, whenever I say ''NO'' to them I always feel wrong but at the same time I feel pressure as well. I feel like sometimes they don't respect my decision. I swear I want to be a selfish person sometimes, I don't want to be a tool for anyone that can be using all the time like that, but I don't know HOW TO SAY NO. Tell me if i'm wrong.
2025-08-14

A bestie

Hey Bxtch! I kinda miss the way that we joke around, go everywhere tgt, advising each other, caring each other, worrying each other, informing each other most of the time. til the day that we kinda officially separated, i dun think that it was a great way to be like that for both us, i think we might hurt both side. yess bestie! It alr long time ago, I think i can forget u, but i dun think so. everywhere we went, it left the footprint, even i date s1 and i saw that places, it left us behind. it's such a great time that we spent tgt, i literally miss everything we've been done. And I wish to say sorry to u for not catching up with u for so long, but i dun mean so. I can't help myself for not to be inlove with u, that must be the reason. yeah! but sometimes i do stalk u, and i dun feel too, yap, actually it is. I know u r with a great person, and i hope that he takes care of u better much better than i used to. From a good fri...

2025-08-14

U still here?

“Are u gonna miss me, when im gone?” YES, DEFINITELY. U tried to come back for many times, but I rejected u b’cuz of the all the guilt. I regret everything but I don’t want to go back. I really wish things to go back as before, but I don’t want u back. This may Sound like I’m complicating my feelings, but one thing I know for sure is I still love u, I can’t move on but I don’t want to go back. Sometimes when I miss u, I want to reach out to u so bad but I don’t want u to see how miserable I am atm. U also knew that and always trying to reach out to me ask me if u need any help when I’m on my own and I really appreciate that. One question I wanted to ask u rn, do u sympathize me or are u still here waiting for me as u promised me after we broke up?

2025-08-14

Karma

អ្នកសប្បាយចិត្តណាស់​ អ្នកបង្ហាញថាមានភាពកក់ក្តៅ​ ពេញចិត្តគេណាស់​ បង្ហាញថាគេស្រឡាញ់និងទទួលយកអ្នកជាអ្នក​។ តែអ្នកភ្លេចគិតហេីយថា​គេស្គាល់​ គេទទួលយកអ្នកនៅពេលដែលអ្នកល្អប្រសេីរហេីយ​ អ្នកមានសម្ភារះនិយម​ មានផ្ទះថ្មី​ មានម៉ូតូឡាន​ មានបទពិសោធន៏ពីមនុស្សម្នាក់ដែលអ្នកបោះបង់ចោល។ អ្នកកែប្រែដេីម្បីគេ​ វាល្អហេីយព្រោះមកពីស្រឡាញ់ទេីបកែប្រែដេីម្បីបន្ត។ តែអ្នកក៍គួរតែចាំដែរថា​ អ្នកណាដែលទទួលយកអ្នកពេលមិនទាន់មានអ្វីទាំងអស់​។ អ្នកណាស៊ូទ្រាំជាមួយអ្នកទោះមានឧបសគ្គ​រារាំង​ តាមពង្រាត់​។ មានរឿងលំបាក​ អន់ចិត្ត​ ក៍មិនចោលអ្នក​ មិនមែនធ្វេីដោយបង្ខំចិត្ត​ ធ្វេីដេីម្បីចងចិត្ត​ រឺ​ ចេះតែទ្រាំៗព្រោះស្រឡាញ់មកយូរ​ តែធ្វេីហេីយនិងទ្រាំចេញពីចិត្ត​ ព្រោះមានគោលដៅ​ មានសន្យា​ មានពាក្យសម្តីថានឹងស្រឡាញ់គ្នាសាងអនាគតជាមួយគ្នា។ អ្នកគិតថាបាក់ទឹកចិត្តជាមួយខ្លួនឯងបោះបង់គេចោល​ ជូនពរគេអោយជួបមនុស្សល្អជាងអ្នក​រួចហេីយចប់? ពេលល្អប្រសេីរ​ ទៅស្គាល់មនុស្សថ្មី​ ស្រឡាញ់មនុស្សថ្មី​ មេីលថែគេ​ បង្ហាញក្តីស្រឡាញ់អោយគេ​ មានច្រេីនទៀត​ ធ្វេីល្អដាក់អ្នកថ្មីបែបនេះហេីយចប់? រួចខ្លួន? ប្រេីទ្រឹស្តី​ life need to move on? មានដែលគិតពីអារម្មណ៍មនុស្សម្ខាងទៀតអត់? អ្នកធ្វេីបាបចិត្តមនុស្សដែលកំពុងហេីយតែងតែស្រឡាញ់អ្នកខ្លាំង​ អ្នកបោះបង់គេចោលកណ្តាលទី​។ អ្នកអេីយទោះមិនមែនជាអ្នកមានគុណរបស់អ្នក​ តែការអោយតម្លៃ​ ទឹកចិត្តស្រឡាញ់​ មិនចាញ់លោកអ្នកមានគុណទាំង2 របស់អ្នកទេ។ អ្នកអេីយគួរដឹងហេីយចាំថាអ្នកហែលឆ្លង​ ទឹកចិត្តដែលស្រឡាញ់​ ទឹកភ្នែក​ដែលអ្នកធ្វេីអោយហូរនេះមិនផុតទណា។ មិនមែនចេះតែ​បន្លាច​ ចេះតែថាទេ​ ខ្ញុំនៅតែស្រឡាញ់​ បន់អោយអ្នកជួបតែរឿងល្អ​ តែកម្មពារមានពិតណាអ្នក​ វាសងភ្លាមៗនៅជាតិនេះឯង។

2025-08-14

A clown 🤡

(This is like a note to myself) There’s a quote said don’t expect the happiness from where u lost it and they’re right. No matter how much u still love someone or feel like u want to give someone another chance just because u feel bad about it, just don’t do it. It’s not worth it. If there’s moment when u feel like u should go back, just remember how much u have strived, how much u have tried to moved on from all the trauma, how hard u have tried just to get urself back up again. I have come so far just to get over all the trauma that he gave me, now that I gave him a chance, he flipped on me and now I have to go through the same process all over again. It’s hurting and it’s embarrassing at the same time. He making me feel like a clown, but thanks for the lesson.

2025-08-14

Crush on someone you can't fall in love

Dear Admin! Yes, I'm talking to you. I am not sure if you know me, but we know each other for a while, and I used to have a crush on you; and yet it's impossible. At that time, we are completely different, far from each other, we didn't talk much, but I noticed you every time. You were hardworking, full of commitment, and you are pretty. Your smile bright my day, your eyes sparkle like the stars, you are so good. And I could feel that you also had the same feeling about me. However, this relationship cannot happen because I have a girlfriend and I know it's wrong to have this kind of feeling, but it's temporary, and now I can get myself together, and stop thinking about it. No matter what, I hope to see your smile every day, hear your voice every day, look into your bright eyes every morning. It makes me feel so happy. I hope we see each other again soon, not as lovers, but as 2 aquaintances who has the same feeling to each other.
2025-08-14

ជាអ្វីនឹងគ្នា?

Jab pderm dombong doy ka exam ti 9 puk yrg skol knea ber kit tv 4 chnam hx .Hz kor 4 chnam hx dea puk yrg min dg tha trov jea avey ng knea oy prakot!kor doch jea 4 chnam hz dea zeii chkout mnak nis Cr yrg tea ot hean sarapheap sne brab tv u doysa tea pel dea nh rok sarapheap u mean mnus kbae lhot tver oy nh min hean ng yy pi arom klun eng brab tv u .hz nh ot dea jong u hx ng Ss u bek knea ey dea cuz nh min jong bombek bombak sneha ke trem tea nh sl u mnak eng kor nh mean k'dey sok dea .tea krob pel dea u mor yy muy nh or hav nh nv sala ey jg kor tver oy nh sby jit lerng nv min sok dea .jun por oy slanh knea lhot nah mnak nis trem khernh u sby jit kor mean kdey sok dea. Rkun dea tver laor j'muy nh nah ☺