A bestie

Hey Bxtch! I kinda miss the way that we joke around, go everywhere tgt, advising each other, caring each other, worrying each other, informing each other most of the time. til the day that we kinda officially separated, i dun think that it was a great way to be like that for both us, i think we might hurt both side. yess bestie! It alr long time ago, I think i can forget u, but i dun think so. everywhere we went, it left the footprint, even i date s1 and i saw that places, it left us behind. it's such a great time that we spent tgt, i literally miss everything we've been done. And I wish to say sorry to u for not catching up with u for so long, but i dun mean so. I can't help myself for not to be inlove with u, that must be the reason. yeah! but sometimes i do stalk u, and i dun feel too, yap, actually it is. I know u r with a great person, and i hope that he takes care of u better much better than i used to. From a good fri...

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Since we finished our examination I just wanna tell you that I think I like you at the first sign.nh ot yul klun eng dea mix ban 2ngai ng mean ney mes pel exam u jes jeang nh tea u nv baeb kroy mor yy muy nh sur nh tha Tver hx nv ey jg hx subject muy dea Tver oy nh jam ot plex ker math ng pel morning last day nh som u merl and then nh merl pi u ban klas klas dea tea nh jong rkun u klang nas dea tver oy ka exam 2ngai bos nh mean ney tang dea puk yrg ot dea tlop skol knea pi mun mor te terb tea pel exam ng te dea puk yrg ban skol knea lerk dombong mg tea ber ke krob knea merl mor doch puk yrg tlop skol knea jg ahh cuz puk yrg sneat muy knea doch pm tlop rean or tlop skol knea jg. Tysm my best roommate and I think I can’t confess how I feel for you right now since I found your fb account and I saw you was in relationship since 2020 so I decided to move on.nh som oy u sl knea ban yu hx good luck with last long relationship nahh som trem see u sby muy relationship bos u kor roommate mnak nis ot som ey jren dea nah.thanks 😊 #chaktomuk09210