Is it okay to miss someone very badly that you barely know

The reason that I will never know

I once had a close friend who’s now a stranger!Well, been a long time since you left me. We used to do lots of things together, walk to school, have meals, watch movies, ….but one day you just left me, ignored me, you act like you haven't known me and I didn't why! I decided to text you,I ask you what wrong with you? Did I do sth wrong?Why did you ignore?I apologize for all my mistakes even I don’t know what did I do wrong. You said I didn't do anything wrong and there're no reason it's your decision to leave. I can't stop so I have to let you go.Since the day you've changed till now I keep asking myself what’s your reason , why did you decide to leave me!It’s weird how time changes things.I will never get angry with you .I hope you are doing well....!

2025-08-14

តើនេះជានិស្ស័យ រឺក៏ជាការគិតងែម្ខាងរបស់ខ្ញុំ?

ខ្ញុំបានទៅហាងកាហ្វេមួយកន្លែងនៅក្រុងភ្នំពេញចំនួនបួនដង ហើយបានជួបនារីម្នាក់ទាំងបួនដង។ ពេលដែលពួកយើងឃើញគ្នាគឺពួកយើងតែងតែសម្លឹងមើលមុខគ្នាគ្រប់ពេល ថ្ងៃមួយខ្ញុំក៏មានឪកាសអង្គុយតុក្បែរគាត់ ខ្ញុំតែងតែលួចសម្លឹងមើលមុខគាត់រហូត ដល់ពេលមួយគាត់ក៏បានសួរខ្ញុំថា បងមានម៉ាសសល់មួយទៀតទេ ខ្ញុំក៏បានឆ្លើយថា អត់មានទេ។ ហើយគាត់បាននិយាយថាចឹងចាំគាត់ដើរទៅរកនៅក្រៅហាង តែខ្ញុំឃើញគាត់អត់មានម៉ាស ខ្ញុំក៏បានប្រាប់គាត់ថាចាំខ្ញុំទៅរកអោយហើយគាត់ក៏ព្រម ពេលដែលខ្ញុំរកបានហើយក៏ខ្ញុំយកអោយគាត់ គាត់ក៏អរគុណខ្ញុំ។ ហើយពួកយើងក៏មកផ្ទះរៀងៗខ្លួនទៅ។ តើនេះជានិស្ស័យ រឺក៏ជាអ្វីទើបខ្ញុំនៅតែនឹកឃើញរឿងនេះក្នុងចិត្តខ្ញុំរហូត?

មិត្តភាពដែលពោពេញទៅដោយការកុហក

មិនមែនខ្ញុំចិត្តដាច់ទេ តែអ្នក...ធ្វើឲទំនុកចិត្តខ្ញុំបាត់បង់បន្តិចម្ដងៗ រហូតដល់ពេលមួយដែលខ្ញុំសម្រេចចិត្តកាត់ផ្ដាច់មិត្តភាពមួយនេះចោល តើអ្នកដឹងទេថា...មនុស្សដែលដឹងគ្រប់រឿងដែលធ្វើជាមិនដឹងបែបនេះ វាគួរឲខ្លាចជាងអ្នកបានគិតទៅទៀត។

Don't lose yourself.

Sometimes you really love a person eventho they have done bad things to you and Sometimes you've been holding on to it for so long that you forgot yourself. That you've lost the value of your worth, I know it struggling sometimes to hold on to something that you are trying so hard, But if it hurts you, you also have to let it go. There's no point of holding on to it, it will only eat you up and keep you insecure. I am a guy who's badly devastated by a few person who did the same thing to me over and over. I'm the one who is trying to hard to keep things like before, eventho i know so damn well that it's not gonna work out for both of us. Coming home from work getting to talk to your favorite person, yet that person doesn't seem to care at all, cold replies, short text, late replies. I kept convincing myself that it's probably just one of her bad day. But that's when i realized that bad days doesn't goes on for 4 months straight. I tried talking about it, one week, ONE WEEK, everything is back to square one, cold replies, short text, late replies. That's when i started asking myself "What am i holding on for?", "Was it love?", "Was it that i've stayed with that person for so long that i can't live without them?", "Was it the time we spent together that i don't wanna let it all goes to waste?", "Was it to the point that staying with that person is apart of my habit?". Those are all the questions that keeps popping in my head. I've lost pieces of myself staying with that person without realizing it until it was too late for me and now I'm lost, i couldn't find myself anymore. I've lost myself trying to be with you.

Just feel sad

I'm not sure u'll see this post or not but it always simple like the way u never see me too ;( I know that was along journey between us, being with you as I always wish but I know I went too far from what u never want to, feel like I'm the only once, It a bit hurt but I could understand we can't push someone to love us back it because u also have someone special in your heart someone that u feel different way from me, still I'm asking myself why I'm jealous since I'm not him. It okay to be hurt like this because I can feel your feeling too to be with person we don't want to, I always want to be just like him the once that u always take care of, the once that u never ignored ... look how stupid I think this never gonna happen stupid me. Ur happiness was always my happiness even with or without me :))

គេមានជម្រើស

កំហុសគេគ្រប់យ៉ាងខ្ញុំបានឡើកលេងអោយព្រោះស្រលាញ់មិនចង់បាត់បង។ តែកំហុសខ្ញុំតូចមួយបានធ្វើអោយគេចាក់ចេញដោយគ្មានកាអាល័យ ខ្ញុំលះបង់អោយគេអស់ហើយចុងក្រោយនៅតែគេជាអ្នកចាកចេញ ចុងក្រោយខ្ញុំគ្មានតំលៃ។ អ្នកទៅសប្បាយហើយ ខ្ញុំវិញទុកសោក ចិត្តនឹកនៅស្រលាញ់គេបានត្រឹមនិយាយពាក្យសុំទោសរួចយកអ្នកថ្មី។ ដើម្បីក្តីសុខសំរាប់មនុស្សខ្ញុំស្រលាញ់បំផុត ទោះបីជាការឈឺចាប់មួយនេះគ្មានថ្ងៃនឹងរលាយបាត់ទេ។

What are we?

I always ask myself, who are you to me? We are close than friend but not in relationship. I am pretty sure that you know how I feel for you. So, please give me an answer. It isn’t fun staying in such dilemma.