Just feel sad

I'm not sure u'll see this post or not but it always simple like the way u never see me too ;( I know that was along journey between us, being with you as I always wish but I know I went too far from what u never want to, feel like I'm the only once, It a bit hurt but I could understand we can't push someone to love us back it because u also have someone special in your heart someone that u feel different way from me, still I'm asking myself why I'm jealous since I'm not him. It okay to be hurt like this because I can feel your feeling too to be with person we don't want to, I always want to be just like him the once that u always take care of, the once that u never ignored ... look how stupid I think this never gonna happen stupid me. Ur happiness was always my happiness even with or without me :))

Feeling bottled up?

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Ex-Lover 2018

It’s been so long. I don’t think you might see this, but at least I should say what I have kept in my mind so long here. Well, there’s sometimes when I looked back to the past and I saw us. I started to wonder what went wrong. Then I realized thing that we both were so young for thing that called “ Love “. I was loving you too much, but it was never enough just because I loved you. I just loved you without trying to understand you for once. I was craving for too much attention, I was over thinking everything without knowing what you’ve been thru. Everything was just too much for us. I was so young for this rls. We can called it “ toxic rls “ too. We tried to fix it and it never worked out. At least we tried, right. I guess we’re not meant to be. We hurted each other without knowing, because we were busy blaming one another. I resent myself for blaming you after breakup when it’s also my fault. We were so immature not knowing how to communicate clearly. At least you were a person I once loved, I only pray all the best for you. We are moving on with our life now, I just wanna tell you that thank you for all the good times and I learned from our relationship alot. I’m sorry that I was never good enough. I don’t regret loving you even abit. if we cross path again, I would love to see us become the best version of ourself. I’m happy to see you’re doing okay. To you : #S

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I wonder how does it feel like to be loved and spoiled by someone? I wonder how does it feel like to have someone care and protect u at all cost? I wonder how does it feel like when someone say “ you are the world to me “ “ you are the reason I smile” I wonder how does it it feel like to know that after a long tiring day you actually have someone you can whines to? BUT I really can’t imagine someone actually love me . I can’t imagine someone having a crush on me. I can’t imagine someone thinking about me before they waking up or fall asleep.I can’t imagine someone getting butterflies in his stomach when I talk to or smile at him.I can’t imagine my presence make someone day brighter or happier. I can’t imagine someone smiling at their phone or get excited when we are talking . I can’t imagine someone want to see me everyday especially when their bad day. Cus this is ME. Why would they do that to or with me? I’m just ME. BUT IF I ever find someone someday. I can’t wait to spoil him too. I can’t wait to spend all the loves I have been saved for many years. I can’t wait to tell him how thankful I am for him. Maybe someday , Someday I can understand THESE kind of feeling too

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Sometimes, happiness is only a cloak to hide one sorrow.

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Better

Ex, I changed myself alot about personality. And im glad and proud that i did it success even i can’t move on from u. I wanna ask u 3 questions: 1. I have everything especially my personality isn’t like before, ik im still me but i just changed my toxic personality so what else im still missing? 2. Do u have a true woman to love u yet? 3. And do u change urself some of mistakes? Cuz u also have alot of mistakes too. Did u change anything?

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.....

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If such thing like fate is existed, we'll meet someday and that day will be one of the most memorable day of my life

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Can you back?

Heyy na**can you back?Nh somtus dea nh kit khos tv som bek u tang dea dg tha u somkhan somrab nh klang tus3 yrg bek knea jit 1y kor doy nh nv tea nerk nv tea kit pi u lhot nh somtus dea ot arch plex u ban hx kor somtus dea ka somrach jit dol chkout bos nh tver oy puk yrg bek knea jg .nh pit jea jong oy u back vinh nass tea nh dg tha vea ot arch tv rouch te hx nh jong brab u tha nh ot arch tor tul yor nek p'seng krav pi u te u dg ot nh slanh u klang nas nh ot arch plex kdey sl bos yrg tang pi ban te tus3 kdey slanh bos yrg trem 2 month kor pit man tea nh mean arom tha nh sby jit pel nh nv kbea u :((

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I miss you…

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