Why I said it is green flag but actually it is a red flag? Yes, we both can see it is as green flag when we both call every night and it’s kinda understanding and sweet at first three months. The day I started talking to you, the chemistry feels so right, and a clicking. My brain started to pumping a serotonin and dopamine. But, I may click the wrong tap, not that you treated me wrong, yet you love me more than yourself. It’s real attachment and attention that you don’t want to untie. It’s red flag because you don’t love yourself enough. You love me too much that you upon your whole happiness on me. You get jealous easily. You wish me to be your shooting star all the time. Yes, I’m not perfect, I made mistake that I ignore you sometime and want my space a lots. You are overthinking what if chat to other guy? While I’m not. It’s unfair that we are happy together, but you are hiding those sad moment in your life alone. I love you and I want to know what’s going on too. It’s so hard for us to leave each other while we both still love each other. I hope this break up taught you to love yourself enough to discover the sun within yourself and shine in kaleidoscope ways, so you don’t need others’ dimly light to guide you. As, you finally can firmly stand on the ground and feel happy again. I’m always grateful that you were part of my life. Thank you for your pure love and understanding. Hope we meet again when you are able to love yourself more. I still love you, and wait for you.
Why did you leave me like that? How could you start over with her? Do you ever feel de ja vu? Do you feel the guilt? Why did you treat me this way? It wasn’t in our promise. What we had plan why did you do it with someone else? Why do you have to ruin me this way? Idk anything. Idk why you did this to me. But one thing I am sure of is my love for you have never been less than hers.
You make me go to heaven and down to hell in just a split second, now i have to hate u, that’s what my brain told me but my heart already fall for u! I’ll take my heart back . From me ur strangers with secret!
Can I talk about my family problem here? Can I share my pain here? This is not a pain of relationships it about family. From an outside look, I look like I live in a very warm and lovely family. I have mom I have dad I have brother, but still feel so empty. A family whom more like just a roommate, a house which suit better as a rent room. We live together but we don't share things together anymore. There are no trust in us, we question each other everyday, there no trust and loyalty in us, we accuse each other as cheater everyday. Mom and dad wanting to separate mom still together because they want me to have a full family but I never feel full. Do u understand this feeling? I feel so hopeless drain hurt and empty. I don't know why I still need to live?.
Wherever you are, you will continue to shine like gold in my memories.
•Having a Handsome Crush is fine, not Until you Discover that He's gay🌚🙂
ជាក្មេងដែលប្ដូរពីខេត្តមកនៅទីក្រុង។ តម្រូវឲ្យត្រូវមកផ្ញើរខ្លួននៅផ្ទះគេ ផ្ទះញាតិ "ផ្ទះម្ដាយមីង ដែលខ្ញុំហៅថា កូវ"។ "ផ្ទះគេ" ពាក្យតែ 2 ម៉ាត់ទេ តែបង្កប់ដោយរឿងឈឺចាប់ តូចចិត្តវេទនាក្នុងនឹងពិបាកបងស្រាយ។ រស់នៅក្រោមជម្រកគេមិនងាយស្រួលទេ បងប្អូនឯងក៏ដោយ រស់ដោយមើលទឹកមុខគេ រស់ដោយការព្យាយាមធ្វើគ្រប់យ៉ាងដើម្បីផ្គាប់ចិត្តគេ រស់ដោយត្រូវគេសង្កេតមើលគ្រប់សកម្មភាព ទាំងដើរ ទាំងឈរ ព្រោះគេក្លាចយើងនាំចង្រៃចូលផ្ទះគេ។ គេព្យាយាម control ខ្ញុំ សូម្បីតែលុយដែលខ្ញុំប្រឹងរកដោយកម្លាំងញើសឈាមខ្ញុំ ខ្ញុំប្រឹងរកស៊ីផង រៀនផង ធ្វើការផង គ្រាន់តែទិញសម្ភារៈដើម្បីផ្គាប់ចិត្តខ្លួនឯងក៏ត្រូវគេជេរ គេថាខ្ញុំខ្ជះខ្ជាយ គេថាខ្ញុំស្រីកញ្ជើរធ្លុះ គេថាខ្ញុំហក់លោទធ្វើចរិកកូនអ្នកមាន គេចង់ control ការចាយវាយខ្ញុំ😅 នៅច្រើនទៀត ច្រើននិយាយអត់អស់។ តែមានតែអ្នកធ្លាប់ នឹង កំពង់នៅផ្ទះគេ ដូចខ្ញុំទេ ដែលយល់ថាវាវេទនាពិនណា😄
My parents’ marriage was a train wreck. They were unsuited to one another, married for the wrong reasons, and stayed married for the wrong reasons. It did us kids a world of damage from which we will never completely recover. It also taught us some important lessons, largely about what NOT to do! I loose my belief in relationships. They taught me everything about what a marriage shouldn't be like. my parents fight all the time, and they never hide from me. As long as I can remember, they fight about everything, when one of them know he/her is wrong but didn’t care to admit it and the only best thing they have as a couple is that neither of them never cheat on each other or even alcoholic. When I need to take major life decisions, it always gets confusing because of how both of them have different views of things. And they don't communicate so I find myself stuck. As a mother, my mother is a good one. And my dad is a good dad too. But together they are far from the ideal couple. Have you ever heard of “គូកម្ម” ?
When I am tired, I always think of you. But who am I really referring too? And why would i do that? I want someone to be with me, but i haven’t met that someone yet. S.o who was a great partner together, we broke up 2 years ago because of different views. We work really hard for the goal we want. In 2020, when I struggle the most where i was at the lowest part, I met another someone. S.o who show me care, and gave me hope and made me smile . Until 2021, when our path are separated again. Same reason was about goal and future. We’ve been working hard, aiming for goal, but haven’t taken good care of ourselves in the present time. My perspective on love hold me back to allow carefully who i want to be with. I am closed minded and pushing people away. But deeply inside, I hope I meet a person who would share the thought and work toward the future we want to built together. As we grow up, we grow to see more thing, and more careful in life. I hope to be carefree and believe in love again! You said love was a destiny. I agree. But maybe we should interfere in our destiny a bit too. Shall we wait until we meet again and keep wasting time? How can love happen? How do you know you love a person? How can 2 people live together ? What should we keep in mind when we are in love? For love and future full of uncertainty, I cannot promise forever. Maybe we can play it safe by making time pleasant together, and not stress too much about commitment to love. Take it one step at a time, and if we break up, don’t break yourself!