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We have broke up for almost 8 months. I knew this sound stupid, despite her cheating, I still have the love for her in me. I'm not saying I want her back, but from time to time I miss having her by my side. Still looking at our photos, going to places we used to.......... Good luck with your competition
YOU FELL OUT OF LOVE when I am still in love with you, I became a one sided love without realizing. Remember the last time you said you love me? It's been too long since I last heard your voice. I miss that. You said you were gonna call me after you finished your work but you never did, till now. Still waiting for your texts like how I used to. I'm not blaming you. You said you were gonna take me to a burger shop ( I stopped eating burgers since I thought I would have it with you, screw me), when you finished all the work, drinking our favorite milk tea, going out for dinner. I know you were still in love with me during that time but I didn't realize that I would become a burden after time passed. My notifications didn't make you feel better, you ignored me. My presence doesn't make you feel excited, you don't wanna talk to me. Everytime I ask, it annoys you. You could clear off your schedules but you didn't because you thought I would ask you to spend time with me and it annoyed you or maybe not because I was never really on your mind or I was just nobody. Sorry, I have no idea what made you become like this.
I reached a point where love is not that necessary to me. Idk, i feel like I'm waiting for something yet i don't even know what it is. (my kiddo back from UK, or Angel falling from a sky ? or That kretttt Sound from ATM?) seeing people i know going through from one relationship to another one- sometime i feel like i'm just a NPC in a game. i don't have to feel, whatsoever... just be there and stand still. Someone said to me " if you really love something, beside of scare being hurt- you should go for it like you used to." - it's not like i don't want to, It's just people take you for granted for so long and you tend to lose a soft spot for them and that SXXT traumatized you. To all people who like me ~ i hope you take it easy on people who want to be with you - idk give them a chance and try be reasonable with them. (esp: cancer sign woman: They are the purest people i know (alot of them but not all) - if they love you- trust me- Even godzilla can't do anything to you) All they want is just being with you ! Btw, Go stream BIGBANG- Still life ~ Thank you 🔥🤍
Both of us ignore each other, but I’m the only one who feel so uneasy and hurt. Because I do it on purpose, mute his account and try so frkin hard to ignore the pink ring around his ig pf. But he ignore me so effortlessly :> like how cool I want to be cool like you so bad. And yep it would be funny to say we’re not lover just two person who hid themselves behind the wall but end up open up to each other. I don’t know if that fate or just random encounter but I do appreciated all those unsure moments.
It's 12 a.m., I'm staring at the lamp right above my bed, trying to think of a reason why i never receive back the same effort i put on anyone. I've been in a relationship many times, and never in one of these have i ever feel like I'm receiving love from my significant other. I'm either abandoned, ghosted, or being taking for granted. There are lots of things in my chest that i just want to scream it all out right now, but i couldn't. I really wish my current relationship would last, but it seems like I'm being ignore more and more from one day to another. I'm really tired, I just don't understand why you treated me this way after I've give you everything I can. To my gf, I really hope you're not the "good boy ain't fun" type of girl, because I'm almost fed up right now. So done that one day i would walk away and never wish to ever see you again. Please, be good to me. I deserved to love too.
I'm here to ask for some advise and also confess about what's going on in my mind. My current state is " I don't want to feel that kind of pain, but I want to feel that kind of love again". I'm a person who loves hard and won't be able to move on easily. We've been talking more than a year and there's no label in our relationship. It's just more than friend, yet less than lovers. I've been keep doing this and loving her so much throughout the year. But I guess my love is just not enough for her. She will never treat me good no matter what. She did something depend on her mood and that's hurting me. Come back whenever she wanted and leave as I was nothing. Sometimes I felt loved and another time felt nothing to her. But like I said I still want her so bad but don't want to feel the pain too. I don't know what to do. I miss her so bad. My heart still so soft and pure to her. I still think about her everyday. Please give me some ideas guys. Thank you so much for your time.
I know we both had a hard time. I am sorry for everything that I had done. Wish I could turn back time to the good old days. Wish everything could turn back to day we laugh together at stupid things. I know you might not be to move on now. It broke me into pieces knowing that you've been crying because of me. The more I think of how much you've been hurting, the more I hated myself. I will always love you. I hope one day, I'm not sure when but I hope it's soon, we will be back to where we were. Continue where we paused and start all over again with stronger deeper connection. And I see ....
ទើបតែដឹងថាស្នេហាឈឺចាប់បែបនេះ ពេលដែលយើងចេះស្រលាញ់គេយើងគួរតែទទួលស្គាល់ថាគេមិនមែនជារបស់យើងទុកមុនទើបមិនសូវឈឺចាប់។ កាលដែលស្រលាញ់គេដំបូងមិនដែលគិតទេថាគេសំខាន់ហើយនឹកគេគ្រប់វេលាបែបនេះទេ។ សួរថាឈឺចាប់អត់ស្រលាញ់គេម្នាក់ឯង? ចម្លើយប្រាកដជាអត់ហើយ ប៉ុន្តែប្រសិនបើសួរថាហត់អត់? គឺហត់ខ្លាំងណាស់។ បើហត់ចុះទ្រាំធ្វើអ្វី? ទ្រាំព្រោះតែស្រលាញ់។ ស្រលាញ់មនុស្សម្នាក់គ្មានហេតុផលទេហើយយើងក៏មិនអាចហាមឃាត់ខ្លួនឯងមិនឱ្យស្រលាញ់គេបានដែរ ... ការស្រលាញ់នរណាម្នាក់វាអាចមកពីព្រហ្មលិខិតក៏ថាបាន ..។ នៅតែស្រលាញ់ទោះបីជាធ្វើឱ្យឈឺចិត្តប៉ុន្មានដង ក៏ស្រលាញ់ យើងអាចជាមនុស្សអធ្មានិយមក្នុងរឿងស្នេហាក៏ព្រោះតែពាក្យ ធ្វើតាមបេះដូង ហើយមិនចង់ឱ្យគេក្លាយជារបស់អ្នកណា។ តាមបេះដូងនៅថ្ងៃនេះអាចខុសនៅថ្ងៃក្រោយ តែយើងអាចស្ដាយក្រោយមួយជីវិតបើយើងមិនបានធ្វើតាមបេះដូង.....។ ពេលខ្លះយើងកំពុងនឹកគេ ទាំងដែលគេនឹកអ្នកផ្សេង សប្បាយជាមួយអ្នកផ្សេង .... គេធ្វើអ្វីមួួយក្នុងចិត្តនេះរំភើបណាស់ ទាំងដែរគេធ្វើដាក់អ្នកផ្សេងបែបនេះដូចគ្នា។ ជាមនុស្សឆ្លាតតែបែរជាល្ងង់រឿងស្នេហា ទាំងដែរមិនមែនជាមនុស្សបែបហ្នឹងពីមុនមក.. អារម្មណ៍អីហ្នឹងឈឺម៉េស? ហ្នឹងមែនស្នេហា? ចង់ប្រាប់ថាយូរប៉ុណ្ណ៉ាក៏ចាំឱ្យតែការរង់ចាំនេះមានតម្លៃ គ្រាន់តែចង់បានគេ តើខ្ញុំទាមទារច្រើនពេកមែនទេ? ណ្ហើយ ទៅមុខក៏មិនកើតថយក្រោយក៏មិនបាន xD បើពេលនោះមិនស្នេហ៍ ប្រហែលមិនឈឺដូចពេលនេះទេ ..៕