Why Do I have Stuck in a Reverse!?

We have just ended our relationship a week ago and it seems like you are so fine about us breaking up while I have always thought about you and everything about us. It is so disappointing that I have been stuck there. Is it because you do not want to show it or breaking up have always been on you mind!? I just don’t get it.

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2025-08-14

Earth-Kepler: Stay true to yourself

To my best ex-lover, It’s raining now. It’s a beautiful cozy evening. I suddenly want to tell you something but this is the only way I could convey this message. You may not see this, or you may not recognize me. Yet, I hope you still remember the nickname we gave each other. This is not the letter of regret. This is the letter of appreciation. I guess, it’s been 6 years already. I hope you’re doing great and living your best life. I hope you know how to love and cherish yourself, first and foremost. I hope you’ve found the path that can lead you to your dreams successfully. I hope you’re being honest and true to yourself. I hope you find the one you sincerely love and gives the same response back. Our love story might not have a happy ending, but looking back all I can see is—grateful and precious memories. You were and will always be my best partner in crime. We were too young to understand what love is, or how it works. If, only we were more mature back then, perhaps we could have embarked on a longer quest together. Yet, after all, it’s still a beautiful piece of my journey that I’ll never forget. We’ve grown now. Life moves on after all, and I hate to admit the fact that we’re just two strangers with fond memories. Still, I’m proud to say that you were my best boyfriend. I also told people how great you were as an individual and a partner. Our story didn’t end in the ugly way. At least, we knew that we were right for each other, just at the wrong time. Our short journey was a beautiful adventure. I hope you feel the same way too. Eventually, I hope you are sincerely happy right now. You surely know how I am as a person, right? So, if we see each other next time, can you at least say “hey” to me first, just like how we used to in the past? I think it will be a beautiful reunion of old friends. - kepler

2025-08-14

All the clouds in me are raining

I’ve been questioning my life lately and I try freaking hard to become the best version of myself everyday. Living away from home without having my parents by my side is something I’ve never done before and I admit that my life has changed so much since the day I left home. I’m constantly teary knowing how much they worry about me. They are the ONLY reason why I keep going and still living this freaking life. If it weren’t for them, my existence wouldn’t have existed until now. I admit that I appreciate where I am now. I truly am! But at some points, I feel like the life I’m living is currently draining me day by day. I cannot see the purpose of life and it stressed me out whenever I think of the word ‘future’. It’s so dark and I cannot see anything. My anxiety keeps telling me the worst scenarios because I know that I cannot be the one everyone expects me to be. I might look normal but deep down inside I’m just a sad soul. No one knows how hard it is for me to survive each day. Having anxiety and insecurities about everything. Being a professional overthinker who worry even at a little thing and always wake up tired from a vivid dream… I don’t want to live like this but it’s not like I have a choice. The more I grow up, the more I start questioning my life and wondering why I live like this. I’m turning 19 next month and my only wish is that I can survive til I’m 20… -J

2025-08-14

Why?

Befor we us are best friends, but everything has changed. When I rejected your love.I want everything as before, why not? Why run away from me? Why not talk to me.Why pretend not to know me? Why change school? Why? Why can not we be as good friends as before? 4 years of friendship is not less, why did you choose this way? I want to say thanks very much for everything,I hope you know. I’m Sorry Boy👦

2025-08-14

Don’t cross the line if you don’t want

Hey you ! Am I your brother or your toy? Sometime you make me feel like I am good as your brother, but sometime you mess it up like I am special to you. Hit me if you wanna cross the line before I consider accepting someone else !

2025-08-14

The confession

I will wait for you until you’re finally ready for a relationship again, but don’t make me wait for too long.

2025-08-14

Sunflower

We’ve broken up a little over a year now. Why do you want to act like lovers, but afraid to stay? Feelings remain and I don’t want to cut you off. I long for you... sometimes it hurts. You’re here but you’re not here… We still talk but nothing is clear. You know exactly that my arms are always open. You can keep on letting me down and I will still believe in you. I guess, I can’t build a man when you don’t want to be one. Anyways, take care while we’re apart. Hope to see you in June

2025-08-14

The small details of you.

Your good morning text, your sweet talk, your arms, your chest, your lips, your hair, your everything is my favorite. I love it when you call me babe. I love it when you call me just to rant about how your mom treats you. I love it when you tell me how your day was. I love it when you text me saying I love you. I love it when you hug me. I love it when you kiss me. I love everything that you do. I love how you switch your drinks or food with me because I didn't like what I ordered. The ice cream place we went to. The drinks we ordered. The future we talked about. The random things we sent to each other. The dark humor you used to tell me. The dad jokes you told me. The heavy metal music you listen to before you sleep. Every little thing of yours is my favorite. I miss everything about you, but you hurted me, so bad. It felt so good somehow.

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