The saddest thing …
The saddest thing in the world is loving someone who used to love you :)))
Again, I’m not the one who likes to express my feelings towards anyone especially in an anonymous platform like this. But yeah sometimes it feels release when I speak it out and it would make me feel a bit better. Let get into the point of my mess up love story. I would say that it’s okay to fell in love with someone who never say yessssss to you yet still stay in between to block your heart. Have you ever asked yourself why you choose to stay in that uncertain relationship? Even you know the consequence that they just want you for a short period when they’re bored. Sometimes I lie to myself that one day she would appreciate what I have done to her and we can be together as a couple. And sometimes I feel that I should not go deep and beg her for attention everyday cuz we’re just friend. It’s a bit unfair for me that every crushes that I have met are always do almost the same way to hurt me. Is it because I’m so soft? easy-going? But I don’t mind at all. I only have one reason that once I love someone I always try my best to show how much I love I care and I wish that they would love me back the same way. But nope, it just doesn’t work for my love life. To the girl who I’m currently fell in love with, I don’t mind that you are lost interest with me and start to put red flag 🚩 between us. But please bear in mind that even though, I still have feeling for you and I hope that you would appreciate my efforts these past months that we’ve been contact with each other. You’re the sweetest crush for me🙂
The saddest thing in the world is loving someone who used to love you :)))
ហេតុអីប៉ានិងម៉ាក់គិតថារឿងរបស់ពួកគាត់នឹងមិនប៉ះពាល់ដល់កូនៗ នៅពេលកូនត្រូវគេងយំដោយសាររឿងរ៉ាវទាំងអស់នោះ ដោយរាល់ជម្លោះសម្លាប់ទឹកចិត្តរបស់កូនដែលចង់រស់នៅស្ងាត់ស្ងៀម ទោះគ្មានក្តីសុខពិតប្រាកដក៏មិនចាំបាច់ឮការស្រែកទៅវិញទៅមក…កូននៅកណ្តាលពិបាកសម្រេចចិត្តណាស់ កូនពិតជាអត់ដឹងគ្រប់ជ្រុងនៃរឿងនីមួយៗទេ…កូននៅខាងណា សូមកុំបន្ទោសកូន.. កូនមានអារម្មណ៍ថាហត់ណាស់ រងសម្ពាធណាស់ ចង់នៅស្ងប់ស្ងៀម។ ប៉ាម៉ាក់ និងគ្រប់គ្នាប្រាប់កូនកុំអោយគិត តែនៅជាមួយគ្នាក្រោមដំបូលផ្ទះតែមួយ ជួបប្រទះឮផ្ទាល់ខ្លាំងៗ អោយកូនធ្វើមិនឃើញ មិនឮយ៉ាងដូចម្តេច…But I’m always grateful and thankful for everything. Tried to not think about it for days, weeks and years. Yet I’ve come to stressed myself to the point I lose interest in things I find interesting and enthusiastic for years. The longing for peace, and happiness continues but diminishes in chances too.
Hey it's been almost two months since we broke up, I still remembered you left me on 4th Sep with a short meaningless message "I want to be alone" without any explaination without a closure you just left me there in the dark wondering what did i do wrong but now that you seems happier i guess i was the problem. I wonder what went wrong i wonder if we give up too early or if i held on for too long? I never thought goodbye would be so hard. I'm writing this because i'm going to let go of us of you..life been awfully hard on me these days. My family my work nothing really works out for me i miss venting out to you about my problems yes i miss you i still do but its not that i want us back i'm glad that you are doing well on your own. it's sad because what i felt for you was really special and now i have to let go of everything as much as i hate giving up but i have to this time because i can't keep torturing myself like that, I stayed up all night crying i woke up in the morning crying i barely even touch food i didn't even go out and meet my friend all i did was getting drunk every nights so i can fall asleep,i keep doing things that i don't enjoy doing like active on the social media adding story publicly so you could see you know me better than anyone i aint the type to do that i ususally really private about my life it's getting tiring..this getting too long i'm gonna make it short..Take care T, you're a good person thanks you for the time we spent together, the calls the texts the late night conversations. i hope that you're happy with the way your life is right now i wish only the best for you ..Goodbye.
Why am I the problem? Even if your know how they treated me? If I’m always the problems, there’s no reason to stay alive.
How do people lied to you and still can sleep peacefully right next to you? I literally cannot. What’s the point in trying to hide the fact that you went out to some place? If I didn’t found out about it, you’re gonna remain silent too? You stuttered and surprised when I questioned you. Doesn’t that speak volume already? I know what you did, but I just remain silent and see how far you can hide all the things you did.
Have you ever waited for days just to tell your favorite person about your major life decisions or even some updates that you thought would excite either of you? But every time you tries to have that conversation, they just killed the vibes by acting like you’re annoying and instantly ignored you for hours. I was wrong that I thought we were close, so close that we can share everything. I don’t know what went wrong between us but I hope you’re happy, doing fine. I realized soulmates couldn't just be lovers but actually someone you called best friend. From someone who used to tell you everything because I trust you.
It’s been so long. I don’t think you might see this, but at least I should say what I have kept in my mind so long here. Well, there’s sometimes when I looked back to the past and I saw us. I started to wonder what went wrong. Then I realized thing that we both were so young for thing that called “ Love “. I was loving you too much, but it was never enough just because I loved you. I just loved you without trying to understand you for once. I was craving for too much attention, I was over thinking everything without knowing what you’ve been thru. Everything was just too much for us. I was so young for this rls. We can called it “ toxic rls “ too. We tried to fix it and it never worked out. At least we tried, right. I guess we’re not meant to be. We hurted each other without knowing, because we were busy blaming one another. I resent myself for blaming you after breakup when it’s also my fault. We were so immature not knowing how to communicate clearly. At least you were a person I once loved, I only pray all the best for you. We are moving on with our life now, I just wanna tell you that thank you for all the good times and I learned from our relationship alot. I’m sorry that I was never good enough. I don’t regret loving you even abit. if we cross path again, I would love to see us become the best version of ourself. I’m happy to see you’re doing okay. To you : #S
An advice to KJO484 (Regret,Love). I'm just a stranger here, but if in your case, I'm probably the "you" you mentioned. Let's me give u this small advice, Leave him/her alone if you still dont know what to do with your feeling toward them. You mention your regret losing them and that you still love him/her, my dear, this is too late. If you knew their worth earlier, thing wouldn't be this way. I am not blaming you or anything but I'm pretty sure him/her is in a good place right now. If you still "dont know what to do", dear, do him/her a favor and not interrupt their peace. Your uncertainty will only bring the worst. If one day in the future, your heart remain the same and they too, universe will pull you together. Who know.