How could I start it? I'm more than confused by you and felt disrespect.
I've never thought your notification would matter to me. I genuinely never believe that one notification would make someone's day. But here I am waiting for your notification.
For all these past years, I have never tried to open up or try to make it work as I did with you.
I used to give zero effort to the guys that were trying to get close to me.
For you, I check you out, I make sure to keep the conversation going. I thought maybe we could go far than this. Sometimes, I thought of how you would feel to me. Maybe, he is shy? He is not sure yet? Maybe, I don't open myself enough? or did I do something that he would feel confused. I doubted myself as well. However, your behavior ends up showing how you truly feel to me. Rather than trying to approach me back, you act as we've never had something between us. It's more than enough that a girl could approach a guy first and talk.
Man up! Man up for the next girl you playing.