Have you ever missed me once ?

From someone you didn’t talk to anymore. It’s been almost 3 years since we met each other in China . Everything went smoothly for us until we got back to our home country. You started to change all of your attitude toward me, the text became emotionless as cold ice. Anything reminds me of you even your favorite drink, favorite dessert, favorite food and all the things we used to do together. Have you ever thought about how we spend there ? How we talked? How we explore the Chinese food ? How I walked you to your school gate ? Have you ever missed me even once? Did anything remind me of you? #KNT01.

Feeling bottled up?

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🤍🖤 ur fav colors

Should have known u never loved me cus u never said “i love you” it’s always “love you”. U said I was controlling, stalking, when all I did was ask for your social acc to follow. U never go out with me until it’s our fifth months together and it was only that one time that u hang out with me. U don’t care when it’s my birthday, u don’t care when it’s our anniversary. U always ignored my chat for hours, days and when I asked abt it u always get offended saying ure busy and stuff. I stopped starting convo cus my texts were ignored anyways. And when I ignored u the same way or worse, u get mad? Did u consider my feeling when I sent 5hrs ago but last active 5mins ago, sent 6 hrs active 30mins..? It was always like that. I endured it all, all of ur bare minimum, breadcrumbing, cus I love you too much to let go. And in the end U decided to abandon me. What’s the point of a relationship when ur partner can’t even discuss anything with u and saying they don’t like conflict? And whats the point when ur partner trust others’ words instead of yours? I wanted to know whether U trust me and u chose to trust them. Did u think I don’t know what they were doing? I just wanted to find out whether u trust or love me at all. And I got what u’ve been thinking all along, u never wanted me. :) U just obeyed. :) Should have noticed when I said “I love you” and u replied “I like you”. And I should have trusted my guts and ended thing earlier when I had to spend Christmas and new year alone. Well guess that’s an experience I should have as I have never been in a relationship. Honestly, I really hope u get ur karma. I hope ur daughter meet s’o exactly just like u so u know my father’s feeling when he decided to let u have me but that’s how I got treated. Not sure if u know who I am but I really hope u do. :) From we’re soulmate to our personalities don’t match.

It’s alright

I’ve seen a lot of post about suicidal thought and people trying to commit the act. I just want to tell those of you who are struggling out there that “it’s alright”. It’s alright, I’ve been through this before as well. Although I’ve never been that suicidal, the thought of “if my life ends, then many problems and burdens will be solved” did cross my mind. It takes a lot of willpower and strength to get through this phase as I would shut myself inside my room all day and night and on social media during my high school years. There were times I was upset with my parents, of them blaming me, and scolding me for various mundane things that happen in our everyday life. However, I want to tell you that it’s alright to run to your parents and hug them with all you have, they would not mind it even if you guys are currently in an argument. It’s alright to tell your friends and others “I cannot do this anymore. I’m tired and wanna be left alone”. It’s alright to feel overwhelmed and go through this phase, I believe we have gone through this teenage and young adult phase at least once in our lives. I am not telling you that suicide is wrong and you shouldn’t do it, I am trying to say that it should be your very last option. Wallow in your tears, your sadness, your stress, your burdens, your self-pity all you want. Most people blame themselves for not being good enough rather than actually addressing their fears and inhibitions. Perhaps it is easier to ignore all that is happening around you. I am not entertaining nor romanticizing suicidal thought, but if you still cannot find a better option or a better way to live your life, then it is alright to end it.

A bestie

Hey Bxtch! I kinda miss the way that we joke around, go everywhere tgt, advising each other, caring each other, worrying each other, informing each other most of the time. til the day that we kinda officially separated, i dun think that it was a great way to be like that for both us, i think we might hurt both side. yess bestie! It alr long time ago, I think i can forget u, but i dun think so. everywhere we went, it left the footprint, even i date s1 and i saw that places, it left us behind. it's such a great time that we spent tgt, i literally miss everything we've been done. And I wish to say sorry to u for not catching up with u for so long, but i dun mean so. I can't help myself for not to be inlove with u, that must be the reason. yeah! but sometimes i do stalk u, and i dun feel too, yap, actually it is. I know u r with a great person, and i hope that he takes care of u better much better than i used to. From a good fri...

TATTOO

You said my name would be your first tatt, either on the right or left or on your chest. Now I wonder what it look like. Is it replaced by your new person’s name or is it just another broken promise?

my perfect stranger

you disappeared. months passed, kept checking up your account, viewed your stories, trying to move on, tried filling the void that was missing, tried focusing on myself, but in the end, only your text can make me felt those happiness i’ve been looking for. thought you missed me, thought you was waiting for me, thought you still missed those times with me, decided to text you again. all those thoughts dropped. it was only my thoughts all along. met many girls, none caught my attention. but you, i sometimes wonder why. “no matter how far we will be, you will always have a spot in my heart. you will always be welcomed here.” let’s meet again in the right time, or maybe next life. i’ll wait.

Your new favorite person

You show that you love that person You being grateful you that person You appreciate that that person love you, accept you for who you are. But one thing you don’t realize is that you get to be with that person when you have a new fancy house, a nice luxurious car, bank acc, brand new phone and many more And one thing that you forgot or trying to forget is the person who chose you since you had nothing and will alway choose you.

Beside you

Brings back the day that he asked me for an artist’s recommendation and i told him about keshi. He says that he also listens to keshi and his fav track is besides you. I secretly felt happy because it was my favorite song.

I just want privacy

ខ្ញុំចង់សំរាក ខ្ញុំស្អប់ជួបមនុស្សរាល់ថ្ងៃ ស្អប់ដែលរស់នៅទាំងដែលមិនពេញចិត្តនឹងអ្វីដែលកំពុងធ្វើ ខ្ញុំចង់នៅបន្ទប់មួយម្នាក់ឯង ចង់ដេកស្តាប់បទចម្រៀងលឺៗដោយមិនរំខានអ្នកណា ចង់អង្គុយមើលទឹកភ្លៀងតែម្នាក់ឯង ចង់អានសៀវភៅដែលខ្លួនចូលចិត្ត ចង់មានរបស់ដែលជាកម្មសិទ្ធិខ្លួនគ្មាននរណាប៉ះពាល់