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2025-08-14

#Biggest mistake...!!

ព្រេាះតែការសម្រេចចិត្តមួយឆាវដ៏ល្ងីល្ងើរបស់ខ្ញុំ ធ្វើឲ្យខ្ញុំស្ទើរតែបាត់បង់មនុស្សម្នាក់ដែលគេបារម្ភពីខ្ញុំ ល្អនឹងខ្ញុំគ្រប់ពេល។សុំទេាសដែលខ្ញុំធ្លាប់ធ្វើឲ្យអ្នកឈឺចាប់!ខ្ញុំពិតជាស្អប់ខ្លួនឯងណាស់!ខ្ញុំដឹងថាពេលនេះពួកយើងត្រឡប់មកក្នុងrelationshipវិញក៏ពិត តែអ្នកមិនដូចមុនទេ...។ ហាហា៎!អ្វីដែលខ្ញុំធ្វើ ខ្ញុំទទួលចឹងហើយ😆!ខ្ញុំគ្រាន់តែចង់ប៉ះប៉ូវនូវអ្វីដែលខ្ញុំធ្លាប់ធ្វើខុសដាក់អ្នកហើយនឹងរក្សាrelationshipមួយនេះឲ្យល្អប្រសើរ។រៀនយល់ពីគ្នាឲ្យច្រើនជាងមុន...! #ផ្ដាំទៅកាន់អ្នកទាំងអស់គ្នាថា ពេលមានមនុស្សល្អនៅក្បែរខ្លួនត្រូវចេះថែរក្សាឲ្យល្អ កុំចាំដល់ពេលបាត់បង់ទើបស្ដាយក្រេាយ ទើបមានវិប្បដិសារី មិនថាទំនាក់ទំនងក្នុងគ្រួសារ មិត្តភាព ស្នេហា...។ទេាះជាត្រឡប់មកវិញពេលខ្លះក៏មិនប្រាកដថាអាចដូចដើមដែរ ចឹងពេលមានគួរថែឲ្យល្អ។ ម្យ៉ាងទៀតគួររៀនសូត្រពីកំហុសហើយកែប្រែអ្វីដែរខ្លួនធ្លាប់ធ្វើខុស។ នៅមានច្រើនទៀត ប៉ុន្តែសុំសរសេរតែប៉ុណ្ណឹងបានហើយ។

2025-08-14

feeling lately

I miss you a lot more than I realized. things keep happening and I always find myself wishing I could tell you about them.

2025-08-14

Doubt

Girl! You do experience and have a long lasting realtionship but how could you do this to me? Remember when there is stranger who try to talk to your man. You act up and blow it on social media about how disspoainted, sad, anger and how much you hate or dislike girl who behave like this. Then how should i react? When it is just a one time meeting but you try to stick around, try to fit in to the circle. I know it is just about friendliness, you have it toward me too. However, I got driven away and you got a place to stand. Not just a place you found one for your friend too. That is how I got repalced. I don’t know how to feel or react. How could I being treated like this? And You too girl! I do know love can’t be forced but I can’t make myself believe that you are not related in this. Even if it was just a one time gather but you sure know the history of me and that person. Then why do you still let one of your ally in? Standing in my place? I mean if there is no you or just don’t be too friendly or just stay in your circle maybe thing won’t turn out like this. I just feel so stupid or maybe I am one. That why even after you saw me, knew everything you still find a place for her because I am just something that is already thrown away anyway and that space is empty so it got to have a replacement? I mean don’t you understand what attachment is? Or am I a narrow minded who still dwell about the past? What if you were me can you stand and watch calmly without anxious, curiosity and wonder how could it happen if you are not between it? But I am happy for you. You don’t have to imagine yourself in this situation because you got a good person by your side! Still how could you take my good person for your alliance? I felt so insecure, regret of open up and afraid of getting to know new people. But maybe I shouldn’t feel like that anymore becuase now I got nothing else to lose.

2025-08-14

I think it hits me again…

I think the dep hits me again. I noticed by when my heartbeat started to go fast, sometimes I feel suffocated, I couldn’t catch my breath, I couldn’t concentrate, my hands get shaky, my body feel weak, I got lost of interest in making any decisions, my weight started to lost again. I hate to fall into the conditions but I couldn’t help. I tried asking for help but it doesn’t work, it only makes me feel like I’m different, especially when they try to be too careful with me (it looks to fake, I could see it) It is amazing how my mood changes too quickly, I was just laughing and talking a lot yesterday, but today everything become a sorrow story again. I used to think of getting a therapist, asking an expert on my conditions, but the fact that I was under control by my family and that I couldn’t ride or drive any transportation method at all, make me feel even more bad and useless. I also used to think about reaching them via email or phone calls, but I was too scared, it was too hard for me to make myself do it, so I decided I gave up seeking for mental specialist. I chose to be healed by my own. (I really did heal myself but there was a lot of time the demon hits me back and forth, sometimes I feel really happy and the next minutes I feel like k*lling myself) I don’t know what else should I do. Are there anyone who will be the light for me?

2025-08-14

From the one you hate...

I know u might hate me now and don't even want to be friends with me but I'm here silently in love with you and willing to wait for you forever. I'm praying for your happiness and success and I hope you meet the right person that can make you happier than I do and if you need someone feel free to talk to me bcoz I'm always available for u.😊 Dear my ICE💜

2025-08-14

Is it important that I worth something?

hey there, life has been so much going on right now. The life itself is going downhill to the hell or maybe I misinterpret that. I have been feeling lonely and unimportant after some hardships, breakup, lots of work, study and many more when they all come to my face at the same time. Probably I am stressed out or burnout that makes me feel like that way. Nevertheless, I feel like I am such a useless person, where everyone starts to blame me for everything even the little mistakes I made. I feel so little and just wanna go away from it. Saying those words make me such a self pity person. As day by day, i feel myself just like a smaller and smaller person and feel like s**t somehow. People say you gotta love yourself and have fun all by yourself, but when it comes to everything not going well as expected and everyone starts blaming me for little things, I just…. any advices?

2025-08-14

Does he feel the same way that I do ? It’s alright. At least, we met.

In my entire life, I’ve never experienced having a huge crush on someone but ever since I met him, I feel like his whole existence taught me the taste of first love because I’ve never been in a relationship once before ( isn’t it odd or an embarrassment, I don’t know but it’s true ) He is the man like the real man who is wholly a gentleman, kind, well-educated and respectful to everyone especially women which I fall for him even more. But the thing is I myself am not confident enough to talk to him like this is just me who is very shy and having the fear being judged from him hahaha since I’m so insecure and the thought of “everything will never work out for you” is always there in my head. And I, too, feel like he’s also feeling the same way as well ( no clue whether or not it’s real hahaha ) because I caught him glancing at me very often ( oops I forgot to mention that we’ve been studying in the same class ). Whenever I say something or respond to the class, he paid well attention to me and his eyes were soft making me feel like he wanted to hear me speaking more. He said that I’m so cute in a low tone and even wrote somewhere on a note but I heard and saw it. And when we got close at some points, he gently smiled like a gentleman he is and also laughed at my sudden jokes. He usually imitated what I did and that was so lovable of him. But does he really feel the same way that I do ? I hate myself for not being confident enough to go and talk to him like everyone does. Whatever the reason is, I’m just wishing the best for him because one day he will meet someone who is better than me and I know we two are not meant for each other. At least, we met.

2025-08-14

If you are happy, I’m happy.

One of my male colleagues and I are so close, but the closest thing I mentioned was that I'm the one who's trying to get close to him. I think I like him a lot, but I'm not daring to tell him. I don't want to ruin the relationship between us. It was good enough for me to have him during my stressful times, happy times, busy times, and anytime I needed him. I'm so grateful. Even if in the future you're not mine, I believe you will be a good husband to your future wife like how you're treating me these days. I'm a bit jealous of whoever deserves you, but if you're happy, I'm happy too. Day by day, my day becomes more and more colorful and shines since I have you by my side. You're so good for my mental health. It was so boring when you were complaining about this and that, but it is so empty without those complaints. I want you, the person who is giving me these good feelings, to feel them as well; to feel loved by someone; to feel treated well; and to be my lover, so I don't have to worry about your future wife. Thank you for being there for me during my hard times. I really appreciated every moment I had with you.