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You look like a moon but I am just a piece of shit whoβs loving you. It would be great if youβre just take a look or keep an eye on this worm that loving you from far apart. At the end I'm still wishing you the best my moon β€οΈ
Every year on this time, my birthday, I feel empty. I feel tired, pressure, and stress. Is it because I grow older, I got more responsibility. People may enjoy their birthday, but not me. I do not know why this happen. I noticed that in the last few year, Iβve been feeling the same. No excitement, nothing. NOTHING. I do not understand myself. I could not express in words. It just stuck in my mind, my body, my soul. Is it happen to everyone? Or just me? Writing this made me want to cry much, but there no tear left in me. If you have seen this and feel the same way, I hope you find your happiness and stay strong. #Fromaguywhobottledupeverything.
I think the dep hits me again. I noticed by when my heartbeat started to go fast, sometimes I feel suffocated, I couldnβt catch my breath, I couldnβt concentrate, my hands get shaky, my body feel weak, I got lost of interest in making any decisions, my weight started to lost again. I hate to fall into the conditions but I couldnβt help. I tried asking for help but it doesnβt work, it only makes me feel like Iβm different, especially when they try to be too careful with me (it looks to fake, I could see it) It is amazing how my mood changes too quickly, I was just laughing and talking a lot yesterday, but today everything become a sorrow story again. I used to think of getting a therapist, asking an expert on my conditions, but the fact that I was under control by my family and that I couldnβt ride or drive any transportation method at all, make me feel even more bad and useless. I also used to think about reaching them via email or phone calls, but I was too scared, it was too hard for me to make myself do it, so I decided I gave up seeking for mental specialist. I chose to be healed by my own. (I really did heal myself but there was a lot of time the demon hits me back and forth, sometimes I feel really happy and the next minutes I feel like k*lling myself) I donβt know what else should I do. Are there anyone who will be the light for me?
No matter what kind of questions Iβm bringing up it will only lead to one thing. On how you wanna be with yourself. You canβt tell someone to stop thinking and be chill with you. You make me feel like Iβm asking a lot from you, while I only want 1hour to 2 hour of your 24 hour divided into any given time of the day, to do little things that make someone you care about feel a little special. Itβs that kind of thing you gave up which means a lot to her. The time that you decided to spare to make her happy, does it make you a little happy to see her happy?
α’αΆααααααααααΌααααααα‘αΆααααΊααα’ ααα’αΆααααααααααααα‘αΆααααααΊα’αΆαααααααα½αααααααααααααααααααα αααααΆααααααααααΆα ααΆαααΆαααα ααΆαα α½αα αα αααααα ααααΆα’αΆααααααααα’ αα½αααααααααααΈα’αΆαααααααααααααΌααααααα‘αΆααα αααα»ααααααΆα αα·ααααα α·αααααΆαα½αααΆααααα‘αΆααααααααα»ααααααα²ααααΆαα ααΆααααα‘αΆαααα·αααααΆααα αΎαααααΆααααα α αααΆααααΆαα α ααα²ααα’ααΆαααααα»αααΆαααΆαα ααΆααααααΆααααα»α αα½αααΎααααα‘αΆααααααΆ ααΎαααααααΆαα αΌααα α αααα»αααΆαα’αΆααααααααΆαααα½αα―αααααΆα αααααααΆααααα‘αΆαααα·ααααααααααΈαα»αα²ααααα»αααααααΆαααααα’ααααΈα α·ααα αα·αα αΆαααΆα αααΆααααΆαα αα·αα ααα αΆααααααα αα·ααΆαα αααΎαα αΎα ααααααΆααααα ααααααΆααα’αααααΆααα’ααααααΆααΆ αααα»ααα½αααΈαα·α αα½αααΆαααΎαα α·αααααα½αα’αΆαααααααααα‘αΆαααα αα»αααααΆαα’ααααααααΆααΎαααααααααΉαααααα αΆα’αΈ αααααα’αΆαααααααααααΆα’αΆαααααααα·ααα ααΆααααααααΆααααα α To be loved is one thing. To be able to give that feeling to someone else is another. It's neither an embarrassment or a punishment. It's a feeling that should be cherished. I hope you all will be able to find someone who loves you and especially, find the feeling of loving someone truly. Love has no limits <3
I know it's been a while since we have broken up but every night I still thought of you and how you have treated me....I don't really know the real reason behind the breakup but I really want you to know that I always have your picture in my wallet as a lucky charm and also I miss you so much. if there's a right time in this life I hope we can meet again
It's been 6 months since we last hung out and shared our daily life activities together. You always ask me how am I doing so far every time u texted me to see if I was doing alright. My answer giving to you always show the positive image acting like I'm doing alright. But in reality, I wasn't and I tortured myself to not think about u. Did u know that during this period of time, I forced myself to drink every time I thought about u even though I hate getting drunk? Maybe u didn't because we no longer talked to each other the same way we used to. Our conversation became dry and plain. Did you know that sometimes u popped up in my dream? I wish I could forget that in the next morning but u know me so well that I usually remember what I dreamt during the night and especially when you were in it. Did u know that I wanted to hold ur face one last time before we split and walked on our way? No, u didn't because u told me not to have a hard feeling between us and it hurt me so much. Fortunately, in mid-September, I dreamt about you and it was the dream I never forget. I saw YOU, standing in the middle of the crowd. I walked up to you with tears in my eyes. I literally could feel it - the tears and desperation to see u very very much. And I could finally touch ur face one last time with the word 'I miss you and goodbye'. I wish I could forget you but it seems like I can't. Did you know...?
We broke up 10months ago. Ik we both still have feelings for each other. Idk wht I feel rn and I have no one to talk this out to. We were tgt for 600days+ I donβt wanna back to him and I wanna see him happy I donβt wanna back to him and I jealous of him. I donβt wanna back to him and Iβm so confuse with this. And now heβs been chit chat with his ex crush for 1week+ alr He said he confess his feelings with her and she has feelings for him too β¦ , he found his happiness right?? Haha Jat Tuk Tha I built him for someone else josβ¦ ** he and his aunt used to talk shit abt me since we broke up mok **