Meeting you was a nice accident

It’s been 6 months since we've been apart. I’m happy for you two that you’re still getting in touch with each other. Do you know? things become worse day by day because the memories are killing me. I can say I cried a lot when I went outside without any of you. I always go to the place that we used to go, and I know it was a terrible decision how I ended the trio with my stupid reason.I hope you’re doing great living your best lives without me. Sometimes, I wanna text you guys and ask if you’re doing okay but I don’t want to bother you. I still miss our friendship, I miss how we used to sing together, I miss how we went to the café together. Take good care of yourselves. To my little crab eat your meals properly and to my big gorilla don’t always go to bed late. I love you guys and I will always do. I’m glad that I met you. #From_H_to_L_and_R

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I wish I would have realized that earlier

I'm not about to keep explaining myself, my feelings, my boundaries, and my actions to somebody who is intent upon misunderstanding or ignoring me when I do. I cannot communicate with somebody who is not open to exchanging. Communication is what you do and how you behave, not just your words. Did you ignore me all day to play video games? Well guess what? This communicates with exquisite clarity that you values video games more than spending time with me. Does you ogle other women? you’re communicating that you’re disloyal. Communication with someone who is committed to misunderstanding you or taking advantage of you, is absolutely useless and you’re better off preserving your energy and moving on. Communication is happening 24 hours a day, whether the you realizes it or not. Everything you say, everything you don’t say, everything you do or don’t do...ALL of it communicates something important. Even the most nuanced micro-expression on our faces are also the forms of communication. Actions speak louder than words.

Block

Why you keep block and unblock me? What did I do wrong? Or what did you do wrong? What you feel? What you think? Are you trying to show you have move on? So you unblock. Then the guilt build up because you know you have hurt me, broke our bond for no valid reason? You can’t face me because you know what you did? You keep showing that person off, you keep saying you felt heart to heart not just appearance. You keep saying they accept you for who you are but all that person do is remain silent. Seem like their love have change you or you are trying to change yourself for them? Does anything remind you of us? But you can’t make yourself turn around, you keep putting up with your ego. So you’re going to keep fooling yourself that they are better? That you are better with them? and just going to block again? Or this person is the one you truly been looking for? And what we had was nothing? Even after all this time I did nothing, keep praying all the best for you, never intrude you with all the new people you try to build with, stand and watch my seat being displaced, the person I love switching to someone else. Is the present of me that irritating that you have to keep cutting me off?

ស្រលាញ់គឺលះបង់ទោះដឹងថាឈឺ

រឿងខ្លះក៏បានដឹងទៅហើយថាចុងបញ្ចប់ទៅជាយ៉ាងណា បន្តទៅមុខមិនរួចមានតែបញ្ចប់ បើអ្នកមិនអាចផ្តល់ក្តីសុខអោយគេបានទេ ក៏ដោះលែងគេអោយទៅផ្លូវគេចុះបើវាមិនមែនជារបស់យើងទោះខំប៉ុនណាក៏នៅតែមិនមែន

ពេលវេលា

មិត្តខ្ញុំតែងប្រាប់ខ្ញុំថា "ទុកឲ្យពេលវេលាជាអ្នកព្យាបាលរបួសនៃចិត្ត" ប្រហែលជាខ្ញុំមិនសូវមើលម៉ោងទេ ទើបបានជាពេលវេលានៅជុំវិញខ្ញុំហាក់ដើរយូរបែបនេះ

ផ្លែកបន្ទោរ

“The World IS Just Awesome” sentence on his t shirt

MISUNDERSTOOD 🤡

i hope one day you’ll realize i did truly care for u. i promise ure gonna miss me being there. putting up with u, refusing to give up on u. you’re gonna regret everything you’ve done to me, including all the damage you’ve caused. and someday, you’ll turn back and i won’t be waiting for u any longer. i might have been worthless to u, but you’ll miss me when i become priceless to another.

Comeback

Please don't ever come back to me when I finally forgot you and has moved on. Please don't let me experience all the pain again. Please don't ever mess up my life again.

Am I that pathetic?

Is it wrong to have feelings for your own friend? And is it wrong to still have hope that we might end up together? Is it too pathetic to continue liking him? I can say that we are quite close, and by far, he’s the closest guy friend I’ve ever had. Close in the sense of me sharing with him about my day, my struggles, my happy moments, etc. He was very understanding, kind, and not to mention very smart. He listened to me ranting about my days very well. He also consults me whenever I’m down. We exchanged many texts. We texted non-stop until the early morning. He made me feel somewhat important and special. We also countdown together on New Year’s Eve. But, little did I know, he treated other friends (he had a lot of girl friends) the same way too…… I tried to distance myself and cut off my feelings, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t. Even to this day, I still have feelings for him and still hope that I’m special to him in some way. My pathetic self.