Doesn't it feel so sh*tty to be used by someone we care about whether it be friends or someone you have feelings for? Like they would only think of us when they need us for some reasons. When we are out of use, they would completely ignore our existence. I felt like an idiot for assuming that the person slightly thinks about me sometimes. The truth is I only cross their mind when I can offer them some sort of benefits. Now that I recall the time they said we're close, I cringe so hard and feel so stupid.
We been together almost 2 years. Everything went well until you adjusted yourself to someone else that I don’t know. I hate me for being annoying to get your attention, to get your caring and love. I hate me that I always want to meet you. I hate me that I can’t let you go even tho you ask to leave more than 10 times and I still asking you to stay.
3 years after break up, I realized i miss her more and more. Is it too late? 😳 #K
“Are u gonna miss me, when im gone?” YES, DEFINITELY. U tried to come back for many times, but I rejected u b’cuz of the all the guilt. I regret everything but I don’t want to go back. I really wish things to go back as before, but I don’t want u back. This may Sound like I’m complicating my feelings, but one thing I know for sure is I still love u, I can’t move on but I don’t want to go back. Sometimes when I miss u, I want to reach out to u so bad but I don’t want u to see how miserable I am atm. U also knew that and always trying to reach out to me ask me if u need any help when I’m on my own and I really appreciate that. One question I wanted to ask u rn, do u sympathize me or are u still here waiting for me as u promised me after we broke up?
Through a heart break of rejection and the lose of my best friendship, I felt like losing my own home. I got no one by my side, that's what a child far from home like me felt. Just then, I met you, someone I can share all my sorrow and believing. If you happen to see this, I just wanna let you know that you were my strength to confront and overcome those challenges. I'm grateful for your existing through my darkest hour, where your presence told me I have you. And you're in my memory too and I felt whatever you felt. I can't keep in touch with you for some reasons, that's why I couldn't tell you all this. And I know if I could tell you, you won't settle down. I have a different life now and I can't be a late night talk companion like I used to. I forgave you whatever you did and do forgive me too for whatever I said to you. Please think of me like a good friend you had. You gotta live your good life and one day, someone's gonna take my place from your memory to a living moment.
So how are you? Do you feel better now? Do you miss me like I miss you or do you hate me?
Don't hate someone because they don't love you or leave you. Let's clear all the hatred, and replay all the moment that you are laughing, smile and loved. You need to know and understand yourself, Do you want her smile or her tear? Do you want her to be happy without you or it need to be you?
Hi! Yeah it's weird when I have to express this feeling, but it's kinda worse if I don't speak it out and keep it in my head a little longer. I know it's only 3 or 4 months that we've known each other, and it even started from a complete stranger who have connection only on social media. However, the feeling I had for you were real. I really wish that it could work out for us, or maybe we could do better than this, or at least we have a better ending. I regret for the action I did without the consideration of your feeling, I really do. Until these day I still feel sorry for doing those dumb things. I chatted to you because I miss you, I care for you, I don't want bad stuff to happen to the person I care so much about; but it broke me to pieces when you told me that you're dating someone now. I'm happy to see you smile, really. I'm happy for you that you're with a better person who will provide what you want and what you need. But at the same time, I was sitting in the corner of room thinking about you all day. I couldn't focus on my working and studying. Everything were bad for me, it left the scar on my heart. Yet, I still have the urge to look at our old conversation. Just to find out and tell myself that I have lost the person I love the most to a stupid mistake, and there's no way I can reverse or go back in time to erase what I had done but to accept the truth that you're gone. One last thing, it's close to your birthday and I still have the gift that I bought for you months ago. I hope I can give it to you, but I don't wanna make you feel uncomfortable seeing me. On top of that, I don't wanna be a conflict between you and your partner. Goodluck with your new journey, and yeah last long.
1. Your body is more than just what it looks like. Your body has kept you alive through a pandemic - how amazing is that? It works so hard everyday. Your body enables you to run, to do daily activities, to study and work and do the things you love. So remember to love and take care of it, and nourish your body and soul. Don’t punish it. Remember to eat, because food is fuel. There’s no bad food or good food. 2. Your clothes fit you, not “you have to fit into your clothes”. It’s okay to gain or lose weight, to go up or down clothing sizes. You probably don’t look like your high school self anymore because you’re not supposed to. Remember that some of us are growing boys and girls, and our bodies will change, and that’s totally fine ❤️ Remember to embrace it :) 3. There is no “perfect” body (long legs, flat stomach). Everyone’s body is different. You might see pictures of models online looking all slim and fit, their bellies flat. But no one looks like that *all the time* in real life. Poses, tensing, edits - you see the highlights, what they want you to see. You can unfollow accounts that make you feel bad. It’s okay to have fat, to have fat on your belly; it’s a food pouch that holds happiness!! Your perfect body is whatever you want it to be, as long as you’re happy and healthy and comfortable. You’re beautiful and anyone who tells you otherwise can shove a porcupine up their ass yeehaw. 4. You can love yourself just as you are now. You don’t have to wait until you’re prettier or thinner or more successful, more worthy to start loving yourself. You are worthy of love, right now just as you are. 5. If you don’t think you look good in pictures, maybe it’s because you have the kind of beauty that moves :) - a reddit comment I saw years ago I’ve struggled with body image issues for a few years now, and these are things I have to keep telling myself. I believe them some days less than other days, and my relationship with food and my body still isn’t the best. But that’s okay. Self-love is a journey. I hope these little reminders can help anyone out there struggling with their body too ❤️