Finally they leave
she call me best friend but never want to see me good than her. Call me best friend but always envy me. Call me best friend but always say the words that make me think down on myself Finally I can cut her off of my life
Sometimes, happiness is only a cloak to hide one sorrow.
she call me best friend but never want to see me good than her. Call me best friend but always envy me. Call me best friend but always say the words that make me think down on myself Finally I can cut her off of my life
I went over to a camping trip sometimes ago and I felt in love with this one girl. We still meet each other sometimes. She was spectacular, the most amazing person I've ever known. She was compassionate, kind and understood me more than anybody ever did. She has shaken the my wall I've built up to never love anyone too much so I can never hurt. I want our relationship to develop further but I'm not sure about myself. I'm just a broken person, depressed, wasted. I don't want to fix this issue by having another person to fix me because that's not the right way to do. Any advices?
If someone acts like they don't wanna talk to you and stop reaching out to you, it just simply means they want nothing to do with you anymore, right? It's just that clear and obvious, I don't even know what else I need in order to acknowledge it. At this point, I don't even wanna try to catch up or stay in touch because it's way too late. I just find it weird how we suddenly become strangers even though we didn't argue or anything. It's just that I have never been in this situation before. I used to think it would be better to end all contacts with you because I got my feelings mixed up. "Why do I feel upset and jealous if I don't even like you that way? Maybe friends get jealous too if they feel like they're being replaced?" Those kind of stuffs. Now that we don't contact each other, I no longer know what's going on between you and that person so I don't have to feel that type of upset anymore. But, I start to feel upset at how you're so fine with our situation while I'm not. I'm confused and I don't even know how I want the situation to unfold.
F u for making me feel like this. I told u Iām not experienced in this kind of things but still u did that mind game, and when I start to treat u how u treat me u got all mad and offended. And it really sucks when everyone tell me I should hate u but I just canāt. F that really
Brings back the day that he asked me for an artistās recommendation and i told him about keshi. He says that he also listens to keshi and his fav track is besides you. I secretly felt happy because it was my favorite song.
knong jit nirk dol srey sart at mike burger 2 weeks ago? maybe longer srey sart pink shirt a little green hair pls notice interact with this i will check every 2 hour :DD
I would say that Iām a well reserved kid and always think it through before I take action. Iāve always thought that Iām strong enough to deal with all the problem. Iāve always thought that I am not jealous of anything or anyone around me. But, I realize I do care. Iām jealous that other family is having fun with their children. Iām jealous that their parents are always be there and give them the support. Iām jealous that others donāt have to deal with mental pressure. Iām jealous that things have never been well no matter how hard I try to fix. When will this end? Iām tiredā¦..
I tired of everything now. I always try my best to be perfect and accepted by everyone. But now I just tired and don't want to do anything.