Online Crush

I crush on someone who I met in online app. At first he add friend to me. In

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2025-08-14

Never be the same

Thought I’ve moved on. Thought u have nomo potential over me.Thought I’ve alr got u out of this place of mine which is called “heart”. But lookin back at it, I still found myself search for you everywhere I go, skimming through all the photo of u I saved,

2025-08-14

He and She: For no reason

It's been almost a year since we last fought. A few months ago, you said we should be friends. I complied. Then next, you said we should not talk anymore since you are selfish and you have been hurting me along so you don't want to continue by any means. I also complied. In both times, I said nothing for I did respect your decision. But hear me this, my dear, he knows you twos never talk properly and you never give him proper answers the way he wants and he never forces you to do it. But perhaps, you twos could have a talk once? Maybe he could tell you all the stories from his side? I know this is a just stupid thing to ask for but at least he asked (I know asking someone anonymously from a confession text is of course more stupid). The crush of one of his friends has just got a girlfriend today. He asked her how she feels about that but she said okay. He wonders when it will be his turn, to know that you got into a relationship with somebody else. He saw that you have fallen in love again. So there is a piece of advice for you. Pursue that love if you have thought thoroughly that it will bring the happiness you have always wished for. Don't feel pressured if your ex still thinks of you because that one is an idiot and a dumb one to still think of his ex despite everything his ex has said to him. Let him be and pursue your new love. Perhaps, when he knows you are in a new relationship, he will realize how dumb he has been and may consider stopping thinking of you. He may still think of you, but I don't think he will be too selfish to be mad at you for getting into a new relationship. Actually, I am not sure what I am writing now, I just hope you don't know who I am. I just wish all the best to you and your career. Thanks for reading the story of He and She: for no reason. Ohh, by the way, Merry Christmas to you.

2025-08-14

Want to get away

It’s 1am now. But my parents still fighting

2025-08-14

Influence

Do you think, being with someone who is depressed, will turn you into someone like them too? You’re being tortured emotionally by them to the point you just want to suicide with them, but still, you have to be that someone comforting them and tolerating with everything. You changed from someone who is so optimistic to pessimistic, and damn the world is never pink again.

2025-08-14

Die for you

Have any of you ever laiten to this song? By the weekend! Just the title we can understand much about the song already right? It about the love we have for our partner, afraid to lose him/her, might think that we are not good enough + want the best for him/her but can’t just walk away. We love them so much, can’t think of anyway or one day that we will change our mind and give up on them. Love to the point that we can die for them. (Listen to this song you’ll feel it) Imagine sharing this song with your significant other. Or this song is about your partner. Then one day you are not choosing them as a part of your life anymore, you change your mind you had someone new standing in his/her place and you still listen to this song. Do you get de javue? Does it remind you of that old soul who been with you through thick and thin and would die for you too. Or in your mind, you find it normal to switch to die for someone new? That someone just fit in this song perfectly? the previous one does not matter anymore? You will just go back on your word as if she/he doesn’t exist in this world anymore?

2025-08-14

Those days

One day, we were mentally and physically inseparable, and today, you are trying to avoid me. All the good days we spent together, I hope you still remember those days like I do. The days we shared our personal feelings and daily lives’ activities. I hope those days wouldn’t be forgotten in just a short period of time. If I were to be granted one wish, I wish those days happened once again. Even though what comes after hurt both of us and could potentially hurt people we are with, those days were the best days I could ever ask for.

2025-08-14

Love is temporary, but my loyalty is eternal.

We've been dating for over a year. We promised each other at the time that if we broke up, we would be single for 5yrs. Unfortunately, we broke up. She had a new boyfriend a month after we broke up, and she did whatever she could to show me that she had gotten a better man than I am now. But she had no idea, however, that she had already broken a promise. I've been single for about 5 yrs, and the end of 2022 will officially be 5 years. Being single doesnt mean I cant get myself for a girlfriend. Because the promises we made to each other were genuine to me. After all, don't make promises if you can't keep them. :'3

2025-08-14

What's wrong with me?

I don't really know what happens. I just feel sorry for everyone and sorry for myself. Every day seems heavy. feel like crying and tiring without doing anything. Feeling lost, no goal. I remember my friends told me to create one if you don't have any dreams. But how if I don't even know what do I love? I'm such an idiot. There's a lot of things running inside my head and I just want anybody to listen without judging me but everyone looks so busy. I'm just a troublemaker. Still, what's happened? what do I actually feel? I hate being like this. I'm lost.