2025-08-14
A man I appreciate for the past five years, ...
... but could never have.
We met around the end of 2016. Our first interaction is still somewhat feels recent to me. I bet you don’t know, but you always have a special place in my heart ever since the first day we met. Knowing you is a true blessing for me.
We met in high school and then continued to go on same university. At first, I didn’t really like you that much. But, strangely enough, you’re always there whenever I face problems. You helped me, you supportEd me. You were just being you, the kind and supportive you.
It was me that took it the other way around. You know, I grown up with no many affection or love. So, when anyone do me good, I get attached easily.
However, all of this liking you alone thing is hard for me. It’s been five years already. I think I’ve got enough now. I should move on. That’s why I changed shift to have space from you. Because, I don’t think I can move on if I just sit there and see you almost everyday like that.
It’s been months since we last met. Even though you’ve never contacted me; from time to time, I still think of you and try to talk to you.
I can’t say that I’m completely moved on from you. But, I can say I’m doing well in moving on. So here is a short message for you: be happy and healthy.
Goodbye, my five-years love:)
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