Imposter Syndrome

I feel that every single day and I hate it. I hate myself for having that feeling when I'm supposed to feel so grateful for whatever I have right now. People around me are all so successful and smart and everything and I look like a clown by existing everyday. I freaking hate it.

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2025-08-14

Can we be more than friend?

I have this friend and well, one day we're friend and another day he's being so sweet and all. He tells me about the other girls he met or girls that he's into. Being a good friend, I'm always there listening and giving him advices so that other girls will like him. When little did he knows that it hurts me like hell because I have feelings for him. We have almost nothing in common as far as I know but we are cool with each other. Or maybe we are only cool with being friends but why does he keeps taking care of me and making me flatter with butterflys in my stomach. I want to tell him how i feels but if things dont go well I also dont want to lose him as a friend. We chat abit before this and he's so supportive and nice and tell me to tell him if something is going on but I just cant bring myself to say anything. Staying up late and overthinking this things is killing me and I feel like I'm about to explode.
2025-08-14

បងល្ងង់ ឬអូនមានចិត្តក្បត់ ឬក្បត់ដោយប្រយោលទាំងមិនដឹងខ្លួន ?

៤-៥ឆ្នាំដែលយើងទាក់ទងគ្នាយ៉ាងល្អ និងឈានទៅរកថ្ងៃពិសេសទៅហើយ! .....អូនចាប់ផ្តើមសុំបងបែកមួយរយះ ក្រោយមានវត្តមានគេ! គេចូលមកជិតអូនត្រឹមមិនដល់៣ថ្ងៃផង គេហ៊ានប្រាប់ឲ្យអូនបែកបង(ក្នុងក្លឹប) អូនដឹងគោលបំណងគេទៅហើយ ម្តេចអូនបើកដៃឲ្យគេ ហើយអ្នកដែលឆាតទៅគេមុនក៏ជារូបអូន អូនបើកដៃឲ្យគេមកក្បែរខ្លួនអូន ទាំងអង្គុយជិត និងគ្រប់រូបភាព (សួរថាបងឈឺប៉ុណ្ណាមនុស្សដែលយើងស្រលាញ់បំផុត និងឲ្យតម្លៃបំផុតបែរជាធ្វើបែបនេះ) រួចហើយអូនឆាតប្រាប់BFFអូនថាគេ treatអូនបានល្អជាងបង...etc! ចុម🤷🏻 គេចូលមកគៀកអូនស្នឹទ្ធដាក់អូនដល់ថ្នាក់បងប្រច័ណ្ឌ ក៏ចាត់ទុកថាបងចិត្តមិនទូលាយកើតជារឿងទៅវិញ ក្រោយមកក៏ប្រាប់ថាបែកគ្នា១រយះ នឹងមិនមានទាក់ទងជាមួយអ្នកណាក្នុងអំលុងពេលនឹង ទាំងដែលអូនឆាតជាមួយគេព្រឹកទល់យប់ចូលគេងទៅទៀត (ទុកបងចោលក្រោមមូលហេតុក្នុងពេលសិក្សា ទាំងដែលអូនដើរដាច់យប់ញាំស្រាសប្បាយសឹងរៀងរាល់រាត្រី 🙂) បងមិនដែលនឹងធ្វើបែបនឹងដាក់អូនម្តងណាឡើយ. (រឿងខ្លះមិនមែនបងមិនដឹង តែបងធ្វើភ្លឺចាំមើលគម្រោងអូន) ម្លោះទៀតសោធ ថ្ងៃចុងក្រោយបំផុត ដែលអូនអនុញាត្តិឲ្យអ្នកដ៏ទៃមកដៀលបងកប់ៗមាត់ទៅវិញថាបងមនុស្សមិន...@#£€ etc ទៅវិញ (ចំនុចរសើបនេះបងលាក់ទុករហូតមិនប្រាប់នរណាសូម្បីក្រុមគ្រួសារបង ព្រោះបងខ្លាចពួកគាត់ស្អប់រូបអូន ទាំងដែលពួកគាត់ស្គាល់អូនជាក្មេងស្រីល្អម្នាក់) បងសែនសោកស្តាយដែលអូនបណ្តោយឲ្យគេប្រមាថបង ដែលបងតែងតែផ្តល់តម្លៃ កត្តិយសដល់អូន និងក្រុមគ្រួសារអូន. ពេលនោះអូនខល់បងទាំងស្រវឹងនិយាយលែងដឹងអីទៅហើយ អូនមិនមែនមនុស្សស្រីទន់ភ្លន់ដែលបងធ្លាប់ស្គាល់នោះទេ... បងស្រឡាំងកាំងពេលនឹកឃើញដល់ទង្វើទាំងឡាយដែលអូនបានធ្វើមកលើបង....... បងអង្វរអូនគ្រប់បែបយ៉ាងព្រោះបងនៅស្រលាញ់ ថ្ងៃចុងក្រោយបងក៏គោរពតាមការសម្រេចចិត្តរបស់អូនដែលអូនចង់បែក (បេះដូងបងស្ទើអស់ឈាមរត់ទៅហើយនាថ្ងៃនុង) ហាហាហ បងខ្សោយណាស់មែនទេដែលអន់ចំពោះមនុស្សស្រីដែលបងស្រលាញ់ 😅😂 បងល្អឬមិនល្អចំពោះអូន ទុកឲ្យពេលវេលាជាអ្នកចាត់ចែងទៅចុះ 🤍 ជូនពរអូនសំណាងល្អ នឹងជាមួយអ្នកថ្មី ឬដៃគូណាថ្មីឲ្យមានសុភមង្គល. នឹកគិតសព្វៗទៅ ខ្ញុំល្ងង់ណាស់មែនទេដែលដឹងរឿងគ្រប់យ៉ាងហើយ ក៏ចាំមើលគេធ្វើយ៉ាងរំភើយ😂😂😂 របៀបថាក្បត់ដោយប្រយោល រួចក៏ប្រាប់បងថាមិនក្បត់អ្វីនោះទេ 😂 វាជាមេរៀនដ៏ល្អសម្រាប់បងដែលស្គាល់អូនកន្លងមក ថាមនុស្សចេះប្រែប្រួលស្ទើរមិនជឿរដោយបរិស្ថានរាប់អានជុំវិញខ្លួន. 🤌🏼💁🏻
2025-08-14

To the one guy I used to confessed my feelings

Since I broke up with my ex bf in March 2021, I never had any bf until now. Not because I didn’t fall in love with anyone else. It’s because I used to asked s1 abt feeling during I broke up. And the answer is “ death both side”xD. And yeah at the time he’s the only person that I chatted with, told him how’s my feelings, sometime cried while sending my voice to him. Then we haven’t chatted for awhile. Currently, And he just text me and get on with each again.
2025-08-14

To the Ex, who say សុខចិត្តលះបង់

After all you have done to me, and you say សុខចិត្តលះបង់ខ្ញុំអោយជួបមនុស្សល្អ? Remember the way you still keep in touch with your ex (up until now) that hurts me so bad? No matter how many times I tell you to have limit (by understanding the reasons, I agree to accept the relationship), you keep ignore my frustration, and say I don’t have trust on you. Until the day I ask to break-up, you only asked that whether I think clearly about the decision? You didn’t try to keep me, and I was not your choice. You trying to get back with me a FEW TIMES without any changes. I gave you chances to make it up and wanted to know what have you done to get back the relationship, but you have done nothing. The last one was, you came back and decided to agree with my conditions, after 2 days you said you couldn’t do it and ended it. After one and half month, you came back again. Am I just a thing to you? Where is my value? How do you so confident that I still give you a chance? Why are you so selfish? And after I raised up the question that why should I give up other good people for the one who has broke me a lot of time and never give value to me? You said បើគេល្អយកគេចុះ សុខចិត្តលះបង់ខ្ញុំអោយមនុស្សល្អ lets me tell you, that’s not call លះបង់. For sure, I haven’t move on completely, but I also need to keep my value, and self-esteem. I gave too much value to you, now it is time that I value myself. Lets the Karma do the work. #ks
2025-08-14

To PetPet

How are you doing ? I hope you are doing fine, but I know for sure you’re not. Stop texting you doesn’t mean I stop Loving you. It’s just because I still care for you. I still cant get used to living without you since you’ve left. However, I am dying inside to see you are suffering from your own thoughts and my annoying texts asking for you to be back. I dont want to see you in pain. You are too valuable to me. I Love you and I still do. I will always be the one who is rooting for your well-being and success. I MISS YOU EVERYDAY and will always be here waiting for you, my dearest PetPet. I’m still waiting for the miracle to happen. PLEASE TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF ........

2025-08-14

If I want you to "reply my chat" as your first priority, is that hard for you?

When it comes to reply your chat, it always stay as my first priority. Whenever I see my phone, what I think is that I always want to reply your chat. But when it comes to you, everything is opposite. When you hold your phone, the first thing that you think is not about replying my chat. Is that hard just to type a word and send it to me? Is that hard just to put me in the first priority?
2025-08-14

I’m longing for YOUU.

How are you doing ?? You have been so silent. Don’t you even miss me ?? What do you say ?? But fuck you, you leave me worried and not even fucking let me hear out a word.

2025-08-14

Will You?

If it were you, will you go to help ur ex if she/he ask you for a help even she/he alr had someone else ?