What should I do?....

I'm here to ask for some advise and also confess about what's going on in my mind. My current state is " I don't want to feel that kind of pain, but I want to feel that kind of love again". I'm a person who loves hard and won't be able to move on easily. We've been talking more than a year and there's no label in our relationship. It's just more than friend, yet less than lovers. I've been keep doing this and loving her so much throughout the year. But I guess my love is just not enough for her. She will never treat me good no matter what. She did something depend on her mood and that's hurting me. Come back whenever she wanted and leave as I was nothing. Sometimes I felt loved and another time felt nothing to her. But like I said I still want her so bad but don't want to feel the pain too. I don't know what to do. I miss her so bad. My heart still so soft and pure to her. I still think about her everyday. Please give me some ideas guys. Thank you so much for your time.

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