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Wondering am I the only one who push people away, ghost everyone and get mad at everything when I’m stressed out or is this a normal thing but some people just could control it more easily than others?
កន្លងទៅ4ឆ្នាំហើយ ជាអត្ថបទដែលខ្ញុំសរសេរទុកសម្រាប់បង: ប្រហែលនេះជាstatusចុងក្រោយដែលខ្ញុំសរសេរសម្រាប់បង ខ្ញុំចង់និយាយពាក្យខ្លះទៅកាន់មនុស្សម្នាក់ដែលខ្ញុំស្រឡាញ់ហើយក៏ស្រលាញ់ជាទីបំផុតនៅក្នុងជីវិតស្នេហារបស់ខ្ញុំ ថែខ្លួនផងណា៎ ញ៉ាំអីអោយទៀងទាត់ណាប្រយ័ត្នឈឺ មើលទៅដូចជារាងរងារដែរព្រោះយប់នេះព្រោះភ្លៀង ហើយមើល៍ទៅដូចជាមិនអីទេបងរាល់ងៃដូចរាងសប្បាយចិត្តដែរ(ខ្ញុំក៏រីករាយដែរពេលបងបែបនេះ) ពេលមានស្នេហា កុំភ្លេចមើលថែគេ ផ្ដល់ក្តីស្រលាញ់ ភាពកក់ក្តៅ សុភមង្គល ពាក្យសម្តីល្អៗទៅកាន់គេព្រោះនេះជាអ្វីដែលមនុស្សគ្រប់រូបចង់បាន។ ហើយជាចុងក្រោយនៃ Statusមួយនេះខ្ញុំចង់ប្រាប់បងថា ខ្ញុំស្រឡាញ់បង ខ្ញុំនឹកបង ខ្ញុំសរសេរStatus1 នេះទាំងទឹកភ្នែកនិងក្តីស្រលាញ់ដែលមានចំពោះបង ខ្ញុំមិនដឹងថានឹងត្រូវបន្តបែបណាឫជាមួយនរណាម្នាក់ក្នុងជីវិតស្នេហា1នេះទៀតទេ ខ្ញុំចងចាំសម្លេង ការព្រួយបារម្ភ ការTake care ពីបង ក្តីស្រលាញ់មួយនេះវាធំធេងណាស់សម្រាប់ខ្ញុំ បងមានដឹងទេ? បេះដូងនិងចិត្តរបស់ខ្ញុំ គឺប្រគល់ឱ្យបងអស់ហើយ ទោះបីយើងស្គាល់គ្នាត្រឹមរយៈពេលខ្លីក៏ដោយ ខ្ញុំដឹងថាខ្ញុំមិនល្អគ្រប់គ្រាន់សម្រាប់បងទេ ទេីបបងចាកចេញ ដោយមុនបាននិយាយអ្វីសោះ សុខៗបងក៏ចាកចេញដោយសារខ្ញុំមិនស្អាតដូចគេ edit(ពេលនេះអ្វីៗផ្លាស់ប្ដូរហើយ នៅឡើយតែចិត្តរបស់ខ្ញុំ)♥️។ #ISTSTYMFPTILTM #Stone
Wondering am I the only one who push people away, ghost everyone and get mad at everything when I’m stressed out or is this a normal thing but some people just could control it more easily than others?
Where should I start... So you guys might not know who am I and I love to keep it that way. But some might notice by the way I write this confession. So just like the title said "don't worry". Recently, both my mental and physical health is not doing good. I sometimes experience chest pain whenever I wake up from my sleep, I can't eat much even though I try, I've been having insomnia for 3 years already. There are some people who actually worry about me and tell me to visit a doctor and even want to help me with all the stuff that have happened; I really appreciate your kindness guy, really. I have visited the doctor, but I don't want to describe what he told me here. I have never asked anyone for anything; however, here I am for the first time, asking my friends, family to smile at my funeral when I'm gone. I know it's impossible for you, but let just say that it's my last wish and please help me fulfill it. I've been fighting so hard, but I'm sorry I can feel that I'm not strong enough, not anymore. I'm not gonna do anything stupid but I know that my time is coming, sooner or later. So please don't worry about me.
I've had several relationships. They are of different life lessons. But good or bad? Honestly, I don't know. Few years now, I've had my eyes on someone. Talked once, wasn't really a conversation. Friends told me to go for it, but in my mind I just feel like there's no chance. Somehow this one-side, distanced love doesn't make me sad or depressing. Nor happy. I feel like knowing that she exists is good enough for me to live my life. I don't know if years ahead I still feel the same. Maybe this is selfish, maybe this is me settling down, maybe not, I don't know.
You said my name would be your first tatt, either on the right or left or on your chest. Now I wonder what it look like. Is it replaced by your new person’s name or is it just another broken promise?
What if they say they love you too but they don’t want commitment for now?
I don’t even know that I have feelings for u. You seems like a funny person and my type IG bcuz u just caught my attention. Even if we never met but I wish one day we’ll talk to each other instead of reacting haha on each other posts. ><
Number 11 becomes my fav cos it’s the time I keep checking if you’re still awake like I am, if you are thinking of me like I am; it shows that I still care for you even before or after that 11 number, or maybe it’s just an excuse that I make to lie to myself that only when the short and long hand of the clock point to 11 is the time I think about you, when actually I’m thinking about you every hour which I can barely say the word hour cos every second seems so long let alone an hour, when actually I’m waiting for the time to arrive at 11 again so that I can lie to myself again that I only think of you at this 11:11. #lovefailed
Let's me explain it into an easy example: How heavy a glass of water? 12oz? 15oz? 300g? The absolute weigh of the glass doesn't matter... it depend on how long you hold on to it. If you hold for a minute, nothing happens. If you hold for an hour, your arm will begin to ache. If you hold it ALL DAY LONG, your arm will feel NUMB and PARALYZED. Well, the weigh of the glass hasn't changed, but the longer you hold on to it, the HEAVIER it becomes. The STRESSES and the WORRIES of my life are like this glass of water... First, I thinking about them for a little while there's no problem. If I keep think about it for a little bit longer... it BEGINS to hurt! Then I think about them ALL DAY LONG and I've feel PARALYZED incapable of doing anything! It's because I believed in it, that why I came this far. I'm trying, I'm trying, until I have tried~ SO, I decided to PUT THE GLASS DOWN. \U0001F951