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So how are you? Do you feel better now? Do you miss me like I miss you or do you hate me?
I am wondering why I am still single since everyone admires me that I am kind, sense of humor, and clever lol (promoting myself). girls I don't want sisters lol please consider me as a man +.= hi admin! if no one takes me, could you be my girlfriend? lol
So how are you? Do you feel better now? Do you miss me like I miss you or do you hate me?
Too tired to keep pushing every girl i met away, just because i still hope we can re-write our own ending. I guess i kept my promised, unless she find a guy i would be allow to open up to a new beginning. finally the curse is over. (in the mean time- Go and watch " I Don't Love you By Gray" ) #π₯πΌ | (adios)
Just because I'm okay now doesn't mean that the feeling I lost will come back.
In the future, If we ever cross paths again, please fall in love with me once more.
I believe the first love is always the best feeling you have ever felt in your youth memories either it ends well or bad. Believe it or not, my first love experience has still hunted me until today. As of today, I still stuck seeing his rounded face facing with sunlight in my eyes and his soft voice in my both ears. Ever since I met him in high school, my life has changed completely. People said love is blind and I absolutely agree with that. Everyone was invisible to me whenever he showed up. I would lose my word whenever we started the conversation. My heart beated crazily when he came close to my body. My face would turn red in seconds when he called me by my name or oun eng. However, I was not the only one who wanted this man to be in my life, he was an apple in every girlsβ eyes back to that year. His friendliness, caring, kindness, helpfulness, and bright smile make him had everyone attention. Thankfully, due to the class arrangement I got a chance to share a table with him for two wonderful years. Within that years, I witnessed the girls who tried to win his heart yet, he turned them all down. I had no answer to why he turned everyone down but I was so happy that I still have chance. Ever since we started studying together, I push myself to study harder and harder because he was one of an outstanding student and I was hoping that if I did well in my academic I would be noticed by him someday (the stupid meπ). I would never talk to him first until he started the conversation (I was shy π) and our topic would be only about the academic. Thank to him even he noticed I felt uncomfortable with him around, he still tried his very best to make me felt better and help me out with our team work. He would tag me along to the part-time school and even brought me snack. There was a time that it was raining like dog and cat and he decided to owed me his jacket so I would still felt warm on my way back home. Yet, he was this good to everyone not only me that time and the only reason I was able to be treated spacial because I was his deskmate. Everything went too well that make me hopelessly falling deeper and deeper day to day. But because it went to well, I did not dare to confess because if I was turning down that time I would completely lose him and would have no another chance share some priceless like that moment. So I did my best in my study to be bold to him and would try to hide my feelings from him and even avoided seeing him sometimes. This was killing me yet also saving me from losing this man as well. Months went by and here come bacll time ( it was tough in 2017), we both were trying so hard and promise to do our best. With my effort, school and family support, also his mentally and academically support, I did it. I at least got a B while he had himself an A. I was so happy for him and it was the first time we share a hug and he put his hand on my head and should said βYou α―α ααΌααααΆααβ. That was a moment that I am proud of myself the most. Even I couldnβt accompany him to the award ceremony but I felt enough. I was now told by my 4years crush that I did great and even shared a happy moment with him. After bacll, we still chatted and discussed what should we do next and it was when I realized I cannot just run after him all the time I should also find my own goal and purpose. So he went for a university abroad and I registered for a local university and itβs also when we started fading away. As of today, we are now graduated and doing our dream job. We met serveral times this recent years. I am so happy to share my high memories with him and to have him as my first love even it was only me who in love. Thank to him and his support for me to become who I am today. As of today I am still regretting not able to confess my love to him back then and if I could turn back time I hope I least heard a bold yes or no from him, honestly. Even if this love was silly but I did feel love and it all ends well, thank π€. And of course I hope you would come across this message someday. Thank you for your memories. And guess what I already found my Mr. Right and even if he was not my first he will be the only one who going to walk me on the aisle after my father. I am now getting married to someone I love and I am sure he love me harder. Thank you my first love and you will be one of my best memories even after my wedding day. Thank for everything π€
after seeing this post, i can sense immediately it's maybe from you! it doesn't mean that, after i got gf i ignored u or take this friendship for granted! you know, you should look from different perspectives, u should communicate or ask me directly because there're thing that u don't really know. i still care about you and checking up on u, but not everyone has energy to communicate all the time. we can't be that stable everyday, too! i still valued u and the friendship but please understand my side as well! i don't even reply my gf that fast too! even my few years of friendship, i didn't text withthem that much too! im so tired with my life lately, please understand that I need time for some break as well!
α’αααααΉαα‘αΎαααα’αΌα α’ααααααΌααα αααα? α αααα»αααααααΆα I went to have a drink with group of guys (workmates), so did he, with his buddies too. Our table was around few steps eachβ¦ His small eyes with thick glasses with his ααααα hair really catches my eyes. I can help to join his table and asked his name yet I didnβt have confidence to share my social contact. After few bottoms up, I came back to my table. He keep raised his glass and cheer with me from other side. Finally my table was over, my workmates left the shop-I wasnβt ready to say goodbye then I joined his table. He kept asking me ααΎαααΆα α αα½α ααΆααααααα’α½α α αΎαααΎααα·ααα»αα αααα»αααααΎααααΌααΌαα»ααα α αΆα αα½α αα·ααααΌααΌααΌαααΆαααα ααααα ααΆαααααΌα ααΆααααααΆαααααα»αααΆ ααΆααααΆααααααΆαα αΎαα ααΌαα’ααα»α ααΌααααααΆαααΆα
α’αΆααααααααααΌααααααα‘αΆααααΊααα’ ααα’αΆααααααααααααα‘αΆααααααΊα’αΆαααααααα½αααααααααααααααααααα αααααΆααααααααααΆα ααΆαααΆαααα ααΆαα α½αα αα αααααα ααααΆα’αΆααααααααα’ αα½αααααααααααΈα’αΆαααααααααααααΌααααααα‘αΆααα αααα»ααααααΆα αα·ααααα α·αααααΆαα½αααΆααααα‘αΆααααααααα»ααααααα²ααααΆαα ααΆααααα‘αΆαααα·αααααΆααα αΎαααααΆααααα α αααΆααααΆαα α ααα²ααα’ααΆαααααα»αααΆαααΆαα ααΆααααααΆααααα»α αα½αααΎααααα‘αΆααααααΆ ααΎαααααααΆαα αΌααα α αααα»αααΆαα’αΆααααααααΆαααα½αα―αααααΆα αααααααΆααααα‘αΆαααα·ααααααααααΈαα»αα²ααααα»αααααααΆαααααα’ααααΈα α·ααα αα·αα αΆαααΆα αααΆααααΆαα αα·αα ααα αΆααααααα αα·ααΆαα αααΎαα αΎα ααααααΆααααα ααααααΆααα’αααααΆααα’ααααααΆααΆ αααα»ααα½αααΈαα·α αα½αααΆαααΎαα α·αααααα½αα’αΆαααααααααα‘αΆαααα αα»αααααΆαα’ααααααααΆααΎαααααααααΉαααααα αΆα’αΈ αααααα’αΆαααααααααααΆα’αΆαααααααα·ααα ααΆααααααααΆααααα α To be loved is one thing. To be able to give that feeling to someone else is another. It's neither an embarrassment or a punishment. It's a feeling that should be cherished. I hope you all will be able to find someone who loves you and especially, find the feeling of loving someone truly. Love has no limits <3