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2025-08-14

If cutting me off helps your life in any way, I support ✌🏻

ម្នាក់ប្រុសនិងស្រលាញ់មិត្តខ្ញុំ តែមិត្តខ្ញុំមិនស្រលាញ់ ហើយក៏មកស្រលាញ់ខ្ញុំ ខ្ញុំក៏សួរមិត្តខ្ញុំបើខ្ញុំទាក់ទងគេ ខឹងអត់?? She said : ខឹងស្អីបើវាមិនបានស្រលាញ់ផងគ្រាន់តែអាណិត តាមទិញនេះទិញនោះអោយរហូត… សួរមិត្តខ្ញុំហើយ ខ្ញុំក៏សម្រាចចិត្តមើលចិត្តគ្នាជាមួយម្នាក់ប្រុសនិង គិតថាគេល្អម្លេស យកចិត្តទុកដាក់និងខ្ញុំ គេនិយាយរឿងគ្រួសារគេ គេទិញនេះទិញនោះអោយយើង គេថាគ្រាន់តែចង់ឃើញស្នាមញញឹមយើងតែប៉ុណ្ណោះ :3 យើងទាក់ទងគ្នាបាន1អាទិត្យ គេក៏ថាគេចង់ធ្វើជាមិត្តនិងខ្ញុំវិញព្រោះគេមិនចង់ឃើញខ្ញុំពិបាកចិត្តដោយសារគេ ( me : អាញថាមែនៗ style 99 មកទៀតហើយ) ខ្ញុំក៏ថា មិនមែនមកពីនៅស្រលាញ់មិត្តខ្ញុំណាហី?? He said : អត់ទេ គេពិបាកប្រាប់ណាស់គ្រាន់តែដឹងថាគេធ្វើចឹងដើម្បីចង់អោយខ្ញុំល្អ កុំអោយពិបាកចិត្តដោយសារគេ and he said : យើងទឹមតែទាក់ទងគ្នាទេចឹង ខ្ញុំនិងបំភ្លេចបានលឿន មិនអីទេ ( me : ច្បាស់ណាស់ ) បន្ទាប់មក ខ្ញុំក៏ព្រមតាមគេ មិនបានប៉ុន្មានផង ខ្ញុំក៏លឺថាគេទាក់ទងជាមួយមិត្តខ្ញុំវិញ ដែរជាមិត្តដែរប្រាប់ខ្ញុំថាវាមិនបានស្រលាញ់ម្នាក់ប្រុសនិងទេ ( me : ឆ្អែតណាស់តែយើងជាមិត្តនិងគ្នា ខ្ញុំមិនបានប្រកាន់ ហើយក៏ជូនពរគេទៀត😅 ខ្ញុំមិនចងើអោយមិត្តភាពខ្ញុំចប់ត្រឹមមនុស្សប្រុសម្នាក់ទេ ) ខ្ញុំទទួលស្គាល់ថាខ្ញុំ យំមែនព្រោះខ្ញុំ ស្ដាយចិត្តដែរជឿទុកចិត្តមនុស្សដូចយើង គិតថាគេល្អ បារម្មណ៍គ្រប់យ៉ាង មិនបានគិតថាអ្នកយកខ្ញុំជំនួសមិត្តខ្ញុំ ហើយលេងសើចនិងអារម្មណ៍ខ្ញុំមួយពេលបែបនេះ កុំធ្វើដាក់មិត្តខ្ញុំដូចដែរអ្នក ដែរអ្នកធ្វើដាក់ខ្ញុំ ពេលនេះអ្នកបានដូចបំណងហើយ អ្នកផ្ដាច់ទាំងស្នេហា និង មិត្តភាពពួកខ្ញុំ🙂 I forgive ya but we don’t needa keep in touch…respectfully.

2025-08-14

I'm lonely

I'm not a model, but I'm educated. I'm witty. I like to travel. I'm interesting. I do great things on my own, but I'm still lonely. My friends think I don't try, but I do. I ask guys out but they don't follow up. I had a good dating life...in that I dated amazing guys, but lately I haven't had relationship in almost two year. I miss it, a lot. Now and again, I have those dark thoughts of 'what's wrong with me?'. Well, there's nothing wrong with me. I'm great. But I am also alone. I feel like people in my life look to me as a source of strength, because in most facets of my life I am very independent. I feel like a fraud. I feel like I need to admit to myself that I am very lonely.

2025-08-14

Gone as stranger

I don’t know how to describe my feeling right now as it’s very complicated and mixed up so bad. We both are not lover yet our action/chat conversation made me feel like we ain’t just friend sometimes. It’s been so long that we don’t chat and It’s myself that start this cool war with you bcuz sometimes I feel that you are lost interest with me and don’t want to waste your time with me anymore. I don’t know if I should still follow you or leave you because you never want to text me back as before. I don’t ask for serious relationship bcuz I know that we both cannot make it happen for some reasons. But at least we don’t end up like this. It’s hurt me so bad when I don’t receive your texts anymore.

2025-08-14

Daddy issue

When I was a kid I wanted to marry my dad when I grow up. In my eyes, he was the ideal husband. Growing up to an adult now I am, it's been 1 year since I last talked with my dad. All of the experience I witnessed from hurting my mom to verbally abused my mental health, I grew apart and swear to myself I will never meet anyone like my dad. It's probably affect to my relationship life because I somehow ended up taking a bare minimum to feel loved. I somehow fool myself that it was love while instead it wasnt even close to love. I have a daddy issue and I afraid that I no longer looking in love in a man or knowing what I deserve more in love.

2025-08-14

Old me VS New me

It hurts right? Turning from the happy, joyful and socialize person to the one who try to hide and isolate himself from everyone. I kept having mental breakdown when I’m alone in the dark room. Hope it gets better soon.

2025-08-14

Why?

Growing up, not bragging, Ppl tell me I look decent (not ugly, not so pretty either). Those who look decent tends to have people interested in them, right? Not me though. I don’t know why and please tell me if you do. Why isn’t anyone ever interested in me? Do I look so bad? Is my personality that hard? I’ve seen others having people crushing on them and having boyfriend and all those stuff. And I look at myself and my chat box is so freaking quiet, no fling, no flirt, nothing. Trust me, I’m not that desperate, it’s just pure curiosity. Why the hell isn’t anyone interested in me? Why? I see in drama ppl be like having crush and all those fling stuff and my life is so freaking boring 😂😂😂😂. My standard isn’t that high either, just average, like others. I’m also not looking for relationship, just some flirting, just knowing the fact that someone is actually liking me, having a crush on me would be enough. What could be the problem? My problem? 🥲🥲

2025-08-14

I love you

I don't think you lied when you said " I love you " You meant it, but the love is not strong enough. Not strong enough to care about me; not strong enough to ever afraid of losing me; not strong enough to change for me; not strong enough to ask me to stay. And you let me go. I should have asked you when you said you love me. How much is the love...? 'cause now I'm suffering in the consequences of loving you too hard alone... I don't regret meeting you... But sometimes I wish I should have turned away the first time I met you... I wish I didn't choose to trust you. I wish I hadn't let myself fall for you. I wish.

2025-08-14

If you’re happy, I’m happy.

One of my male colleagues and I are so close, but the closest thing I mentioned was that I'm the one who's trying to get close to him. I think I like him a lot, but I'm not daring to tell him. I don't want to ruin the relationship between us. It was good enough for me to have him during my stressful times, happy times, busy times, and anytime I needed him. I'm so grateful. Even if in the future you're not mine, I believe you will be a good husband to your future wife like how you're treating me these days. I'm a bit jealous of whoever deserves you, but if you're happy, I'm happy too. Day by day, my day becomes more and more colorful and shines since I have you by my side. You're so good for my mental health. It was so boring when you were complaining about this and that, but it is so empty without those complaints. I want you, the person who is giving me these good feelings, to feel them as well; to feel loved by someone; to feel treated well; and to be my lover, so I don't have to worry about your future wife. Thank you for being there for me during my hard times. I really appreciated every moment I had with you.