Skinny Bullet.
It's hard to find someone with the same energy, And When I did I cant have it. I know I Aint best or maybe not the one u looking for but my love be real AF and I be trying.
កាលពី2ឆ្នាំមុនខ្ញុំបានបែកគ្នាជាមួយសង្សារចាស់ខ្ញុំគឺដោយសារតែមូលហេតុថាចង់ឈ្នះរៀងខ្លួនម្នាក់ៗសុទ្ធតែខ្លាំងរៀងខ្លួនហើយពួកយើងបានប្រើពាក្យសំដីខ្លាំងៗដាក់គ្នាទៅវិញទៅមករហូតដល់គាត់សុំខ្ញុំបែកបន្ទាប់ពីពួកយើងបែកគ្នាតាំងពីថ្ងៃនោះរហូតមកដល់ពេលនេះខ្ញុំនៅតែស្រលាញ់គាត់ដូចថ្ងៃដែលខ្ញុំបានស្គាល់គាត់ដំបូងហើយខ្ញុំមានអារម្មណ៍ថាស្ដាយក្រោយហើយបើសិនជាខ្ញុំចិត្តត្រជាក់នៅថ្ងៃនោះខ្ញុំនឹងមិនបាត់បង់គាត់ទេ
It's hard to find someone with the same energy, And When I did I cant have it. I know I Aint best or maybe not the one u looking for but my love be real AF and I be trying.
How to stop getting attached too easily? Because it feels foolish to know I'm the only one who still recalls the little moments when the other person has already forgotten about me and is enjoying someone else's company better, I'm the only who felt sad when we said goodbye that day, the only one who actually listened and remembers small details. I looked ridiculous for getting upset with the person's words and expecting them to understand how I felt, you know, that pathetic feeling of getting mad តែឯងៗ lol. What's even more foolish is that they have always set boundaries and made it clear that there's nothing between us. Yet, I still managed to catch all these weird feelings.
we still talk, but it feels like everything changed. every conversation we have now just feels empty. I should be thankful that we still talk, but deep inside it’s like torture to me
I know we both had a hard time. I am sorry for everything that I had done. Wish I could turn back time to the good old days. Wish everything could turn back to day we laugh together at stupid things. I know you might not be to move on now. It broke me into pieces knowing that you've been crying because of me. The more I think of how much you've been hurting, the more I hated myself. I will always love you. I hope one day, I'm not sure when but I hope it's soon, we will be back to where we were. Continue where we paused and start all over again with stronger deeper connection. And I see ....
“Are u gonna miss me, when im gone?” YES, DEFINITELY. U tried to come back for many times, but I rejected u b’cuz of the all the guilt. I regret everything but I don’t want to go back. I really wish things to go back as before, but I don’t want u back. This may Sound like I’m complicating my feelings, but one thing I know for sure is I still love u, I can’t move on but I don’t want to go back. Sometimes when I miss u, I want to reach out to u so bad but I don’t want u to see how miserable I am atm. U also knew that and always trying to reach out to me ask me if u need any help when I’m on my own and I really appreciate that. One question I wanted to ask u rn, do u sympathize me or are u still here waiting for me as u promised me after we broke up?
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Remember there always pieces of you inside me , always . You the sweetest purest person i ever met you . I'm glad i having you as mine . I just need some space that i can fix everything for us and eps for you . Ask myself a question how can i can take care of you? how to make you feel safe in here ? I still want you . lovely around here without you . I still see your charming smile around me thanks babe take care good care of yourself love you
Wanting to tell you how I feel but not knowing how to start kills me inside. Whenever I see you, I want to look at you in the eyes and do nothing else. Just want to stare at those beautiful eyes like I once did when we went out together. I want to tell you reasons why I no longer pick up your phone. Reply your message. Talk to you in person. And a lot more. I’d like to apologize for hurting you. For giving you a hard time to take a step back from me. But I couldn’t say anything because it’ll only complicate the situation and makes it even more difficult for us when we cross paths. But now that I see you laugh and have fun with others again, it’s all I want. I hope you don’t hate me for ignoring you without giving proper reasons. I don’t know how to tell you and I will never be able to tell you. Just keep one thing in mind, you will forever have a place in my heart even though we can never be together.