#Sam_ort?

2025-08-14

Suicidal thoughts

ខ្ញុំមានអាយុ២១ឆ្នាំភេទប្រុសជានិស្សិតរៀន២ជំនាញផ្សេងគ្នា។កំឡុងពេលcovid ខ្ញុំបានទៅរៀននៅស្រុកវិញតាមរយៈonline class អស់រយៈពេល៨ខែមកដល់ពេលនេះ រយៈពេលចុងក្រោយនេះខ្ញុំ ក៏ចាប់ផ្តើមមានបញ្ហាផ្លូវចិត្តចង់សម្លាប់ខ្លួន ដោយសារបញ្ហាគ្រួសារមួយចំនួនធំ។ ខ្ញុំជាកូនពៅ ក្នុងគ្រួសារដែលបងៗគាត់មានការងាររៀងៗខ្លួន ប៉ុន្តែខ្ញុំជានិស្សិតដែលកំពុងសិក្សាត្រូវការប្រាក់ពីការផ្គត់ផ្គង់ពីគ្រួសារ ដែលជាបន្ទុកដ៏ធំមួយ ឲប៉ាម៉ាក់គាត់ខំធ្វើការធ្ងន់ ឡើងយប់ ធ្វើទាំងយប់ទាំងថ្ងៃ សម្រាក់មិនគ្រប់គ្រាន់ មកដល់ពេលពួកគាត់ប្រកបមុខរបរនេះ២១ឆ្នាំ ហើយ។ពួកគាត់ប្រាប់ខ្ញុំថា គាត់ចាស់ហើយ គាត់ហត់ គាត់ឈឺ មានជំងឺប្រចាំកាយទាំងពីរនាក់ គាត់ទ្រាំណាស់ដើម្បីខ្ញុំ។ ១សប្តាហ៏មុនម៉ាក់គាត់ឈឺ គាត់ទៅពេទ្យ គាត់ថា អាញ់ធ្វើទាំងឈឺដើម្បីហែង រៀនសូត្របើ ហែង ប្រលងគ្រូជាប់ ឬការងាររាជការណាជាប់ អាញ់ឈប់ធ្វើហើយ។គោលបំណងក្នុងចិត្តខ្ញុំចង់ធ្វើការងារដែលខ្ញុំកំពុងសិក្សា តួយ៉ាងខ្ញុំឆ្នាំនេះរៀនឆ្នាំទី៤ហើយ ប៉ុន្តែខ្ញុំមិនទាន់មានការងារធ្វើទេ ដោយសារខ្ញុំរៀន២ជំនាញពេញម៉ោង ដូច្នេះខ្ញុំក៏សម្រេចចិត្តមកផ្ទះរៀនonline ផង ជួយការងារផ្ទះនិងជួយលក់នំម៉ាក់ ខ្ញុំធ្វើការខ្ញុំអាណិតពួកគាត់ណាស់ធ្វើទាំងឈឺ ខ្ញុំពិបាកកាយខ្ញុំទ្រាំបាន ប៉ុន្តែពិបាកចិត្តដែល ឃើញពួកគាត់ខំដើម្បីយើង ខ្ញុំបានបន្ទោសខ្លួនឯង បើសិនអត់ខ្ញុំ ប្រហែលពួកគាត់មិនលំបាកទេ។ នៅពេលដែលខ្ញុំនៅផ្ទះខ្ញុំមានអារម្មណ៍ថា មិនមានសុវត្ថិភាពភ័យខ្លាច ស្ត្រេស ម៉ួម៉ៅ អារម្មណ៍ខ្ញុំបានផ្លាស់រហូតមិនទៀង។មកដល់ពេលនេះខ្ញុំចង់ឲសកលវិទ្យាល័យដែលខ្ញុំកំពុងរៀនបើកឡើងវិញ ដើម្បីខ្ញុំបានទៅភ្នំពេញរៀនវិញ ខ្ញុំអាចនឹង មិនមានបញ្ហាសតិអារម្មណ៍មួយនេះ។ ជារួមមក ខ្ញុំនៅតែមានអារម្មណ៍ម្តងម្កាលថាចង់សម្លាប់ខ្លួន ពាក្យនេះកើតឡើងនៅពេលខ្ញុំឃើញពួកគាត់លំបាកដោយសារខ្ញុំ។ នៅពេលដែលខ្ញុំចង់សម្លាប់ខ្លួន ខ្ញុំតែងតែគិតឃើញថា ខ្ញុំមិនទាន់បានសងគុណគាត់ មិនទាន់មានភាពជោគជ័យជូនគាត់ ពាក្យទាំងនេះធ្វើឲខ្ញុំរឹងមាំបាន១កម្រិតទៀត។ មួយរយៈមកនេះខ្ញុំមានបញ្ហាគ្រួសារស្ទើរតែរាល់ថ្ងៃ ដែលធ្វើអោយខ្ញុំប៉ះពាល់ផ្លូវចិត្ត ខ្ញុំរៀនមិនចូល ចិត្តចង់តែទៅធ្វើការយកប្រាក់ជូនគាត់ហើយ អោយគាត់សម្រាក់។ ពួកគាត់រអ៊ូររាល់ថ្ងៃ ថាហត់ ឈឺ ពាក្យនាវាប៉ះពាល់ខ្ញុំណាស់ ដែលអោយគាត់លំបាកដោយសារខ្ញុំ។ ខ្ញុំពិបាកទ្រាំណាស់មិនដឹងទ្រាំដល់៣-៤ខែទៀតដល់សាលាខ្ញុំរៀនចប់អត់ទេ ពេលខ្ញុំរៀនចប់ខ្ញុំនឹងបានធ្វើការ នឹងឈប់ចាយលុយពួកគាត់។ តែពេលនេះជីវិតខ្ញុំអស់សង្ឃឹមណាស់ បញ្ហាផ្លូវចិត្តវាខ្លាំង។ ជាចុងក្រោយសង្ឃឹមថា ខ្ញុំនឹងឈ្នះជំងឺផ្លូវចិត្តមួយនេះបាន ដើម្បីបន្លប់ការនឹកឃើញវាខ្ញុំតែងតែធ្វើការផ្ទះ និងជួយលក់នំពួកគាត់ដែលធ្វើខ្លួនឲរវល់ដើម្បីបំភ្លេចជំងឺមួយនេះ។ Thank u admin for approving

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2025-08-14

Hi

Hello bong I just saw your story. Well I also submit confessions too in this month. I’m not sure if you see it. I’m not sure about the title but it is something about friend that known for 4 years already. Thank you

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2025-08-14

Respect my boundaries.

A couple days ago I accidentally see my boyfriend’s liked video on TikTok and surprisingly that most of them are girls. He also followed them on instagram. I thought they’re his friends, classmates…but I as wrong. He saw them on TikTok and then started following them on instagram. To be clear, this isn’t about liking the pictures, it’s about the fact that I’ve asked him to stop. Clearly it crosses some boundary to me. He also told me that “ it’s not a big deal, I’m being insecure, every guys did that “. Does all the guys do the same ?? Following random girls on instagram after they have seen them on TikTok?? P.S we’ve been dating for a decent amount of time and I regretted that I checked his following on instagram just for a sake to break my heart…

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2025-08-14

I was lonely

Rejection is what I hear the most from day to day. Most of the time, I invite friends or more to hang out with me, yet they reject my favor. Thus, I create a new concept where I can live my life happy even if there is no one wants to be around me. It is called date yourself. Go on a trip, shopping, having a luxurious dinner, buying what I love, all by yourself. As I view from this perspective, I feel less lonely and enjoy my day much more.

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2025-08-14

Help me!!

Long story short, I have a crush on this girl for like 3 years now until January this year I decide to step up my game and ask her out to study at a café every weekend. Things were smooth until Covid lockdown became a thing. Even though we couldn’t meet, but I still talk to her regularly, buy gifts for her every special occasions... Now that we can actually meet each other, there is another problem that I need you guys’s opinion. We’re both grade 12 and as you know we’ll have a national exam soon. The thing is should I confess to her right after the exam? How do I confess to her? It’s pretty obvious that I don’t want to break our friendship so what should I do? (I’m a nerd and this is my first time doing these things plus she’s the best thing that ever happen to me). Please let me know about your opinions in the comment section 😊

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2025-08-14

Friendship

I don’t want to think negative in our friendships. But since this happened, i do feel i was ignored from all of you. I’m really disappointed honestly but I can’t tell. I don’t expect anything from you but sometimes I hurt myself. If you see this, don’t ask me if it’s mine cuz that’s mine.

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2025-08-14

ជាអ្វីនឹងគ្នា?

Jab pderm dombong doy ka exam ti 9 puk yrg skol knea ber kit tv 4 chnam hx .Hz kor 4 chnam hx dea puk yrg min dg tha trov jea avey ng knea oy prakot!kor doch jea 4 chnam hz dea zeii chkout mnak nis Cr yrg tea ot hean sarapheap sne brab tv u doysa tea pel dea nh rok sarapheap u mean mnus kbae lhot tver oy nh min hean ng yy pi arom klun eng brab tv u .hz nh ot dea jong u hx ng Ss u bek knea ey dea cuz nh min jong bombek bombak sneha ke trem tea nh sl u mnak eng kor nh mean k'dey sok dea .tea krob pel dea u mor yy muy nh or hav nh nv sala ey jg kor tver oy nh sby jit lerng nv min sok dea .jun por oy slanh knea lhot nah mnak nis trem khernh u sby jit kor mean kdey sok dea. Rkun dea tver laor j'muy nh nah ☺

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2025-08-14

Lany - 13

29 Jan 2022, I saw her... It's been months since we last talked. A lot of things happened but memories of us still sculpted in my mind. I know that was solely my fault for pushing you so faraway that you and I have no idea how we could go back to the old us. It's ridiculous to say but despite my cold acts, I desperately want you to be mine although it's seemingly impossible. Being the third-wheel isn't my thing and me being a cheater would definitely out of the question. (Hey audiences, I know this sounds confusing. Lemme explain this, we both have our own partner) I don't know how to put this into word - the reasons why I chose to leave. However, I guess that was not a very bad decision I made, at least not to you. We both can focus on our own relationship. I'm so glad that you still can go on without my presence and be happy with your significant other and friends. You know what? I've been trying so hard to get you out of my mine. Countless attempts have passed, this time I admit that I failed... especially today. I was riding back home, listening to random songs on YouTube and thinking of you like I always do, and imagining how I would react and what I should say when we get to meet again... "the smell of you is way too much, not gonna put my heart through that... where did we go wrong? I know we started out alright" I was stunned. You were in front of me. Like 2m apart. You had your fav jacket on, the one that I tried to steal because you said your confidence dropped without this jacket. I saw some foods hanging on the hook which I thought that was for your mom because that's what you always did when we went back home after our unofficial date -- buying some foods home for your mama. I slowed down. My heart skipped a beat. That was unexpected, the person I'm thinking of and haven't talked to for months suddenly appeared in front of me, at the moment when our fav song played. I was stumbling, trying to figure out what I should do. Yet, nothing was done... Stupid, wasn't I? "Lately I've been someone and it ain't myself I'm spending all my time on somebody else I'm feeling all these feelings I don't understand You're the one good thing I ain't questioning Like ohh, if I knew that it would kill me I would still be there a thousand times over" This song came up next while I was secretly following her on her way back home. She rode too fast, without her helmet on (this girl is making me worried again). I really wanted to do something but I was not ready for this unexpected reunion. Finally, we seperated, not knowing when we'll officially meet again... même si je sais que je le regretterai plus tard. __________________ Hey, please take a good care of yourself. Untill we meet again. That time, I will be the one who comes to you first like when we first met :) though it might take some times, probably 2-3 years since I'll be going somewhere farway, but I promise I'll be back to pickup where we left off. Last but not least, be happy, even without me... and... I hope you think about me the way I think about you. And yes, it was enchanting to meet you :)

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