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U know what? I've just cried silently without a specific reason, sounds redicilous, right? Yeah! But it's too painful. I dunno why I usually cry like that, wanna sit alone in a dark place, can't control own self. I feel I'm so useless, I feel empty, feel so complicated!!! What do I want? who am I? Why am I here?

Feeling bottled up?

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To the person that I love the most.!

កន្លងទៅ4​ឆ្នាំ​ហើយ​ ជា​អត្ថបទ​ដែល​ខ្ញុំ​សរសេរទុក​សម្រាប់​បង​: ប្រហែល​នេះ​ជា​statusចុង​ក្រោយ​ដែល​ខ្ញុំ​សរសេរ​សម្រាប់​បង​ ខ្ញុំ​ចង់​និយាយ​ពាក្យ​ខ្លះ​ទៅ​កាន់​មនុស្ស​ម្នាក់​ដែល​ខ្ញុំ​ស្រឡាញ់​ហើយ​ក៏​ស្រលាញ់​ជា​ទី​បំផុត​នៅ​ក្នុង​ជីវិត​ស្នេហា​របស់​ខ្ញុំ​ ថែ​ខ្លួន​ផង​ណា៎​ ញ៉ាំ​អី​អោយ​ទៀងទាត់​ណា​ប្រយ័ត្ន​ឈឺ​ មើល​ទៅ​ដូច​​ជា​រាង​រងារ​ដែរព្រោះ​យប់​នេះ​ព្រោះ​ភ្លៀង​ ​ហើយ​មើល៍​ទៅ​ដូច​ជាមិន​អី​ទេ​បង​រាល់ងៃ​ដូច​រាង​សប្បាយ​ចិត្ត​ដែរ​(ខ្ញុំ​ក៏​រីករាយ​ដែរ​ពេល​បង​បែប​នេះ​)​ ពេល​មាន​ស្នេហា​ កុំ​ភ្លេច​មើល​ថែ​គេ​ ផ្ដល់​ក្តី​ស្រលាញ់​ ភាព​កក់ក្តៅ​ សុភមង្គល​ ពាក្យ​សម្តី​ល្អ​ៗ​ទៅ​កាន់​គេ​ព្រោះ​នេះ​ជា​អ្វី​ដែល​មនុស្ស​គ្រប់​រូប​ចង់​បាន​។​ ហើយ​ជា​ចុងក្រោយ​នៃ​ Status​មួយ​នេះ​ខ្ញុំ​ចង់​ប្រាប់​បង​ថា​ ខ្ញុំ​ស្រឡាញ់​បង​ ខ្ញុំ​នឹក​បង​ ខ្ញុំ​សរសេរ​Status1 នេះ​ទាំង​ទឹក​ភ្នែក​និង​ក្តី​ស្រលាញ់​ដែល​មាន​ចំពោះ​បង​ ខ្ញុំ​មិន​ដឹង​ថា​នឹង​ត្រូវ​បន្ត​បែប​ណា​ឫ​ជា​មួយ​នរណា​ម្នាក់​ក្នុង​ជីវិត​ស្នេហា​1នេះ​ទៀត​ទេ​ ខ្ញុំ​ចងចាំ​សម្លេង​ ការ​ព្រួយបារម្ភ​ ការTake care ពីបង​ ក្តី​ស្រលាញ់​មួយ​នេះ​វា​ធំ​ធេង​ណាស់​សម្រាប់​ខ្ញុំ​ បង​មាន​ដឹង​ទេ? បេះដូង​និង​ចិត្ត​របស់​ខ្ញុំ​ គឺ​ប្រគល់​ឱ្យ​បង​អស់​ហើយ​ ទោះ​បី​យើង​ស្គាល់​គ្នា​ត្រឹម​រយៈ​ពេល​ខ្លី​ក៏​ដោយ​ ខ្ញុំ​ដឹង​ថា​ខ្ញុំ​មិន​ល្អ​គ្រប់​គ្រាន់​សម្រាប់​បង​ទេ​ ទេីប​បង​ចាក​ចេញ​ ដោយ​មុនបាន​និយាយ​អ្វីសោះ​ សុខៗបង​ក៏​ចាក​ចេញ​ដោយ​សារ​ខ្ញុំ​មិន​ស្អាត​ដូច​គេ​ edit(ពេល​នេះ​អ្វី​ៗ​ផ្លាស់ប្ដូរ​ហើយ​ នៅ​ឡើយ​តែ​ចិត្ត​របស់​ខ្ញុំ)​♥️។ #ISTSTYMFPTILTM #Stone
2025-08-14

Always You!

To you my priority, since the day you left, I’m certain that I’m not the same person as I used to be. I’m sure that my feeling right now isn’t okay and it hurts me the most. I wanted to let you know that, you’re the only one who made me know what love is, you’re the only one who made me feel warm and secure while I was with you, you’re the only one that my love for you is still the same since our first day until now, you’re the only one whom I have any plans for the future. All of the sacrifices, efforts, and times that I put in, I didn’t expect anything in return, other than your love and dedication. I did everything just to make you feel that you’re the only one that got all of those things from me, not everyone else. I did everything just to make you feel happy, warm, and comfortable. I’ve never stopped daydreaming about how I’m going to build my life, buy my first house, first car with you, and marry you one day. You know what? I see you every two weeks, and when I return home I feel as if I've lost something that no one or nothing can replace. I had the feeling that I was leaving something behind that would never come back. I miss you, I'm upset, I didn’t want to return home, and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. You’re the only one, when I’m having fun and all I could think of is what if you were right here with me? I’d go on trips and while living in the moment, I allowed my imaginations to get ahead of me and I was able to picture you beside me and I got that feeling of “how nice would it be for you to be here with me”. To me, you’re perfect. To me, you’re beautiful as always in my eyes. I’m grateful you came into my life, I’m grateful for everything you’ve done for me. My love for you hasn't changed, and no one can take your place in my heart, my mind, and my brain. And I’m so sorry for what I’ve done to you. Sorry that I can’t keep you by my side. I’m still hoping everyday that you will come back to me again. You’re special to me. I’m so proud to have you in my life. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Your photo is still in my wallet, and your picture is still on my lock screen wallpaper. I wrote these letters with a song that I used to sing for you, When you’re home - Tyler Shaw. It’s 3AM now and I’m still thinking about you. I hope you will come back to me! #NL