It’s been 5 months since you decided to abandon me when I don’t even know what the real reason was and I’m still stuck, can’t moved on although you already blocked me. :) “I hope you feel what I felt when you shattered my soul”
''I got my hopes up.'' He whispered. ''About what?'' She asked. ''About you actually loving me back." ''I tried to show you I loved you and you wouldn’t let me which is fine.'' ''But you know the worst feeling is when you find out you didn't mean as much to someone as you thought you did and you look so stupid for caring too much." "I'm sorry.'' She said.
Warmest congratulations on your graduation and best wishes for your next life chapter. I've thought of things I could do for your day, but then I realized it will only cause you more trouble. I don't want to bother you again. It's just sad that I wont be there with you on any days anymore. Take good care of yourself, eat your meals, and stop drinking too much coffee and alcohol. Stop doubting yourself over things, you should know how much I'm proud of you. I know you will be doing great without me, you always do, and I'm happy for you, I mean it.
I fuckin went berserker mode on my toilet and my shit went all over the place. EVEN MY MOUTH
I realized that i loved u too much and forgot to kove myself. And now i love myself more than before. Im trying to hard to change myself to be better so I won’t get hurt in the future like u did to me. Anyway i never hate u. Im still loving u. It’s to be honest. I can’t unlove u. And I appreciated everything that u done for me before. U as the second man after my dad to take care me everything abt food, drink, sleep and protect my everytime. Im so thankful cuz i never got a man like u before.
Anyone know how to get over it ? From a man who’s almost achieves his dream and now he’s nothing left to lose.
I met my true love at the age of 16. First love didn’t mean that we have to date. I met a lot of people before him but no one make me felt the love like he did. Let’s call him “A”. Me and A never get to date each other but I love him I truely love him. He’s the one who teach me love and I can’t forget about him. A seem to like me at first but then he lose interest in me and I hurt so bad after knowing it but that’s ok. He’s 2 year older than me. A never get out of my mind I miss him so bad. Still have his number saved, remember every detail about him even the way he talk and his voice. As long as he’s happy I can watch him from far away.
Sometimes, happiness is only a cloak to hide one sorrow.
I know we started from stranger and now we also ended up as a stranger again. But before we ended up, you said you love me so much, you said I am a precious thing you have ever had, and look at us now you’re happy with someone new and you broke me into pieces. I used my pure intention yet you used your feeling to play with my pure heart:/ I am just not good to talk it out, but this time I feel dead inside, You made me think all guys are bad just like you. First you did goo to me, after I fell for you, you started breaking me. And now I just hope you will be doing alright after I’m gone, and also hope I will forget you as fast as I could:/