I hope to see you again (admin edition)

I’ve missed you a lot. We were young back then. Soon after breaking up with you, I realize your appearance was so special in my life. I couldn’t let you know that I’ve missed you a lot, and I couldn’t admitted any mistake that I was wrong for whatever reason it was. I regret that I avoided and didn’t listen to one last conversation with you. Since then, I get to be aware of what I should have done better and what I shouldn’t do, so I’ve been careful with my approach, and for numerous people I’ve met,I still cannot forget the moment with you. I didn’t realize it soon enough. I thought as time passes I will move on. But, it has been 2 years now, and I often wish you were there every night. We were young back then. I was impatient. Stubborn. Ego. Incommunicable. I regret it, and even so, this would not be able to make up for my faults. I hope you are happy, achieve your wishes, and meet someone who deserve you. Someone who deserve your beautiful smile, and soft sweet voice. I hope to see you again and glad on how you achieve your dream.

Feeling bottled up?

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I'm starting to lose track of my feelings...

I'm not sure what's wrong with me at the moment. I used to expect my lover to be concerned about me, to adore me, to be childish and clingy in the same way that I am. And it didn't even happen on the day I expected it to, and my lover doesn't seem to mind what I said. Most of the time My lover alway keep me waiting , late text or call and even leave me alone for long. And am so upset with this attitude. My lover’s gone from being a don't care to wanting to spend time with me, talking with me, and appreciating me a lot now. And I'm not really that excited and happy anymore. I don't feel as if I'm excited anymore, which seems normal to me. Is this because I used to have high expectations on my lover, or because I'm gradually losing interest in my lover ?

I can't carry yours, I've got my own

តើខ្ញុំត្រូវធ្វើអោយអ្នកសប្បាយចិត្តមែនទេ ទាំងដែលវាមិនមែនជាកាតព្វកិច្ចរបស់ខ្ញុំ ?ហេតុអីខ្ញុំត្រូវជួយរំលែកទុក្ខអ្នកទាំងដែលខ្ញុំក៏មានទុក្ខដែរ? អ្នកបែរជាខឹងនៅពេលដែលខ្ញុំបដិសេធ ដោយលើកហេតុផលថាជាមិត្តនឹងគ្នា ហេតុអីមិនជួយរំលែកទុក្ខគ្នា? វាជាជម្រើសរបស់ខ្ញុំ ខ្ញុំជ្រើសរើសយកការបដិសេធ ព្រោះខ្ញុំក៏ចង់ការពារសុខភាពផ្លូវចិត្តខ្ញុំដែរ ខ្ញុំមិនចង់ដឹងរឿងអ្នកដទៃ ខ្ញុំគ្រាន់តែមិនចង់ដឹង ខ្ញុំហត់ ខ្ញុំធុញ ខ្ញុំក៏មានបញ្ហាខ្ញុំដែលត្រូវដោះស្រាយដែរ។ ស្តាប់ទៅដូចជាអាត្មានិយមពេក តែខ្ញុំចិត្តល្អច្រើនពេកហើយ ច្រើនរហូតដល់គេមិនចេះក្រែងចិត្ត ដល់ពេលខ្ញុំបដិសេធ ខ្ញុំក៏ក្លាយជាមនុស្សអាត្មានិយមភ្លាម។

It’s okay to get LAID

I’m a man who is 28+years old and never got laid, and one day I got a girlfriend who did it and she said that people need to have experiences and it is better and it’s just make me feel like damnnnn if I know that, I wouldn’t waste my youth like shit and play around like a player- NOTE- “I am a handsome man” #R

You

''I got my hopes up.'' He whispered. ''About what?'' She asked. ''About you actually loving me back." ''I tried to show you I loved you and you wouldn’t let me which is fine.'' ''But you know the worst feeling is when you find out you didn't mean as much to someone as you thought you did and you look so stupid for caring too much." "I'm sorry.'' She said.

I don't like my boyfriend.

Thanks for letting me getting this out as this is something I can't normally share with my friends. I have been together with my boyfriend for almost 3 years. He's someone I can share everything with and someone I'm comfortable to be with. We are on the same page in term of life goals and other stuff. I have no eyes for anyone else or think about having choices because my life already suffered me enough and I love him. I long for someone who share the same passion and energy as I do and someone I can RELY on. My boyfriend is great but there are certain times that I feel like if something were to happen in the future, I'll be the one who has to take control. Those certain times and little things make me doubt if I can stay with him because I don't want to be unsatisfied after I'm married, right? I don't want to leave him but personality traits aren't something I can change. It's started to build up inside me and it affects my action towards him too. I feel like shit. ដូចគ្រប់គ្នាតែងនិយាយថាការហើយអត់សប្បាយចិត្តព្រោះប្តីឬប្រពន្ធពឹងពាក់មិនបាន. I don't want that. At first, you love each other unconditionally and as times goes by, you realize that there many things to look for. Love doesn't solve the problem.

What do you mean bruh?

You already had a girlfriend, why would the h*ll are you giving me the mixed signals dude ?

Being played???

It is probably selfish of me to assume that you were having any feelings on me like I did (kinda still do) for you. With shared interests, I thought that we were vibing just fine. Hell, you even made me feel special. I do not know much about you besides the rare and random interests that we shared, but I truly appreciate the time we spent chatting overnight at when I felt loved during my darkest times. After I learned the news about you going abroad, I felt conflicted. I knew that it was such an opportunity for you, but I also wished that I had spent more time getting to know you better. The thing is that I wanted to express my gratitude and love for you. I just wanted to put it out there. I do not have any intention of wanting to start anything anytime soon, for I do not want to mistake my loneliness and sadness for love. I held my breath for a while. I thought that I genuinely would wait for you. You truly did give me hope, but it seems to be a false hope....I feel gutted. Because after a while, I had my suspicion and learned that the whole time you were with someone else, yet you gave such a sense of love. I feel played for not knowing anything and for being given such false joy. I waited and waited for something that would never come. Maybe it is just a one-sided thing. Maybe I am feeling lonely. Then again, maybe I am just selfish, lonely, and deluded for thinking about any of this because at the end of the day I do not hold anything against you, but I genuinely thank you for all of the times and things that we shared. Lastly, I wish you the best. K

Bullied? Anxiety? - T

I used to be considered as “ugly” (got bullied for being overweight, etc. even adults used to do that to me :D ) that really destroyed my self esteem. Although, I lost weight and take care of myself and is considered as pretty now but still the permanent mental damages are there. I had developed eating disorder, social anxiety, etc. I fake being confident but the anxiety, the trembling, and panic attack always happened. And because of that anxiety that fear of being judged I think a huge misunderstanding was made. Sometimes I really wish I could just communicate better instead of always being quiet. :)