I couldn’t call it an end because we have never begun anything. We were friends, but both of us have crossed the line. He told me that he had feelings for me, that he wanted to be with me, but he wouldn’t be committed to me. Later on I asked him what were we, he ignored my question and changed the topic. I guess that’s where my insecure became worse. He always had time for everything except me. For his movies, games, football, friends... He always forgot things that he said he will do with me. From small daily things to dates. Whenever I was feeling down, he ignored me. I kept being insecure and mad over everything, and finally he fell out of love. I guess it was my fault. For being broken and unable to love properly. I didn’t know if I am to blame or the environment I’m in is. However, he was different. He was enthusiastic about everything in life. Maybe, we weren’t just meant to be. We were too different. From background to personality. Now, I think he’s seeing someone new. Honestly, I felt miserable. I questioned myself if I was that easy to forget and replace? Did everything between us mean nothing for him? Was he just lonely and that’s not love for him? Whatever it is, I wish him all the best. I hope he’s happy with her. That’s the last thing I can do for him, giving him the peace he’s always wanted. I learned my lesson here. There’s no way someone will be ready for you if they weren’t from the start. Don’t wait for them. When they aren’t sure about you, and won’t commit, leave. Turn away and run and never coming back.
Sometimes I just want to get the feeling of love from someone because I never receive that at all. 😶 when you love someone and they never love you back and it’s hurt so bad it’s been twice for me already and actually I never been in any relationship
Being in a relationships mean to understand each other’s need, love, affection and the freedom they wanted. But sometimes I wanted you to understand that I also need your love and affection back. There are days where I just felt like I’m in love alone. Everybody is busy, and I tried to understand that. And yeah, sometimes I know you’re just fake busying, I knew about it but I just stay silent so that you can have your freedom. But I don’t get why the type of freedom you’re doing is just to go around and flirt others, following new people on sns, text with them while you’re just ignoring me, who patiently waiting for your text. Should I let you go?
called mom and told her I‘ve been struggling with my mental health And she called me weak
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I met my true love at the age of 16. First love didn’t mean that we have to date. I met a lot of people before him but no one make me felt the love like he did. Let’s call him “A”. Me and A never get to date each other but I love him I truely love him. He’s the one who teach me love and I can’t forget about him. A seem to like me at first but then he lose interest in me and I hurt so bad after knowing it but that’s ok. He’s 2 year older than me. A never get out of my mind I miss him so bad. Still have his number saved, remember every detail about him even the way he talk and his voice. As long as he’s happy I can watch him from far away.
9:30pm, 11th April - The start of our Journey, it was our first date. He brought me to places I never been before, experience new things. It was like a dream if I could date him. Everything was perfect, I was happy than ever. But that happiness didn’t last forever…… To be continued.
Since we finished our examination I just wanna tell you that I think I like you at the first sign.nh ot yul klun eng dea mix ban 2ngai ng mean ney mes pel exam u jes jeang nh tea u nv baeb kroy mor yy muy nh sur nh tha Tver hx nv ey jg hx subject muy dea Tver oy nh jam ot plex ker math ng pel morning last day nh som u merl and then nh merl pi u ban klas klas dea tea nh jong rkun u klang nas dea tver oy ka exam 2ngai bos nh mean ney tang dea puk yrg ot dea tlop skol knea pi mun mor te terb tea pel exam ng te dea puk yrg ban skol knea lerk dombong mg tea ber ke krob knea merl mor doch puk yrg tlop skol knea jg ahh cuz puk yrg sneat muy knea doch pm tlop rean or tlop skol knea jg. Tysm my best roommate and I think I can’t confess how I feel for you right now since I found your fb account and I saw you was in relationship since 2020 so I decided to move on.nh som oy u sl knea ban yu hx good luck with last long relationship nahh som trem see u sby muy relationship bos u kor roommate mnak nis ot som ey jren dea nah.thanks 😊 #chaktomuk09210
The reason I write this up, I want