2025-08-14
My first real love
Hey, I hope this message reach out to you in any ways. Ahh I seriously donโt know where to start. I remember the first time we met though screens. At first I thought you were just joking around. I never thought that I would fall for you that hard. It took us a week of talking stage and we started dating. To be honest, I had never felt that kind of heartwarming love from any guys I met out there. You were the first person who make me feel alive and know exactly that true love does exist. I know Iโm the one to blame. I took you for granted, not knowing that youโll soon lose interest in me. You did gave me signs. But I ignored it. You reassure me everyday that you love me, you care for me. But I didnโt believe that because I thought you still have feelings for your ex. I love it when you call me โ Babe โ. I can still hear you calling me that. Day by day I tried to forget you. Besides all the good memories we had together always hit me up. I was stupid for not keeping our love last. I was stupid for not acknowledging the signs that you have given me. At the end of the day all I got was sorrow. You remember there was a song called strange by celeste? It goes like โ Isnโt strange how people can change, from strangers to friends, friends into lovers and strangers again.. โ.
13-11-2021 was the day we decided to walk different path. I donโt blame you for catching feelings for her. It was my fault for making you falling for her. If I was good to you, you wouldnโt have fallen for her. Iโm sorry I wasnโt at my best version back then. But no I wonโt blame you. And again I had never thought that you would walk away from my life. You were the only person who make me shine bright like a star. Right now, youโre not here anymore. I miss you every second, every minute, every hour and everyday. Hoping that youโll come back. But I know that you wonโt. It has been almost 5 months now and Iโm still in love with you. Although we canโt turn back time, however I wish youโll find someone who is loving and will love you unconditionally.
All the best!
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